Co-translator : TofaRumman
Chapter 19 Give Up Everything to Make Your Lover Happy
The ringing from the smartphone made Phat take his eyes off the work to see who called and he was quite surprised to see that it was Lalin. As the other party worked at the organizer as well, and in the old office, the young man avoided talking outside the office.
“Yes”
He made a short greeting according to the person’s habits, so he teased.
"Save your words. It didn’t change at all."
Even though Lalin’s playfulness was known, the call came at the event, giving Phat to guess that the other called because it was important.
“Is there anything that matters?”
He honestly asked, the girl quieted for a moment, then avoided asking about anything else.
"How’s the work?"
Phat sighed softly but replied favorably. “It’s the same as before”
"You are busy," said Lalin, spaced a bit before asking the question. "Going home late every day, right?"
This line was enough to know why the other party had contacted. But he understood that she asked like this because Lalin was so worried about Ran and would warn him not to go crazy that he left him to watch the house alone.
“It’s late, but I always video call.”
Lalin’s sigh of breath made Phat think of it, but before he asked, the young lady spoke up first.
"Drive to work?"
“Yes”
"And is there anyone else to sit with you?"
It was a non-oblivious question like telling him that she knew, which Phat did not think to hide
“Khun Kiwi, the model that I do now”
"How close are you to each other?"
Lalin’s tone was solemn. The question made Phat know how the young woman got this news
“Ran called. Are you going to sue me?”
"Nong Ran is not a sue type kid," Lalin scolded. "Answer how close are you to this model!"
The young man let out a deep sigh. He was not at all angry at Lalin, rather happy that she was so worried that she was calling to chase the truth. But he was shocked to learn that his actions worried his lovers to this extent.
“Just like people who know each other and Khun Kiwi, she only came to the company recently. After finishing work, stranger people are strangers."
"Are you sure?"
Lalin was holding on to this time, and he couldn’t help but laugh.
“You know my personality.”
"I know your personality. But I don’t know that girl’s personality."
The girl slammed with emotion. Phat sighed again.
“I already told you that we know each other like normal people. Thank you for your concern, but P’Lalin can be sure that for me, no one is more important than Ran. “
Lalin went silent again before warning.
"Don’t make him cry again."
That sentence was frighteningly crazy! He cursed in anger when he realized that Ran was so stressed. "Like this, even if you apologize a hundred times, you won’t be able to withdraw your mistake.
“Lalin … I”
"No need to find excuses, I get it," Lalin spoke like an adult, understanding the feelings of a child who had just made a mistake for the first time. "You indeed got the job because Kiwi recommended it, but if you weren’t really good at work they wouldn’t hire you, right? You may be grateful to that woman, but it is not an endless replacement. Anything that can be denied should be denied."
She paused before making an emphasis
"Do not let your consideration destroy the hearts of those who love you"
Phat stood still, the heavy burdens that he had carried for several days had fallen off of shoulders. Lalin was right, Kiwi had helped to find the job, but he had rewarded her with diligence, so there was no need. So he should have denied her.
“Thank you”
The young man said with feelings and could imagine Lalin now grinning in her style.
"It’s okay"
It was a short response that meant that she was willing to help. The two talked to each other for a few more words and then dispersed to work. By realizing that Kiwi was listening nearby and causing her to begin to understand his relationship with Ran that he was not just a relative. That evening, Kiwi told Phat to return by himself.
Willingness to be a winner made Kiwi contemplate a way to find the truth. She aimed at the week-long running and observing for a few days, the woman was convinced that their status as lovers. It was something that a beautiful woman like her could not accept.
Phat must be hers. Only hers.
