𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 ❀ 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐚 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 16

Killua's Pov:

I felt my legs wanting to kick someone, my hands wanting to cut through all of them, my head was filled with thoughts on how I should slaughter them. I couldn't handle them bother her to much and for no reason since she never bothered anyone and didn't do anything wrong, I couldn't handle what was happening and thought if they did this to her often
She was covered in her own blood but. She had no tears in her eyes. Her face was beaten and her skin that was once fine looked bloody and cut everywhere, Ava had a knife in her hand and laughed. Micheal was laughing to and telling her insults

Micheal: I guess when we open a slut we find something new

Killua: Let's open you next and were going to start from the head

Ava: W-What?!

Killua: You heard me. Give me the knife now.

Micheal: Don't listen to him he's just pretending

Killua: Hand the knife over or your next

Ava throws the knife at me and I catch it. I could tell that Micheal didn't like the fact that she give me it but she couldn't do anything about it since after all, he did hurt Y/N and nothing was going to stop me since I'm stronger than everyone in the class combined

Micheal: H-Hey uhh-dude let's-

Killua: Give. Me. Your. Hand.

Micheal: NO! WAI-

I took his hand and pressed the knife against his arm. Everyone is upset when they hurt them and because of that I wanted them to know what if felt like to not be wanted and resort to this as a way for them to feel less upset

Killua: You make people do this daily for what you do and say

Micheal: WHAT THE FUCK!

He cried as I put it deeper in his arm. I know what pain, torture, insults, jujment, harm, insecurities, and strength feels like. Y/N knows it too since she goes through problems, it doesn't need to be including them but issues are issues and changing them is hard but for her...she doesn't see a problem and avoid it as much as possible, she faces fear with fear, and wins every time which is why she's here

Killua: Shut up. Your yelling and crying is pathetic. I thought you were "tough"

He cried more and more as I dug it deep in him. He never should make people feel bad, Y/N is mine and I'll make them feel every matter of pain if I have too but he's not leaving without pain. She didn't do anything, we're not born with these thoughts and feelings. I know that more than most people but understanding it is something no one knows, pain, harm, shame, everything doesn't matter to me since she matters more than anything ever since we met

Killua: I'm leaving...I'm taking Y/N with me

Ava: MICHEAL! ARE YOU OK?!

Micheal: BITCH OF COURSE I'M OK! I JUST GOT FUCKING CUT AND LOSING BLOOD, IS YOUR STUPID ASS BLIND?!

They were yelling and wanting to help him as I gave Y/N a piggyback ride to the nurse but I didn't want them to ask about anything so I took her to the back of the school where I first saw her. I knew Gon could help her heal since I usually harm, I made sure to be gentle and didn't want to hurt her more than she was. I laughed at the fact that I hurt someone, the thrill, the excitement, the fun, everything. I loved it. I want more.

Y/N: Killua-...?

Killua: Don't worry Y/N I'll make sure to get Gon and he can help to heal you

Y/N: Wai-

Killua: I'm not going to be gone too long don't worry

Y/N: Ok

Killua: Rest for a while

I run away and this time I make sure to use godspeed. I knew she didn't see me using it since she was almost passed out from all the blood she was losing. I needed to make sure to get to Gon as fast as possible since she wasn't doing well

Killua: GON!

Gon: Killua?

Killua: I need your help

Gon: With what?

Killua: Y/N got hurt and you're the only one I know that can help

Gon: Where is she?

Killua: The back of the school hurry

Gon: Yeah

I didn't mind needing to get Gon out of his class but I thought that sooner or later I'll need to confess and let her know how I feel since I didn't like that people would pick on her and if they knew who they were messing with than they wouldn't and I don't want to feel this feeling. fear, of losing her.

I'm here where Gon is and try to make sure that we make it in time to help. Gon was taking some things out of his pocket and I knew it was healing cream but better than the ones that Y/N uses since we got them from Leorio. I knew that Trisha wanted time so I planned on killing her tonight and didn't plan on letting her escape from this. I don't care if I get the money or not. she's not escaping me

Killua: Y/N-? How are you?

Y/N: I'm tired

Gon: Here I got something that could help you

Y/N: Thanks Gon, sorry for making you get out of class

Gon: I don't mind

She giggled a bit and I could handle my anger. She isn't sluty, ugly, bitchy, stupid, annoying, hopeless, she's everythnig to me and nothing to them so if I kill them they'll know who they're leaving once their out of this world and all for nothing

Y/N: It's starting to get numb and feel better but I'm sure soon I'll end up sore

Killua: Yeah, that's expected

I harmed her, I felt like that's the love I want for her. Killing with blush on my face as the blood stains my clothes. The laugh I'll do as I walk calmly away from someone who tried something on my love. Addictive feelings that never end. Everything, it's joy. It's loving. It's love