Dil Ibadat ( Completed)

part 7 ❤

Hloo guyss.....
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Chalooo start krte hai 💃💃💃💃......

Flowers falls on floor......

Sid stood rooted on his place

He looked around with shock

All the things are shattered....

Broken vase  ,  cushions  all other things are on floor and there she is

Sitting in the middle of all with blank face....

There is no expression on her face with scared sidharth....

He slowly moved toward her and call her softly which comes out lika a whisper

" Shehnaaz "

But she didn't said anything

It's not like that she is ignoring him .. She sitting their like a dead person totally lost in her thoughts.... She doesn't have any idea about whats going around....

She is simply sitting there looking at floor while tears are continuously falls from her eyes.....

Tears formed in Sid 's eyes too after seeing her condition

He sat beside her and again call her softly.

" Shehnaaz "

She didn't react

This scared the hell out of him

He place his hand on her shoulder and shake her softly

" Shehnaaz "

She come out of her thoughts and looked at him..

She is just staring at him  blankly......

Sana :  bachpan se na bhagwan se sirf ik hi cheeze mangi thi  pyar..... Lekin vo kabhi nhi mila.... Bachpan mein maa papa se durr ho gyi... Mama mami ne pyar to durr ki baat kabhi hal tak nhi pucha.... Ik hi tha... Shehbaaz.... Lekin usse bhi bhut km milti thi.... Fir career bna.... Actress bni.. Logo ka pyar mila... Lekin bhagwan ne vo bhi le liya... ( and chuckled) .... Fir mumbai aayi... Socha  tha koi to milega jo mera hoga... Jo mujhe pyar krega... BB mein gyi.... Tujhe pta mujhe bss ik hi cheeze chahiye thi vo thi pyar... Jab paras ne 2 4 meethe baatein kri to mujhe acha lga kyunki hmesha se yahi cheeze ke liye craving rhi ki koi pyar se baat kre pamper kre.... Lekin vo bhi yada derr nhi chala.... Fir socha ki shayad meri kismat mein pyar hai hi nhi.... Isliye mangna hi chod diya... Fir tu mila... Tere se dosti huyi.... Dost kab pyar mein badal gyi pta hi nhi chala....sab ko lgta hai ki mein attention seeker hoon... Lekin kyu hoon..?? Ye kisi ne socha hi nhi.... Meine apni life mein bhut logo ko khoya hai sidharth... Isliye jab koi mere pass aata hai na to yahi drr lga rhta ki kahi ye bhi mere se door ho gya to....
Insecurities.... Tere se pyar ho gya... Tujhe  apna sab kuch mana... Tere se din suru hota tha or tere pe hi khatam... Hmesha se yahi tha ki jab koi mere se achi ladki classy elegant hot tall ik dum perfect...tujhe milegi to Tu bhi mujhe chod dega... Or dekh... Aaj mera ye drr bhi sach ho gya... Bakio ki tarah Tu bhi mujhe chod diya.... Sirf ik tere se pyar mila tha bhagwan ne vo bhi cheen liya..... Shayad mere mein hi koi problem hai jo mujhe pyar milta hi nhi...... And looked at him smilingly sadly

Sid who is listening her carefully got confuse by listening her words.....

Sid  cup his face and ask lovingly

Sid : mera bacha.... Koi ni  chod rha hai... Meri jaan... Dekh tera Sid tere samne hai baby.... Kya hua hai.. Bta mujhe....

Sana who is thinking that she is imagining Sid  become shocked that he is really there....