don't you remember? - juke au

4. backstory

Carries POV:
(bet you weren't expecting that)

i hate my life

i hate that i'm not longer friends with flynn and julie

mostly julie

after i stopped being friends with julie and flynn, i only had kayla...and nick

i don't even really count them as friends
me and kayla are friendly but i treat her horrible
and then there's nick. i understand why he broke up with me. i'm a total bitch to everyone

i want to be friends with julie again and hopefully get back with nick
but how?

now my life isn't completely hell

i have a sorta successful singing slash dancing group
i also have a pretty good relationship with my father

which makes sense since he's my only parent figure

(warning this is about to get sad)

my mom left when i was really young
nobody would tell me why

then i met julie. we met when we were both 4 at a ballet class
we used to go back and forth going to each others houses
we would make up dance routines and julie's mom even taught me how to play the piano

i miss julie's mom
she always let me treat her like she was my own mom

so that's why when she died...i stopped being friends with julie
it just hurt too much to be around her

of course nobody can know this
it would totally ruin my whole tough girl reputation

i know that sounds dumb but i feel like the only reason people like me is because of how i act

but then i thought some more

screw my stupid reputation

i'm going to be friends with julie again even if it kills me

so how did you guys like to learn a bit about carrie?
she's going to be very useful in this story so i wanted her to be a good person

hope you enjoyed this chapter

bye