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*radar alarm sound plays*I turn over and groan knowing that my alarm has began it's annoying song once again. Waking up is a lot harder when you don't know what you've got to live for. Depressing, I know. But if you have the mindset, you know what I mean.
I ravel myself out of bed to begin my day. Brush my teeth. Wash my face. Get dressed. "Another day, another dollar," I say to myself, forcing a grin in the mirror.
See, being stuck in the world isn't what I had ever envisioned for myself, but here I am. I don't know what I want to do with my life, I wish I did. But I don't. I feel like everyone has their thing, something they're good at. I just don't. I'm mediocre at best at everything that I do and it makes everything so much worse.
I'm tired of living the way that I do. I'm tired of being bad at everything, I'm tired of being bad and incapable of love. That was erratic.
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Omg that was the prologue and that sounded SO dark. I promise I have high hopes and intentions for this story!!! Stay tuned :)
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Hello Euphoria
RomanceWelcome to my uneventful life. Always a second option, always alone, and always depressed. Follow me into the euphoric unknown of finding myself.