if only you knew the thoughts that came to my mind that I never said aloud.
your perspective of me would be altered drastically morphing into a negative lieu.
if it isn't already there.
I've never been good enough to meet your standards.
your happiness is no longer my concern. why would I dare put myself on the line for you?
your no longer my responsibility, and I'm no longer your mother. fix it yourself.
It's my turn to fix myself. I didn't think I had it in me, but that's my only option.
No one else has ever been there for me, independence is my new frontier.
watch me soar without you. I don't need you, I am a strong enough person to become better than you could ever aspire to become.
It's fine.
