OK,so this is an edited version of my poem..
The moon is out 2day,its glowing put me in dismay,
it makes me feel whole on the inside,now i'm wishin 2 die,
so i can float wit the stars and the moon,and i wanna shine like they do soon,
Maybe wen my time has come,i'll be floatin wit the stars,moon..even the sun,
it's like im the sea,wen the moon shines i just wanna be,
i can't stop myself from thinkin this way,maybe i run wit the night not the day,
Darkness is surroundin me now,and i'm floatin high above,
here i can shine when i want to or let darkness conquer wen i want to,all i kno is tat all i wanna do,
is surrender...,
to the feelings and go where i'll b appreciated,
cuz wen the sun goes down and then darkness all around...i surrender...just surrender,
And suddenly i remember,tat where i am is not reality,it's just not me,
i've read books on the night-even the day,but it's really which way,which way i'll go,
will it be the day?where the sun is bright and its heat burns everything to a crisp?
or will it be the night?where the moon and the stars bring winds like a whistling whip?
Now it like my mind i'm gonna lose,cuz i can't choose,
who'd have thought it would've been so hard,so hard like a football blow from chelsea's Lampard,
i feel my destruction coming,when i'll lose my sense of fake belonging,
and then i'll neva get 2 surrender...just surrender,
Because i cudn't find my way,and choose between the night and the day,
now as i lay in this atmosphere of nothing,i feel my every piece-their pain-their bleeding,
all because i cudn't choose between the night and the day,i cudn't find the right way,
to surrender...just surrender,
Now as i'm fading into nothingness,i leave with u a kiss,
a kiss full of pain like a black rose 2 remind u that we'll neva again meet,and with this white sheet,
i leave with the ones i've loved and met, a kiss of surrendering death,
and it whispers, "surrender...just surrender..."
