Then they got to see the real me
The side that was fearful and jealous
That needed constant reassurance of their love,
The side that felt so needy for love,
that I became selfishly demanding
& unable to see their point of view,
or even recognize their needs.
By me attempting to be someone for somebody else
I only risked the fact that I lost my self at the end .
No-one could hear my screams,
no-one could hear my cry's .
Was it because i was only focused on me ?
That I couldn't show how to love some one else .
My screams and selfishness left me lonely .
He needed love to . it wasn't just me.