Afraid To Fall Inlove (South Series #3) (Completed)

Prologue

"Jay, let's get married" sabi ko at masayang umupo sa tabi nya.

"Ira, i already told you that i don't want to get married i'm enjoying my career" sagot nyo at hinilamos ang mga palad nya sa kanyang mukha.

"Hindi naman kita pipigilan kahit anong gawin mo but please... Let's get married" sabi ko at malungkot na tumingin sa kanya.

"Why can't you understand me, Ira?! I already told you that i can't marry you!" sigaw nya sa akin kaya napalayo ako ng kaunti sa kanya.

"I'm sorry, Ira. Nagalit lang ako" sabi nya at lumapit sa akin tsaka ako niyakap.

Sinubsob ko ang mukha ko sa leeg nya at doon nagsimulang umiyak

"Jay, let me go please" bulong ko habang umiiyak sa leeg nya.

"Let you go? Anong gagawin mo?" tanong ni Jay habang hinahaplos ang buhok ko.

"Let me go. You said you can't marry me then let's end this" sagot ko at tumayo tsaka kinuha ang handbag ko at naglakad palabas ng condo nya.

Hindi pa ako nakakapasok sa elevator ay biglang may humawak sa braso ko.

"Walang magbi-break ayaw lang kitang pakasalan hindi ibig sabihin nun ay hindi na kita mahal" sabi ni Jay at bigla akong hinalikan.

I felt his soft lips touches mine but fuck the words he say earlier stobbed my heart I already told you that i can't marry you. Well, it's ok kakayanin ko para sa anak namin.

"Wala na tayo kaya wag ka nang lumapit sa akin" bulong ko at pinindot ang button ng elevator.

Pumasok ako sa loob at sinundan nya ako.

"Tell me... Tell me kung bakit ka makikipag-hiwalay sa akin?" tanong nya at humarap sa akin.

"Hindi mo ako kayang pakasalan kaya tapusin na lang natin 'to dahil wala din naman tayong mapapala sa isa't isa" cold kong sagot at nag-iwas ng tingin.

"Tangina, Ira! Mahal kita pero hindi pa ako handa sa kasalan na 'yan!" sigaw nya na nangibabaw sa loob ng elevator.

"Hindi ka pa pala handa ehh, edi sana sinabi mo sa akin diba?" mapait kong saad tsaka tumawa.

"Nagsisisi ako kung bakit binigay ko sa'yo ang virginity ko, walang kwenta ka pa lang lalaki. Hindi mo kayang panindigan yung babaeng nagmamahal sa'yo" sabi ko at lumabas ng elevator dahil bumukas na ito.

Dumiretso ako sa parking lot at agad sumakay sa kotse ko tsaka doon umiyak.

"Baby, Mommy will take care of you kahit ayaw akong pakasalan ni Daddy. Ok lang kahit maitakwil si Mommy nila Granny at Grandpa" sabi ko habang hinahaplos ang tyan ko.

I'm 1 month pregnant but Jay didn't know anything dahil wala akong balak ipa-alam sa kanya.

Narinig kong kinakatok pa ni Jay ang binatana ng driver's seat pero hindi ko sya pinansin tsaka pina-andar ang kotse pabalik sa condo ko.

When i arrived at the building ay sinabihan ko ang receptionist na kapag may naghahanap sa akin na may name na Sela at Yanna ay papasukin.

I entered my condo unit and immediately go to my room to contact Sela eonnie and Yanna.

"Hello, Eonnie. Can we met at my condo?" tanong ko at pinipilit na wag umiyak.

[Sure, text mo na lang sa akin yung address]

I ended the call and send her the address of my condo.

The next thing i call is Yanna, the girl i met five years ago in the bar.

When she said that she will go with Jiro. I go downstairs and unlocked the door knob then i came back in my room.

I cried again because i remember some of my memories with Jay. The night i gave her myself. The day we have a dinner date in Tagaytay. And many more entered in my mind the cause that i'm crying like a baby.

When i heard their voice i go downstairs and greet them with long time no see.

We talked about each other and i say i'm lucky too to have Jay but sadly we broke up. The topic is about what happened between me and Jay, i said that i'm pregnant and Yanna say that i can live in their house and they will come with us in Korea.

I packed all my things and come with Yanna and Jiro with their beautiful daughter, Elle.

When we arrived at Yanna's house her parents welcome us and both of her parents is kind i hope that Yanna's Daddy will be the same with my Dad.

We go to her room and it's full of book like a library but it's big for four peoples. She said that i can lay down and bed then stay here with Elle because they're going to bath together.

"Hi po! What are you doing here?" tanong ni Elle habanh naka-ngiting kinukuaot ang mata.

"I'm Tita Ira, your Mommy's friend" sagot ko at ngumiti.

"Hi po! I'm Elle, nice to meet you po" pagpapakilala nya at niyakap ako tsaka hinalikan sa pisngi.

I think this is the my new journey in my life. I will start my life without Jay but with our baby.