I've never struggled so hard with something my entire life,
Day after day a year full of strife.
I wanted to get through it myself,
I didn't want to burden you.
After the weight of the last year spent overseas, I didn't want you disappointed in the man I became.
My mind worn heavily, and my body tense to the core.
Most of all, I was scared you wouldn't want me anymore.
So when you expressed doubt,
I pushed you away.
I don't expect you'll read this anytime soon but either way
Lillie, I'm sorry.
STAI LEGGENDO
Coming to terms with it.
Poesia3 years ago I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, the more I learn about it the more I understand why I am the way I am. In a way it feels good to know it's not me saying and doing these awful things, but at the same time it hurts so...
