I'm A Child - Alex Morgan

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Y/n'a POV
I have just had my last lesson for this week and tonight I'm flying down to Florida for camp with the USWNT. Which I'm really looking forward to because one. I get to see my best friend Mal again and two. I get to see my girlfriend Alex Morgan.

I know people is going to say Alex is 31 and you are only 19 but we don't care. We feel in love and that's what we care about.

Any way. I'm a freshman at UNC and I have been playing with the USWNT for three years. I had my first camp right after I turned 16 and I had my debut match 9 months later.

Me and Mal got pretty close already at the first camp when we were rooming together. Back then she was 18 and the youngest of except for me and I think that's way we because so good friends.

Me and Alex didn't talk much at the start. Of course I thought she was gorgeous but who wouldn't. It wasn't until in the middle of my second year on the team we started taking and soon things got romantic but nothing happens until I turned 18 and now we have been together for one year. The team know and excepted us with out problems but I have a feeling that the out side world won't react the same way so we are keeping it to ourselves

Any way as I was saying I just got out of my class on this fine as Friday and I'm walking home. When I get home I will take an Uber and get to the air port and then fly to Florida. I'm going to miss two weeks of school so I have some home work with me that I need to get done while I'm at camp but it could have been worse.

As I'm walking home my phone vibrate in my pocket so I pick it up and smile when I see it's a message from Alex.

How was school? Hope it was good. Miss you a lot and can't wait to see you tomorrow. I'm just going out to dinner with Kelley and Allie so if I don't answer my phone you know🥰Love your😘 ~~~ My Morgan😍

I read the message but soon I turn sad. She is asking me how school when and then she is out with her friends. Probably eating some nice dinner and then stoping by a bar because Kelley always wants to do that. And here I am. I still haven't got my drivers license and spend my weekends doing homework. She should be with someone she can have drinks with. Someone who can give her all their time. Stuff that I can't do

I finally remember that I have to answer so I quickly do it and then keep waking the last few minutes.

When I get home I just grab a protein bar and my already packed suitcase before I call an Uber and wait. My parents are almost never home so I kind alive by myself. I haven't told anyone about it because I know they would freak out

When the Uber finally show up I just in and say dream looking out the window and that's when my mind fall back on the text message. What are Kelley and Allie even doing in Florida. Everyone is arriving at camp tomorrow

I decide to not over think it and just zone out until I get to the air port. The next thing I know I'm sitting in another Uber on my way to the hotel.

It probably 11pm when I get to the hotel. I just grab my key at the front disk and walk to the elevator and make my way to my room. When I walk in Mal is already here so I give her a hug before we both soon after fall asleep

The next morning both Mal and I wake up by my alarm so we get ready and walk down to breakfast. When we walk in the dining room everyone is already there

"As the we supposed to get here today" I ask looking around

"No everyone got here yesterday morning" Ash answer so I look at Alex

"You told me it was today"

"You had school and I wanted you to finish the week before you got here"

"Are you serious" I ask getting annoyed

"Yes, I'm serious. I'm looking out for you"

"FOR FUCK SAKE" I yell before I walk back in the elevator and back up to my room.

I sit down at the desk and take up my diary. I always write about how I feel in it. Well it's mostly about Alex but still

I don't get far into the sentence before I see tears fall on the paper. I get up from the chair and walk over to my bed. I curl up into a ball and cry my heart out

Alex's POV
I look at y/n as she leave and now I feel really guilty. I should have told her how the situation was and then told her how I wanted her to finish her school week

I sit down with my head in my hands and I can feel Ali rub my back. A soon feel a tap on my should and when I look up I see Mal handing me her key card

"Go talk to her" She say giving me a smile. I nod my head as I stand up and take the cars

"Training is at 10 be back then" Vlatko so as I make my way to the elevator

"Fixing things with my girlfriend is more important then to be at your training so we will see"

The elevator door close and it slowly start to move up wards.

I'm standing outside y/n's and Mal's door. I take a few deep breaths before I unlock the door and step in. I can here small cries and when I walk into the room I can see her sitting on one bed

I sit down on the chair at the desk and see a note book laying open. I look at it and quickly realize it's a diary

"Can I read it" I say pointing to the book

She look up at me before answering. "If you have too" She then wast no time before looking down again

I turn the the first page of the book and slowly start reading. This is before we got together. It then moves to first date, when we got together, first kiss, first make out session then it's a plank paper before it's about our first I love you's. I quickly realize that the blank paper is for the first time have have sex but I don't say anything and keep reading.

Then it's about all the small fights we have had and then the cute moments we have had, the day we came out to the team. And so on with some special moments.

Then for probably the last quarter of the box is fantasy. Everything from how she wants our wedding to go to how she want me I dominate her in bed. But the sentence I don't have the balls to tell her. Or. I haven't built the strength to tell her makes me kinda sad knowing she still can't tell me everything so I close the book and walk over to her bed sitting down and pulling her into my lap

"Baby" I say with a soft voice

"What" She say sassy as hell

"This situation came up in the wrong way. I didn't mean to hide anything from you are treat you like a child"

"But I am child. You write to me and ask how school has been. You should be writing and asking you partner if they would like to go out for a drink. I can't give you the time and the attention you deserve because I have some fucking home work to do. I'M A CHILD. You should be with someone who isn't a child"

"Y/n stop. I don't want to be with anyone that isn't you. I don't care that you are 19 and still have homework to do. I will gladly help you with it. Who cares that I can't go out and have some dinks with you. I don't need to have alcohol in my body to have a good time with you. All I want is you. And you to trust me"

When I feel like I have talked my heart out I brush her hair out of her face and place a soft kiss on her lips. "I want you and no body else"
I say against her lips as we slightly pull away

I can see a small smile appear on her lips. "Do you want to show me that then" She ask looking at me lips

"You mean. Would you like to dominate me in bed" I look away blushing hard making me giggle at her as I turn her face back to facing me

"Don't be shy and I would gladly dominate you in bed" I say before I press my lips back on hers

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