Better Than Words || Niall Horan

Better Than Words {N.J.H}

My whole life, I've been afraid. I've been afraid of being different. I've spent years trying to fit in and make myself known to all.

I'm not one to speak out in rather large crowds. I don't do public speaking or dancing. I'm normally at home reading, writing, redecorating or school work. I don't smoke weed, cigarettes nor do I drink heavily.

I'm cautious and stubborn, I'd argue with a stop sign if it were possible. I've grown up mostly by myself. I have great parents but I was and still am and odd child. I shied away from my family, I quit trying to fit in and I finally just have up.

I can't help but wonder what if.. what if I hadn't moved away? what if I changed and became more outspoken? more loud?

My heart is heavy.. it's filled with stress, pain, burdens and probably self guilt. I am my own person, I don't need a man or saving from a man.

"She's didn't need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated, for exactly who she was."