Violin Boy ; Semi Eita

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Did I ever mean to you as much as you mean to me?

Do you think about me constantly?

Why can't I hate you?

I tried everything

It's been a while ever since we've talked

Heard you two are dating

So he was the guy you liked after all

I was here sitting

All the time

Hoping that this guy you were talking about

Would be me

But it wasn't

Instead, it was a friend of mine

I'm happy for you

That's what I want to say

I'm glad you two are together

That is what I want to say to you two

But I can't

My heart won't let me

My mind is screaming at me

Begging me

To stop listening to my heart

My heart who's filled with dead hopes

Of us ever ending up together

Will I ever be him?

Why can't you love me?

-semi