The fourth maiden of ymir

12

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You spend your day alone at the empty corridors of the barracks, becoming inattentive for the past few days, distancing yourself from your friends especially krista, you suddenly percieve the weight of responsibility for your wrong doings,—not regarding to how you terminate the bandits, but for contributing enough traumatizing sceneries that surely will commits into their memory for the rest if their lives,

You felt mental stress not once, and you somehow didn't like the sensation itself, you have became attached to them mentally considering you spend your life here for whole 3 years in training, eating your morning meals without them already saddened your day,

Today was another random day to distance yourself from them for the meantime, waiting for a justified placement of time to excuse yourself considering what happened, seeing no one's around, it connected the dots produced by your instant overthinking, concluding they might distance themself towards an outlandish person such as yourself,

It was early in the morning, and you couldn't stop yourself from hearing such noises with thoughful attention in the messy hall, you haven't entered the specified cafeteria yet considering you lost your famishment on food,

Today is weekends, not having classes today, you decided to check the earsplitting voices located in the cafeteria out of confusion, as you walk closely, the sound produce by certain people began to be exceedingly crystaline,

"What the hell" you whispered

You hear transparently the shed of tears produced by...your friends?

"Oh y/n! W-were so sorry! Oh our dearest sweetest little angel, come back us!"

"Y/n l/n, please pray for us"

"You deserved to be loved y/n!"

"All hail y/n"

With a speed faster than the lightning, you fasten your pace until you open the entrance of the door in an immediate manner, not only couple shed of tears, but also beatitude sounds can be heard at every corners of the said place, it was like they're having fun,

Affording great pleasures such as mouth-watering dishes, extravagant meats was also served, you saw how sasha ingested large amount of meats, meanwhile almost all of your companions was now in the floor with a sign of drunkness evident in their facial arrangements,

Your mouth formed in an instance confusion, isn't these dishes only supposed to be served in the palace?! It was like you slept more than a couple of centuries, not knowing what the hell was happening, you continue to listen to your friend's 'prayer' , they were muttering such thing as if you died days ago,

"You must be y/n" a sweet high-pitch voice interrupted your thoughts, you felt your sanity exploading considering the fact that a mere child was now inside the messy cafeteria occupied by military trainees,

In split second, after using your outstanding reasoning, you immediately accustom the child's identity, it was the orphaned daughter of the infamous winery in sina,

"Hmm, looks like they drank a lot," his unbiological father giggled as he entered the cafeteria, holding few bottles of commanding large prices of wines that was specifically only available in sina,