Our Secret (clexa) (sorry discontinued)

Part 9

The next day

I can't control myself, every night I masturbate to Clarke every night I look at her pictures on Instagram

She's so beautiful it's so hard not to she is my life, my home

*at school

"Hey Clarke" I say

"Hey lex how r u today" she says

"Ok I guess" I say

"What's wrong Lexa" she answers

"Nothing... nothing"

"Are u sure" she says back

"Yes, yes I'm sure" I say

*First period

Clarke sat right next to me I got very nervous and I felt my pants tighten

We had to work on a project the whole time together I took my jacket off and put it on my lap

She made a lot of jokes every time I see her smile or hear her laugh I smile and get this out in my stomach

She makes me feel so happy

*second period

Me and octavia sit next to each other Clarke sits in the front me and octavia joked around a lot

Every one in awhile I'd see Clarke look at us and I felt so calm and safe knowing that she cares about me

*lunch

We sat with Clarke and Bellamy

I have always despised Bellamy especially the way he looks at Clarke it angers me

I just want to smash his head in door a lot

He's an asshole

"So Lexa how's ur day so far.." Bellamy says

"It's ok how's ur day" I say with a stern face not really caring if he answers

"It's good thanks for asking"

"Not like I care" I whispered octavia heard and kicked my leg

*3rd period

My special period I'm in a mental disability program so I have study hall with the disability teacher

I never told Clarke because I don't want her to think I'm crazy I've just had a rough life....

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