Kiwi thought it was evil and began to plan to separate the two men. At first, she approached Anuchit, insisting that her car breakdown made it difficult to travel. And also implied that she and Phat were living in the same condo Anuchit then requested and forced the young man to allow Kiwi to use a car to travel with. It was a mandate that Phat needed to follow, and it added to the frustration of the woman’s behavior that invaded his privacy more and more every day. Starting from clenching his arms or his shoulders every time they met, regardless of whether Ran was there or not. Acting as the lover, jealous, hurling everyone who approached. Over the course of a day, her condition worsened, frustrating Phat, but he couldn’t speak at all but kept his anger in his heart. Which turned out to be disastrous when work matters were involved. From being a calm man, he gradually solved the problem one by one, became so easily irritated that Anuchit had to call to warn.
Phat was blamed by the boss, causing Kiwi to take a step back. She really wanted this man, but not unemployed. The woman tried not to show jealousy at work but kept her arm-hugging the young man every time they met. Even with Phat acting awkward, she didn’t care. When the first step went well, the woman took the second step, creating a difference. Every morning, kiwi would go to the gym to exercise, and when Phat came down with Ran, she would come to them. Acting intimate like lovers when Ran was in front of her, some days even stubbornly fleeing back to the room, but for Kiwi, that was not enough. She wanted to separate the lovers apart and needed to add more oil to the fire.
While at work the girl waited patiently until everyone left to have lunch. She wandered over everywhere until it was certain that no one was heading towards the office desk, she put a photograph of her elaborately written for the scene with three xxx characters in pink ink, into a backpack and quickly exited.
No matter how much they loved each other if they find a picture of a woman in a bag like this, who would not be suspicious.
Kiwi smiled at the terrible thought. That evening, she told Phat returned by himself, which the young man himself did not persist and even made a happy expression. In the evening after work, Phat hurriedly drove home, unaware of the deadly poison of the young woman with him. As soon as the door opened, a small person ran to hug him and said in a clear voice.
“P'Phat is back.”
He didn’t speak empty, he eagerly took and put down the bag on the desk, then poured cold water into the glass and handed it over.
“Water”
He sent a cute smile to Phat and gave him a gentle kiss once.
“Thank you”
His rather weary tone made Ran worried.
“Is it very busy at work?”
The young man loosened his tie, shook his head, and smiled to avoid worrying about him.
“Not too busy.”
“But …” Ran continued the sentence because he knew well that Phi replied like this really didn’t mean it. Phat sighed lightly before confessing, to be honest.
“Customers are not satisfied with work. I have to bring it back to fix a lot"
His strenuous face made Ran even more worried because he had seen Phat working so hard that he fell ill.
“Will you rest first? Eat rice and take a nap."
Phat smiled and shook his head.
“No, the work will not be finished.” He stopped speaking only when he saw Ran making his eyes begging, “Okay. Eat and sit for a while, then go back to work, okay? L"
Hearing this, the young man smiled and nodded.
“Yes”
Phat caressed his lover’s hair lovingly before separating himself to take a bath, while Ran set a table, scooping rice onto a plate, pouring cold water, and waiting for Phat. When he saw the elder in a T-shirt and shorts walking out of the washroom, he invited him to eat...
“Let’s eat.”
The young man accepted lightly before sitting in the seat where he raised his eyebrows in surprise.
“Where did you get the gourami from?”
He asked because he remembered that he never bought and the condo did not allow the sellers to come in. Ran smiled and explained...
“Uncle Kon gave it to me. At first, Ran was considerate of not accepting, but Uncle Korn urged to share with us."
“And are you tried?”
Phat asked while looking at the gourami that had been fried to a golden brown color. The younger person nodded.
“Yes. It is similar to egg fried but takes a long time. In addition, Uncle Kon told me to use a lot of oil to make the fish crispy and appetizing."
The young man nodded his head slowly as he looked at the gourami on the plate.
“You said there are three?”
He asked because he thought his lover would keep it late at night. But Ran smiled embarrassedly.
“Yeah. Uncle Kon said that it was very delicious, so Ran tasted one.”
“Is it delicious?”
Phat teasing asked Ran, smiled, and nodded.
