I hate feeling In ways I can't describe.
I hate feeling tired but wide awake at the same time.
I hate stressing out about something but being unable to move and act on it.
I hate school.
I hate my life.
I hate that I crave death and also fear my hands when I touch anything sharp.
I hate blood.
I hate it all.
I want to be normal I want to be happy I want to be something
do something
I want to be smart enough to get good grades and make my parents proud
I want to be healthy enough so I won't feel so fat when I wear clothes
I want to have straight white teeth
Im sick of hating how I look
I want to love myself more than I want to be loved I think
Then again what do I know I'm just a kid what would I know about struggles
How would I know what true sadness feels like
Im nothing Im worth nothing
When I die I'll go the same way as any other person and I'm some way that gives me comfort to know that those who I compare myself to will also end up in the dirt infested with worms the same as I will.
But I hate it.
I hate that I feel like this and even if I vent about all my problems I'll still feel like this.
Im starting to think when I laugh or smile it's fake
Im starting to think I'll never be happy as the characters I watch or write.
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My brain
SonstigesThings that pop into my head or my feelings Lolol Feel free to use my brain junk in your stories just make sure to credit me ^^