Savior

not broken yet

        ***Danielle's POV ***

Five months had passed, Ashley's hand had healed a month ago, and he has been on tour for almost a month. I am five months pregnant with his baby, I was in the doctor's office for my annual check up, plus I was going to find out the sex of our baby.

Sammi and Juliet were there but mervis and Ella couldn't come because they had the flu.

" Ms Danielle your having a girl " my obstetrician said as she took a look at the screen that the baby was on.

I heard Ashley's voice,  sammi had him on speaker phone.

"Babe we're having a girl! " I exclaimed as I smiled,

" awesome baby, we'll think of names when I get back home " Ashley told me as we said 'I love you ' to each other. I couldn't believe I was eighteen, five months pregnant with Ashley's daughter, and I've lived with him for two months now.

I have a few names in mind but I can wait until Ashley gets home to tell him. I knew he wasn't coming home for another two months, so I had to keep myself busy.

" wanna go baby shopping?" Juliet asked as we headed to the car,

"Sure sounds fun" I sarcastically said as we all piled into the car.

"Wow, your having a little girl! Congrats!" I heard CC say, sammi must've asked for CC.

"I tweeted about the news to the rest of the guys" Juliet said as she stopped at a red light.

An hour later, we arrived at wal-mart.

We were buying cute little onesies, diapers, etc. "I just want her to be healthy when she's conceived." I reassured myself as we headed to

the checkout line. After an hour of shopping, we put the bags into the trunk, and piled into the car.

I got a text from my dad,
"Hey baby girl umm I miss you I gotta tell you something, your mom killed your bunny rabbit named coco. I called her and she told me she broke the bunny's neck. So sorry. - dad"

I was in complete & utter shock, I showed the girls the message,

"Oh my god I'm so sorry " sammi said concerningly said as I got into the backseat and proceeded to start bawling. Juliet put in her CD in the CD player. We were listening to not broken yet.

"Even if the sky is fallen, and I'm hanging on by a thread, I'm standing on the edge of nothin' and I know it's not broken, I know it's not broken yet." I and my girlfriends sang as I held the tears back.

Two hours later, I had help with the bags, the girls helped me put everything up & away. Then they left, I was all alone, I all of a sudden felt horrible contractions,
I'm not supposed to have the baby till next month!  I thought as I picked up the phone and called Juliet,

" I think I'm having my baby " I said as I heard her say,

" OK stay calm I'll come and take you to the hospital " I then called Ashley,

" baby Juliet is taking me to the hospital because I'm having real bad contractions, I might be having my baby. " he answered,

" well we're back in the states, we're in California now so we'll be there in 4 hrs. Depending on traffic, see you soon love you baby. " ten minutes later Juliet arrived,

" ready to have a baby? " she asked as she helped me into the passenger seat and closed the car door.

" why wouldn't I be? I mean Ashley fuckin ' purdy got me pregnant! I can't believe I'm with him." I replied as I was trying to calm myself down.

Three hours later, we were in the emergency room, I saw Ashley come in,

"Breath baby " he calmly told me as he stood beside the hospital bed and held my hand.

I pushed until I couldn't push no more, and at 8:45 pm she was born. The nurse put her in my arms, "what's her name? " Andy asked as he and the rest of my heroes walked in to see her.
Oh fuck me and ash didn't decide on names! I thought as Ashley had tears of joy in his eyes,

" how about Eden being her name? " I asked Ashley as he came over to me and kissed me.

"I love it " he responded as he rocked her in his arms and kissed her on the forehead.

"She is beautiful " he whispered as he looked into her brown eyes.

I couldn't believe that through everything I've been through and I met him by fate. We now have a second old daughter who is going to be raised with the best parents in the world! Unlike my parents who didn't care at all about my childhood, my mom was always abusing me and cheating on my dad right in front of me! I am not going to do that to Eden Lynn purdy. I love Ashley so much he has truly become my Savior, and I can't believe that we're going to be raising a little girl together.

I'm still eighteen, I hope he proposes to me soon. I am so happy with him.