“It is very delicious,” Ran answered in a clear voice before using a fork, carefully cutting the fish meat. “I’m talking so much. P'Phat is hungry. Bad Ran. Let me unwrap the fish so that you can eat comfortably without fear of sticking bone in your neck."
The little boy chatted like he didn’t want him to worry too much about his work. It could be a short break when eating, which was better than sitting in stress all the time. They both ate and talked until they were full, then the younger man took his elder to sit on the sofa, made a cup of coffee, and sat by his side while playing some soft music. Sitting for a while, and when the coffee was gone, he told the person who was sitting leaning against his shoulder.
“Phi has to go to work.”
Ran wanted to hold on to sit a little longer, but because he knew each other well, he had to nod his head.
“Yes.” The voice of the young man was so woeful that Phat felt pity and hugged him gently.
“Don’t be annoyed. In a moment, when this work is done, I will take you to the beach. “
Ran immediately made a big smile.
“Really.”
“True", Phat insisted firmly. So the little boy gave him a little finger.
“Promise!”
The young man looked at the little finger and laughed, but then extended his pinky to his little finger.
“Yes. Promise!”
“Yeah,” Ran cried with joy and jumped up to hug the elder. “Ran loves P'Phat the most”
Phat hugged the little man and kissed his head affectionately.
“I love Ran,” he said in a soft voice and loosened his embrace. “You go to work.”
“Yes”
The little boy accepted with a smiling face. When Phat was sitting at work, Ran turned off the music to avoid disturbing the sound and picked a book to lie down and read in bed. The cooling of the air conditioner and the fullness of the evening meal caused the eyelids to start to droop. The desire to sleep with Phi made Ran want to make tea to cure sleepings. While Ran was carrying the mug to the side Phat was picking up papers from the bag. But the fact that his eyes were still staring at the work, so he couldn’t see the paper that fell. Then Ran went in and picked it up, but when he saw that it was a photo, he couldn’t help but look at it. When he saw who it was, the little heart twitched. The bad feeling that he thought was gone came back again. And it got worse.
Carrying a picture in a bag referred to important people
LOVE
The short words, but the most hurtful words, sprang up in his head. The cup in his hand shook until the tea spilled. While one heart argued that it might be a job, the young woman’s behavior against Phat reminded him that it was not. So his heart started to put on fire. The young man’s brain resonated with the two-sided thoughts banging in his head, and he would have stood still for a long time if he hadn’t heard the question.
“What’s wrong?”
Ran’s eyes projected a worrisome image of Phat. His heart went silent on the good side and hurriedly whispered to the boy to do what he had intended.
“Ran made tea for you,” said Ran, while placing the teacups on the table. He hesitated a little before deciding to hand in the pictures that he collected. “It fell from the bag ..”
The sound at the end was stammering as if he was unsure before the word would be swallowed down. At that time, Phat was worried about the work, so he didn’t care much, but when he saw that it was a picture, his dark eyebrows frowned because he couldn’t figure out when it was taken and how it got into his pocket.
“Thanks”
The young man made a brief statement and pulled the picture into a bag in a careless manner before turning back to work. Ran himself, despite all his doubts, did not want to bother him, but he stood awkward and did not dare to ask. The curiosity and suspicion prevail, the boy decided to ask honestly.
“Did you bring a picture of Khun Kiwi?”
The question was clearly heard, but now he was thinking so hard that he didn’t want to think about anything else.
“Yeah”
A short word of reiteration made doubt grow in the mind. Ran bit his mouth in order to suppress the various emotions that were erupting in his chest, but he still persisted.
“It’s better to save it in your mobile phone then you can open it anytime"
Phat stopped, the drafting hand turned to look at the nong, then poked his eyebrows
“What are you thinking?” He said loudly and pretended to go back to work, but when he saw Ran up with his mouth, eyes red, as if to cry, he sighed. “I don’t know when the picture was in the bag. But if you want to interrogate, I can only say that it is about work. “
Ran shook his head.
