Ever since then
My world has changed
My days have grown weary and dark and grey
I don’t want to be seen
I don’t want to be heard
I’m falling slowly like a flightless bird
I’m soaring so high then suddenly I drop
My whole world around me just goes ker-plop
I’m never good enough with anything I do
And I’m always feeling a shadowy blue
I’ve got friends around that want to help
But all i want to do is yelp
The God above can hear my plea
But how come I still can’t see
I’m drowning with all the things on my plate
The dancing, the homework, it’s anything but great
I feel lost, confused, alone and scared
Discouraged disheartened and unprepared
What will happen? What will I do?
Will it work out? Coz Not all things do
My friends expect that I’m ok
And that that’s just how I’m going to stay
But there’s more behind that smile I place
Upon my sad and exhausted face
One minute I’m happy the next I’m sad
My friends tell me to get over it because its not that bad
I don’t know what I was thinking, that they would hold my hand?
how could they possibly when they don't understand
The 28th June was the day from hell
that was the day I was put in a cell
This cell I say is all dreary and grey
and locks in my feelings inside I might say
cant speak my heart
feel like abstract art
feel like all I am doing is falling apart
heart left in small pieces that no one can see
that's the effect he had on me
A/N
here is my first poem let me know what you think...
I wrote this just after my dad left
PS. not all of my poems are this depressing
I will be starting my first story soon so keep you eye out for that :)
xx Love you all :) :)
Me :)
