The moon is full
Full and bright
The temperture is perfect
The grass is cool,
For me to lay on,
The moon shines over my body
It glicens down on me
Light clouds move across the sky
A breeze is set free,
Through the tress and grass
I inhale softly,
Breathing in the night air
It cools my face
My mind is in another place
I feel like I'm floating
The clouds running through my finger
But when i open my eyes
I'm back to a place
A place where I don't want to be
A place where I don't belong
It pulls me in
Telling me to do this
Do that
I try to avoid
I try not to pick up the blade
The sissors
The tweezers
But some how
The cold metal touches my skin
Pierces my skin
I black out
My mind takes over
The metal runs over my skin
Scarring me
Causing pain
But I can't stop
I have to be punished
I have to suffer
Suffer for life