“Ran didn’t want to interrogate you, just...” the young man, ignoring the words and lowering his head. “A little wonder”
At another time, Phat would probably get off the table or pull his lover over and calmly find a reason to explain. But the crushing deadline was coming, with the boss’ heavy command that the work needed to be delivered tomorrow before eight made the young man not want to waste time on nonsense.
“Ran, you know what your job is like.” Phat’s voice was quite harsh. The more he saw the younger face’s crooked face, he became frustrated until he improvised, “Yes, if you doubt too much, tomorrow when I come back, I’ll explain to you. Okay?"
The tone of the voice at the end banged like never before, and he also turned around indifferently. It might not mean anything Phat, but for someone who had a delicate temper like Ran. It was a terrible act.
“I’m sorry.”
The voice of the young man barely came out of his mouth before he went down and fell back to bed. Sitting and looking at the Phi who was erasing, correcting, and solving work in a way that seemed more stressful than every time for a while, Ran said to himself that P'Phat was frustrated like this because of work. When everything was done, it would return to be like before. The young man sighed as he recalled working with Lalin. Despite how busy the work was, P'Phat never got upset at him once, or perhaps the reason was Kiwi, but the young man still didn’t understand why.
It was then that Ran realized the handwriting behind the photograph. Even though he started learning English, he didn’t understand why Kiwi wrote three X’s. Curiously, the young man sought out from Google, but when he saw the meaning, his heart twitched.
Kiss
Ran glimpse Phat that was busy with work but he wanted to ask. His heart was almost absent but was afraid. At this time in the brain, there were loud questions. The chest was filled with various feelings, including suspicion, jealousy, and fear.
The boy let the tablet slip out of his hand. His two eyes were hot as if he had a fever. The tears began to fill the edges of the eyes, obscuring P'Phat until they blur. The hundreds of worries that had stirred up his head gradually disappeared one by one, leaving only one left.
If P‘Phat loved kiwi, then should he leave him?
Ran tightly clenched his mouth and flicked his head vigorously to dismiss the thought. 'Don’t think too much, the young man tried to comfort himself. P'Phat always said that he loved him and would spend his life together. With Kiwi, he was already told that she was just people working together. There was no way this relationship would become anything else.
'Are you sure?'
An objection in his head Ran lightly bit his lip and breathed out.
He was confident
Trying to find controversy, the young man cut the problem by laying down and pulling the blanket over, but the sound never stopped. Ran then changed her position to be crouching, using both hands to plug his ears, closed his eyes, and told himself in his heart to sleep. It was like this for a long time until he felt the bed collapse. Showing that Phat had finished and was going to bed. Ran smiled with joy and prepared to poke in to hide warmth, but had to stop because instead of the elder kissing him like every night, he laid back and turned around, and fell asleep almost immediately. The young man looked at his wide back with disappointment. The brain was numb, he couldn’t think of anything but a question that resounded in my head.
WHY?
Shameful tears flowed again. Ran hurriedly turned his head away and clenched his mouth so as not to let the whining sound come out. No matter how little he felt, the young man did not want to disturb the rest of P'Phat. Thinking as he breathes in his lungs as deep as possible, hoping that it would help ward off those confused feelings before forcing himself to sleep. The suffering that was packed in his heart made it take a long time for Ran to close his eyes. He felt himself again at dawn, the sleeplessness was not full, so he turned his head around, but was frightened when he found the bed empty. The young man sat up and saw that Phat was dressed up to work.
“P'Phat”
Ran called in a startling tone. The elder turned to say hello.
“Are you awake?”
The young man hurriedly stepped down from the bed, walked into the kitchen, and said. “Wait a minute. Ran will make breakfast for you“
Telling while he opened the refrigerator to get eggs and bacon. But Phat said
“I will go now. You don’t have to.”
Ran paused, glanced at the watch, and frowned.
“It’s not six o’clock yet.”
