People

At first, I like humans

I like to see people

I like to meet people

I like to talk with people

I like to observe people's reaction to things

I like to please them in the name of kindness

But I start to confuse about my feelings

The more I meet people, the more I hate people

The more I meet people, the more I feel stupid

To be kind is stupid 

To be mean is a shame 

What kind of person should I be?