*ur author's new obsession☝*
Soyun pov
A smile crept on my lips as i hugged the RJ doll tighter. I'm really happy to get this right now, as i really needed smth. I really needed something or someone to hug right now. Let all my feelings drown away with tears.
But i need to be strong now. I can't just forget what they did to me...Remembering all those memories made my eyes teary once again. I sobbed whilst hugging the giant plushie. And to my surprise, i fell asleep with rj doll in my embrace.
Someone Pov(readers: now who's dat?😐)
I was looking at her working hard while i was getting bored af sitting here.
Hey noonaaaa. How long it will takeee
I whined and she looked at me weirdly.
Why?
She asked getting back to work.Cmoooon. I'm sooo bored. U r not even letting me go outside! Am i a 5 years old kid?
I said crossing my arms over my chest, unknowingly pouting.
Well look who's really acting like a kid now?!
She said and chuckled to which i sat up straight and gave her a poker face.She saw something on her record list and smiled sweetly at me.
Now u giant baby. Do u want something to do?
She said making my eyes sparkle. I nodded with a wide smile and stood up ready to go.Yah! Where r u going? I didn't even say what work u have or where or when or how-
I stopped her from going further and gave her a sign to continue impatiently.
Ok yea. So...u need to check the patient of ** room. Just simply check up, don't do anything else.
She said and i gave her a "-.-" look.What do u think I'm gonna do?
I asked rolling my eyes getting my ears dragged instead.
Ow ow ouch. Noonaaaaa lemme gooo it hurts.
I whined in her grip.
Don't roll ur eyes mister. Now go or no tasty dinner for today!
She said giving me threat and letting me go.I took the chance and went away from her grip.
I will be a good boy. Tteokkibokki for me todayyyy
I said and ran away. I heard her chuckle and i also smiled seeing my family happy.She's my sister in law, the wife of my elder brother. She's an angel to be honest. But i remembered that i also have to fetch my younger brother from his school. He's sometimes a real pain in ass. But yea i still do love n care for him. I just have one thing left. And that's....a perfect life partner.
Thinking of all those, i arrived in front of the door noona mentioned. I peaked from outside not to get anything. I lightly pushed the door to see the bed empty. My eyes diverted to the shadow coming from the right side and my eyes widened as i saw the scene in front of me.
Soyun pov
I woke up panting hard from a nightmare. I looked around and found myself in the hospital bed, with my favourite rj doll beside me. I bit my lip as a tear dropped and a sob left my mouth.
I saw a nightmare about that incident. This is just killing me. And the pain on my lower abdomen just made it worse. I got up from the bed and went to the washroom attached to the room. I saw my ownself in the mirror.
I was indeed a mess. My eyes were red from crying, my lips were swollen for biting hard. Dried tears, messy and tangled hair. My eyes widened as i noticed something...which i hope i never saw.
I saw a purple mark on my collarbone, which hurted when i touched it. An unwanted whimper left my mouth not being able to think about it anymore. I clutched my hair tight in frustration (a.n: trusfrated*). I screamed as more tears left my eyes.
I looked at the mirror again and it made me disgusted seeing myself like that. I looked at myself panting hard, looking right into my eyes. (A.n: i remembering jin's verse of permission to dance hehe)
I looked around to find anything but there wasn't anything helpful. I walked out of the washroom lifeless and sat on the corner of the bed. My eyes looked around the room and my eyes got stuck at the window.
I slowly walked towards it and looked out. I was at the 4th floor. And there was a busy road down there. I looked at the blue sky (a.n: like an arrow in the blue sky~) then back at the road. My mind filled with thoughts...
Should i....do it? End it all? Maybe yes. What's the use of keeping this life which is nothing but a mess. Nobody likes me....nobody would bother if i die.....rather it would be peaceful. And i will also get to see my family.
I smiled looking at the sky as minhyuk oppa's smile came in my mind. I took a deep breath before climbing up....ready to end this mess. I started recalling those short memories i had with my stepbrothers. I still do love them.
I looked back at the rj doll kept on my bed, a chuckle left unknowingly. I was crying and laughing at the same time. I closed my eyes and sighed, ready to jump off.
Good bye everyone. I know no one will miss me.......
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End of chapter 55Ayoh!
Short yet interesting chap. Right....lol idk. But what do u think? Will soyun die and it'll be the end?
And yea.
Maybe tomorrow i will upload the facts abt me and....yea my hand reveal lol.😆 Those who wanted me to do a face reveal, I'm sorry. Cuz i don't feel so confident posting it here.....😅
And if i do, maybe...it will be after 1M reads....till then, maybe u will get to see me in real life hehehe.
Anyways. R u satisfied with this chap? 😁
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