“Have a meeting in the morning.” When Phat saw his face as a contrite one, he went to hug. “Don’t make a face like this,” he comforted him and kissed his nong once and acted as if he had imagined it. “True, I want to eat the gourd salad with stuffed eggs. Ran, can you do it? “
That request made Ran smile and he nodded.
“Yes, but Ran, please go out and buy the groceries in front of the condo for a while.”
He said so because in the morning the small market around the condo often had local vendors selling fresh vegetables. Phat thought because he was afraid of nong being lost but when he realized that it was close to this, and both of them went to buy things together often, he trusted and nodded his head.
“Yes, but you have to be careful. Don’t go down the road. Do not talk to strangers and … “
“Ran knows.”
Nong teased Phat and was dragged into the kiss by the elder.
“Now I am good to go,” Phat looked at his lover. If he didn't have to rush into the meeting he would have vigorous exercise in the morning before going to work with Ran.
“Please go,” said the young man as he opened the door. But he could not help but turn around with concern “Don't get out of the room and don’t forget to lock the door. Dress properly before going down as well “
“Yes”
Ran received a smiling face. As soon as Phat had gone, the young man let out a sigh of relief. Phi was still the same, everything was alright here. Perhaps a real job would be like this and he did not worry too much. He thought and smiled to himself before going to the bathroom, washed his face, washed his eyes. After that, he changed clothes, grabbed the wallet and room key, and went down to the ground floor. He walked to greet the local vendors cheerfully, after purchasing everything he hurried back to the condo. But had not yet reached the elevator where Kiwi left the fitness room and said
“Hello, Nong Ran”
Ran paused his feet, making a dizzying face, not sure if he should reply well or not. Because despite having seen each other many times, most of the time, this woman would only say hello to Phat. What should he do? The young man asked himself and hesitated. He could pretend he didn’t hear it and just walk by, but it would seem too rude. Ran decided to reply without a strong voice.
“Hello.”
“Come down to buy snacks?”
Kiwi pretended to ask in a cute voice while tilting his neck for a friendly look. Ran nodded his head reluctantly.
“Yes”
As he glanced at the elevator, it seemed like he wanted to run away from it. Is there something that a malicious woman like Kiwi wouldn’t notice? She looked at Ran’s eyes and smiled.
“You want to go back to your room, right?” She asked as if a generous person. When the other party nodded and pretended to be persuaded “I am going to return as well. So, let’s go together “
Not speaking empty, yet grabbing Ran to lead him to follow, but the young man resisted.
“Uh, Ran forgot to buy one thing. I have to go out again”
Ran stammered while looking at Uncle Korn’s office, but was frightened when he was not there. Kiwi looked at the boyish expression and raised the corner of his mouth and unfolded a different smile
“Yes, but you forgot what? In case Phi have it in my room"
She pretended to speak, knowing that the other party was looking to escape. Ran’s face was broken, trying to figure out what he was claiming, but in shock, he couldn’t think of anything. Kiwi’s luscious red lips thus opened in a villainous smile.
“What’s wrong? Don’t tell me you forgot. “
“Is that I …”
Ran looked like he was crying before glancing at Uncle Kon’s office. But Kiwi understood that the other person was looking for a man to help and made a hissing sound.
“If you are going to wait for Phat to come and help, it will be a long time.”
Ran might be a young man, but he’s not so stupid to not understand that Kiwi was being ironic. Therefore raised his head and stared at the young woman and said
“Not a bit”
The solemn expression was not even scary at all. On the contrary, it looked more like a duckling pounding its wings. Kiwi laughed in the throat. Both laughing and belittling
“Oh, now you do. Seeing the way Phat helps I thought you can’t do anything. You must always beg for help “
Ran frowned, angry at the sarcastic words of the young model. In fact, he didn’t despise Kiwi, just didn’t like the way she always came in. But this kind of remarks would not be allowed
“How strange is it? Which one does not know how to do anything, I have to ask “
“Even about food? Ugh! Kanom Krok, I still don’t know. I really wonder where you came from. UpCountry or abroad?"
