(A MONTH LATER)
BEYONCÉ POV
Megan and I have been having a lot of sex lately like a lot it's like at this point we don't care if we get caught it's mostly me I need her attention all the like all of it I just want to make memories because I don't want her to leave me at all and I don't want to tell her I know she leaving I'm just waiting for her to tell me but it was messing with me so I did
"Why are you going to leave me"I said laying my head in her lap as we watched demon slayer and eating grapes
"What are you talking about"she said looking down at me
"remember when you got that surprise for me before you left I heard you talking"I said putting a grape in my mouth
"Did you hear everything"she asked nervously
"Yup"I said still laying in her lap
"Well I'm moving to LA"she said
"Why though just stay here in Houston"I asked
"Well I'm going back to school and I got accepted in to UCLA I know I should have told you but I just didn't know how"she said playing in my hair this was the calmest conversation we ever had but I lifted up and looked at her
"Are you going to meet somebody new"I asked
"There's a possibility"she said
"But what if I said I didn't want you to "I asked
"Are you forgetting your married to my dad"she said I mean she's right but that has nothing to do with us
"What does he have to do with us"I said
"Really"she said looking at me like was dumb
"What"I said
"Nothing"she said walking away I went after her
"Why do you run away from your problems instead of talking about them"I asked calmly putting a grape in my mouth
"I would rather not talk about my problems"she said walking in the kitchen
"So you run away from them which could make them worse"I said sitting at the bar table
"No I would come back to them later in life and talk or do something about them but this problem you swear we have is stupid that why I think should we stop doing this"she said grabbing a blow and and a spoon I looked at her like she was crazy
"No your not breaking up with me"I said
"We were never together"she said Breaking me into hundred pieces I looked at her froze stuck she never called me her girlfriend but that's the roll she and I both played
"Yoyo don't cry"she said walking over to me
"I don't mean anything to you"I asked her
"I never said anything like that"she said coming closer to me
"You just said I wasn't your girlfriend but you never told me I wasn't so what are we"I asked
"Bey don't do that"she said
"If it's nothing just say that I went from someone you love to nothing to you"I said putting my grapes on the counter and sitting back down
"See this is why I shouldn't have did this with your delusional ass not once did I say you were nothing to me"she said sitting next to me
"Then why can't you tell me what I am and stop saying thing like were and was those are past tense words"I said
"Your a headache"she said putting a spoon full of lucky charms her mouth
