Playing Games

Chap.39

Bianca

Right now I was finish boxing the last box when there was knock at the door I walked over to the door and opened to see Jaedyn I shook my head and try to close it back but she pushed it open walking in

She pushed me against the wall and put my hands above my head looking at me

Me:I'm not doing this with you-..

Jae:No!....I want you to listen to me because I've let you talk and talk this entire time we've been together

I kept silent and stared at her waiting for her to continue

Jae:I get that I fucked your life up and I hurted you I get that and I understand that and I'm genuinely sorry I know this isn't going to fix us but at least we can be friends or something cause this petty shit ain't working

Me:Let me go

I snatched away from her and looked up at her with teary eyes I got closer to her shaking my head

Me:After that night happened I did not go out of my way to make you look bad I didn't go out and find somebody that wanted to just hook up okay? You found someone and used them to make me look obsessed with you and jealous which I wasn't even worried about you I was focused on getting my life back together the way I want it to and I'm leaving

Jae:I see that but you act like ion gon through shit I have trauma okay I watch people die in front of me leave my life and never look fucking back the same shit you about to do and I gurantee you ain't lookin back at all...Ion even know why I came over here you don't even gaf anymore

I looked at her and blocked the door she put her hands over her face and I seen her face turn red I wiped mines grabbing her hand seeing that she was trying to hold it in I sat her down on the couch I rubbed her back as she cried

Me:Just let it out

I got up and got her some tissue I came back and handed it to her wiping her face sniffling

Jae:I don't care what our relationship is like right now I just want you to be there for me when I need you ight I just wanna leave all that fuck shit and past behind us just be there for me like I am for you Bia can you do that

Me:yea I can do that Jae

Jae:I apologize for calling you out of your name and putting my hands on you

Me:You good we take it there sometimes and it just comes out

Jae:Where's Riley

Me:helping Zay them and your friends are being cut off because in this situation they showed me that they don't gaf regardless of how long I've been here and I don't play that fake shit but other than that yes I will come down here and visit you but I'm not giving up my address right now

Jae:That's fine Lil mama...Gimmie hug I'm bout to go

I hugged her and she hugged me back I chuckled when she saw how her face looked

Me:You want some eye drops

She nodded and I got them from my purse and gave them to her she smiled and used them

Jae:Call me when you get there

Me:Okay and be safe don't make me fuck you up

Jae:same goes for you

Me:I know love you

Jae:love you too Lil mama

She left and I turned my location off grabbing my suitcases and going to the garage putting them inside the truck my driver was waiting on me the uhaul came and got the last box they were now on their way to me and my cousins new house my mom said she's staying and Riley is as well

Driver:do you want me to pick up your cousins too??

Me:Yes sir that's fine here's the address

It took 10 minutes to get there once we got there I got all the way in the back and they got in after putting their suitcases in the big ass trunk

Zay:Hey girly

Donna:Hey boo

Gina:sup hoe

Kennedy:Hey luv bug

Me:Hey y'all

We all got situated and I recorded all of us we stopped to the store and got hella snacks and drinks candy too and then got back on the road I FaceTimed Jae

Jaedyn- Wassup luv

Bianca- hey *poses* Whatchu doin

Jaedyn- with your friends

She showed them and I rolled my eyes she laughed and they got in the camera trying to apologize and shit I seen my fav Benny

Benny:waddup sis

Bianca:Hey bennyyy

Benny:You betta visit me too

Bianca:I gotchu bro

Jaedyn-this house look familiar to you?

She showed me the porch and I started smiling she chuckled when she seen my face

Bianca-yes I do , same night you decided to come over and help me with the boxes and you couldn't help but stare at my body

Jaedyn- *chuckles* let's not forget you were staring at my print throw my grey sweats so let's not go there shorty

Bianca- nah cause see I was just examining and ya shits was staring back at me so hey

Jaedyn-When you gon let me bend you ova again

Bianca- whenever

Jaedyn- freaky ass...we needa smoke session

Bianca- I'll be back the week after next I gotta get settled in and stuff and film

Jaedyn- ight just let me know when you land here and I'll come get you or whatever

Bianca- you tired

Jaedyn- yea hol on I'm about to change my clothes but I can hear you

Bianca- so have you talk to your parents ??

Jaedyn-no my dad has been checking but mom I don't even know to be honest with you but it's whatever it's all love but I got a life to focus on

She got inside her bed and set me up on the night stand focusing her attention on me

Bianca-You is sleepy look at how you falling asleep on me

Jae-*licks lips* I'm not sleepy I'm high but I'm alil tired *raspy voice*

Bianca- mm don't do that voice you know how that makes me feel

Jae- I can't help it

Zay-both of y'all take y'all asses to sleep and shut the hell up messing me up in my game

Jae- My apologies  Mrs girl

Zay:Mrs who?

Me:She not a girl it's Mrs.Toler

Zay:Judge toler be quiet

We all busted out laughing and got back to what we were doing I looked to see she was falling asleep

Bianca:Turn the lamp off love youuu

Jaedyn- love youuuu *half sleep*

I watched as she fell asleep I set her up and got on my computer doing some work soon I found myself falling asleep as well