Ran stood stunned, unable to argue, and did not expect Kiwi to be watching this much. But from all the words, it seemed she only knew that he and Phat were relatives. Therefore had to keep his mouth shut and did not dare to speak to anything Kiwi side, when he saw the other party, could still be silent
“Actually, I don’t want to mess anything up, because you say you are a relative,” the woman raised her head with her eyes sharpened to Ran. “But as you can see, it’s not”
The last word made the young man's body cold because it clearly indicated what kiwi was talking about?
“What do you mean?”
Ran asked and realized that he was wrong when he saw that beautiful pair of eyes glistening like tiger eyes
“Huh, do you have to let me speak? But I will tell you just in case you go outside so you can be careful. ” She raised her hand, crossed her arms, posing like a queen. “The awkward demeanor when walking anywhere and hugging each other, even if they’re close relatives or siblings, they won’t do it. It is the act of a spouse or lover. Things like this, no matter how stupid anyone is, they can see."
The criticizing tone did not make Ran a bit scared. But the words that flowed out of her mouth caused the little heart to twitch. This woman knew what Phat and he were. The young man thought in panic as he took one step back. The eyes stared at the beautiful face with the fear that he could hardly speak.
“Why?”
What came out of his mouth was just a short word. Kiwi rolled her eyes on it and whistled as if she was tired of what was about to say.
“I don’t know what your family is like. But the couples like you and Phat are sweet for a while, but in the end, there is no way to survive."
She looked at Ran in contempt before stressing her words. “I don’t think you are a frog in a shift and don’t know how human society is. In this world, men have to match with women, meet and love each other, get married, build a family, have children, have grandchildren. Phat may have loved someone like you, but as he will grow older he will realize that he had to find a good woman as his soul mate."
“But P‘Phat was happy when he is with Ran,” Ran argued, Kiwi said.
“He could not refuse.”
“Lie, if you don’t like P’Phat, you have to tell Ran.”
The young man has not given up yet. The woman stood with her arms folded, looking at the other person from head to toe.
“Is this honesty or stupidity? Don’t tell me you couldn’t find anything in Phat’s bag. ” Kiwi pretended to put the hook on and barely smiled when he saw Ran’s face. “Even with a carry-on picture, you should already know who he chose.”
The young woman pretended to speak lightly. Ran immediately frowned.
“People put a picture of their girlfriend on their mobile phones.”
“Really?” Kiwi made an irony. “Do you think you have to carry a picture in your bag because you don’t want everyone to know?”
Hearing this sentence, Ran was unable to argue. The more he recalled the reaction of the elder when he found the picture his heart began to hesitate
“Not true”
The young man muttered and clenched his trembling lips to suppress his emotions, but it seemed to be unsuccessful because at this moment his mind began to shake until he stood to gasp. One hand clenched tightly while the other handheld up to hold his chest. Ran’s expression made Kiwi smile. But just that was not enough. She found something that can rip his heart harder.
“Actually, he didn’t want to hurt you. But I’m dating Phat. ” She looked at Ran, who was standing, with his mouth open and laughed. "Yes, we both love each other and will announce our engagement soon. ”
Ran shook his head, tears rolled up the edge of the eye.
“Lie”
“Why am I lying to you?” Said the woman, pretending to look at Ran with a compassionate expression. “Actually, he wanted to be the one to tell you himself. But pity and fear, he was so sad so he could not speak. I had to undertake that role. “
She placed a hand on Ran’s shoulder and squeezed lightly, as if encouraging, before releasing a sinister sentence.
“If I love Phat, I don’t want him to be in a more difficult position. Just get out of his life. You can just go back to your home and never come back. “
The young lady poked her nails into the flesh of Ran. Even though it hurt, it’s not the same as that of his heart now.
“Ran has never made Phi in trouble.”
