"Konbu?"
As I am about to walk upstairs to my room, I heard a voice from the common room
Quietly walking towards the common room, the door is half open
Inumaki-senpai is sitting on the sofa inside, his back facing me, seems like he's on phone with someone
"Hello Inumaki-chan"
The phone is on speaker, from the other end, it's Nishimiya's voice
My body froze at her voice, I don't really like Nishimiya that much
"Inumaki-chan, I miss you a lot you know"
"Shake~"
"Your so cute"
...
Through the phone I heard the cute voice of Nishimiya, but it's even more heartbreaking for me to hear Inumaki-senpai responding in a sweet way
Are they dating?
Does Inumaki-senpai likes her?
Was I ever something to him?
Questions filled my mind, I don't want to listen to the rest of the conversation anymore
I went upstairs into my room, closed my door before me legs give out
Sliding down the door, I buried my head in my knees, quietly crying
I hate it
I hate the feeling of being unsure
We've known each other for no more than 3 months, obviously he won't have anything for me
What was I expecting?
Remembering what happened on the night we went to the amusement, I forced a smile
Everything seems to be in sarcasm now
I grabbed my AirPods, my phone and my keys before going out
I need something to get my mind off from this, and the best I can think is to do more self-training
Closing the door behind me, I made my Rubik's cube appeared in one of my hand and walked down the stairs
Coincidence
Inumaki-senpai is coming up the stairs at the same time
The pair of violet eyes widened slightly after seeing me in this state
Knowing my eyes is definitely puffy, I quickly avoided the eye contact, walked passed him and put of my AirPods
I felt him stopped going up and looked at the direction I left
Not wanting to talk to him yet, I start running out of the Student Relaxation Centre until I reached the training courts
Holding back the urge of crying, I take a deep breath before focusing
I grabbed my iced katana and attack the target heartlessly and mercilessly
The only thing left on my mind is anger
I'm angry at him, angry at Nishimiya, angry at myself
I only came to a stop when the target in front of me is physically broken
Knowing something is still bothering me, I went for the second one
Third one followed by fourth
Then I lied down on the grass, panting hard while closing my eyes shut
The song I've been listening on repeat since I started training
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