As I slowly turn around
:: Boo
I scream my lungs out
Nhlamulo :: "laughs" I really didn't know that you have a squicky voice
Me :: you not funny
Nhlamulo :: sorry
As I look at the photographs their is my pictures and pictures of two girls , they probably look young like around two years or so . And I'm curious to find out who are these kids
Nhlamulo :: you probably asking yourself who are they ?
Me :: yes and the fact that you have me pictures it's creepy
Nhlamulo :: they were just ...
Ties are streaming down Nhlamulo's cheeks . Is he crying. Like seeing a men cry is so uncomfortable I feel like I'm guilty for no reason
Me :: they were what
Nhlamulo :: they were just two years old they were innocent , they didn't do anything bad
Me :: I'm sorry
(I sat patting him on the back)
Nhlamulo :: they were my kids
(Nhlamulo had kids truly speaking that's a turn off , like I'm not ready to have kids at all I'm not)
Me :: I'm sorry . What happened
Nhlamulo :: they died in a car accident
Me :: sorry , they in a very good place now and they watching over you
Nhlamulo :: I won't forgive myself for not protecting them
Me :: forgive yourself it's part of healing and growing
Nhlamulo :: but I'll survive I'm a man after all
(I attack him with a hug , honestly I didn't know why but I felt like he needs one )
Nhlamulo :: thank you
Me :: pleasure
Nhlamulo :: I really needed that
Me :: so are we going to ignore the fact that my pictures are in this room
Nhlamulo :: we'll talk about that one later in the relationship
Me :: relation-what now
Nhlamulo :: a relationship
Me :: "laughs" let's forget that
Nhlamulo :: so now that you are here I'm planning on having eight kids . So will you manage ?
(He ask confidently , calm with a deep kinda lazy voice that just makes my heart beat faster)
Me :: what did you just say
Nhlamulo :: yes eight kids
Me :: I only want two kids which are only boys
Nhlamulo :: why boys
Me :: because I grew up without a brother
Nhlamulo :: but Oratile is here
Me :: so you know Oratile
Nhlamulo :: yes I do . Where is he by the way
Me :: Cape Town at school
Nhlamulo :: ohh . All your siblings are away I'm sure you lonely.
Me :: no I'm not , I'm so close to my gran that she's my best friend , mother , motivator , sister and my nightmare . All in one
Nhlamulo :: "chuckles" that's not the best package at all
Me :: it is not , but I'll leave
Nhlamulo :: so you love taking pictures
Me :: yes ... no
Nhlamulo :: are you giving me a straight answer
(He asks strictly and with that voice of his)
Me :: okay . I love taking pictures but the pictures I saw here were just for a lingerie line so they asked me and I agreed firstly it was awkward but now I'm used to it
Nhlamulo :: so you get naked around men
Me :: "laughs" yes . people who take photographs are mostly gay so don't worry
Nhlamulo :: what if they take you away from me ?
Me :: "chuckles" no they won't plus we not ...
Nhlamulo :: we not what
Me :: let's leave ,so I guess it's a good night from me
Nhlamulo :: good night sweetie
We went to our room . I got in and went straight to the bed I was exhausted my body was aching
NEXT DAY
I woke in the morning I really don't know what's the time . I got out the covers , made the bed as I'm naked Nhlamulo knocks
Me :: I'm busy
Nhlamulo :: you can use my toiletries
Me :: ohh thanks
After he left I wore my clothes and went downstairs
Nhlamulo :: morning sweetheart
Me :: hi
Nhlamulo :: here's some breakfast
Me :: no need for that I gotta go home
Nhlamulo :: it's still early
Me :: my gran needs me
Nhlamulo :: no she doesn't
Me :: who are you to tell me that
Nhlamulo ::I am Nhlamulo and I just told you to go take a shower , I'll be waiting for you here
(He say calmly with that voice of he's , he sounds intimadating and scary at the same time. I slowly went turned around scared as hell because of this guy)