“So, please tell me who caused him to get fired. The new place is having a problem because he does not work fully. The company was unable to work and had to wait for video calls all the time. “
Kiwi told heart-breaking words in a series before throwing the last bomb
“You are an exceptional person. If you really love Phat, just get out of his life! As soon as possible. Today will be better."
The little heart ached was cut into two halves. Part of the brain said do not believe the words of this woman. But the memory of the photo and his estranged appearance over the past few days has led the other side to support that. It’s true
“No…”
Ran’s voice disappeared into his throat. The purchased items fell from his hands and scattered on the floor. Kiwi looked at the expression of the young man with satisfaction. She blamed him for daring to take over the man she intended. This was too little. The corner of the woman’s mouth was slightly raised, satisfied with what she did. But that’s not enough. She needed to stimulate harder. The kind that would make this boy carry his luggage home this evening.
“When Phat and I get married, you can come to visit often.”
Ran’s tears flowed down his cheeks. At the same moment, Uncle Korn walked in. Even after hearing Kiwi’s sentence, he was able to find out that the young woman was inciting a breakup, so stepped over and said.
“Nong Ran” and the tears reflected in the light made Uncle Kon’s heart shiver. He suddenly turned to the Kiwi. “What happened?”
The girl raised her arms and held her head proudly.
“Nothing”
“But why is Nong Ran crying?” Uncle Korn looked at the young man who was sobbing with concern. So he was hit by Kiwi.
“What did it have anything to do with you, uncle?” After finishing it, she looked at Ran and she looked like a winner. “You know what to do it”
Run wanted to say something but his head was stubborn, he couldn’t think of anything. At this time, trust, which was one rope, was broken. It made Ran convinced that P'Phat was now in love with her. Tears of sadness poured out from these beautiful eyes. He hurriedly bowed down so that the other party would not see before speaking.
“I … let’s go back to the room”
The sound at the end has dissipated until the sound was unknown. Ran walked into the elevator with a tired expression. The eyes were dull as if there was a fog, the brain was overwhelmed, unable to recognize anything. His left chest ached as if being pounded by a hammer, ready to stop beating at any time. Right now, in the young man’s head, the question was how it was possible. Why was P'Phat so cruel? Forgot the promise that he had promised to stay together until old.
WHY?
Upon returning to the room, Ran sat down on the bed exhausted. The regret was so severe that it was difficult to describe. He wanted to call, to ask. His hand was exhausted until there was no strength to pick up the mobile phone. The young man sat down in sadness and asked himself what was wrong. P'Phat changed his mind to love someone else. Staggered thoughts over and over until Kiwi’s words rang in his head.
"In this world, men have to match with women, meet and love each other, get married, build a family, have children, have grandchildren. He may have loved someone like you, but as he got older, he will realize that he has to find a good woman as his soul mate."
The whining ball ran up to the throat as it looked down on his body.
He was a man
Ran thought with a heart aching, tears flowed down like a collapse. All this time, he had never thought about it at all. He only knew that P'Phat loved him and that he loved him very much. So much that sex was overlooked. He even forgot what he was before.
A SEX DOLL.
P'Phat would like to spend his life with the same woman, not what used to be a sex doll.
The harsh truth shattered the heart of the little one. The pictures of the sweet memories popped up in the memories. Instead of making happiness, it became the pillar of pain even more tightly, breaking the past feelings and crushing them. Sadness eroded throughout his body, causing Ran’s energy to completely disappear, without any strength in his body. The young man sprang back on the bed. In addition to the image of P'Phat that popped into the mind, every part of the senses was still motionless, no longer recognizing anything. Ran looked at the ceiling with moving eyes. Little by little the twinkling light that used to shine brightly disappeared.
When P ‘Phat didn't love him anymore There was no need for his life anymore.
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My Precious Doll (English Translation)
Teen Fiction📚COMPLETE BOOK 📚 Author : Gitsune Red Fox Translator : tofa
