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I told yeonjun to just drop me at the cafe because my taehyung Oppa was waiting for me. I and Oppa had our dinner at a restaurant and went home after. 

As I arrive at my house I got change and lie down

 'Why do people always hurt me? I didn't even do a thing to them, after jungkook died I felt a lot of sadness and pain already knowing that he did it to save me then again Jin Oppa died with the same reason'

*FLASHBACK*

I'm a first-year high school student and everything was amazing people kinda know about me for I always do a lot of school performance tasks like dancing, singing, and some sports.

 My family is one of the richest family so I could not ask for anything else, I mean we have money and I have two amazing older brothers. Taehyung Oppa is my favorite it's not that Jin Oppa is not a good brother it's just that he's always busy with his music and martial arts thingy.

 I also have the best boyfriend in the world Jungkook, he is always there for me no matter what. I thought my life was perfect already but I guess the haters are always gonna be haters

Jungkook decided to go to a park after class. This park is not that popular so there are not that many people "Y/n..babe I know I have told you this a thousand times but I just wanna say I'm so lucky to have you" he whispered "I'm also lucky to have a guy like you I love you so much" I said then kissed his cheeks.

When we're about to go home jungkook went to a restroom first. Then a group of teens went to me "yahh Y/n I can see you very happy" she smirked, 

"uhhm I'm not here to fight with you Sachi so if you mind," I said and started to walk away but she pulled my hair "who do you think you are bitch. You know what I'm so sick of you being this perfect girl, While I'm here being compared by you all the time maybe if you'll just die Everything will be better people won't compare me to you anymore" she said pulling out a gun. 

Being so scared, I don't know what to do, so I just closed my eyes then I suddenly heard gunshots, but I didn't feel anything.

 As I open my eyes I saw jungkook on the floor while Sachi and her friends escape. I can't let them escape, But as of now JK is much more important this time so I called an ambulance

"Babe hold on ok the ambulance is on their way," I said crying "Y/n.. B-babe I love you s-so much. Promise me that if I die you'll try to l-love again ok," he told me making me cry harder 

"jungkook don't say such a thing you won't die. I love you too but you should have not saved me" He wiped my tears as they fall "remember my promise to never let you feel pain and protect you no matter what" He whispered then the ambulance came

At the hospital

They didn't allow me inside the ER so I stayed at the waiting area 

Jk's parents came"Y/n what happened," they asked also crying "I'm so sorry maam and sir it was all my fault," I told them the whole story 

"don't blame your self sweetheart it was not your fault. I'm very hurt right now knowing what happened but he just did what he promised you and I'm proud of him," his mom said 

After some time the doctor called us "we're so sorry but he won't last long. You guys can have your last time with him" 

My heart stops as I heard those words and just quickly went to jungkook "Babe don't leave me please you promised me that you'll never let me feel pain but you're doing it right now" I cried hugging him

"I'm sorry babe I think I can't fight anymore. But babe please promise me you'll try to love again" He creases my checks 

"I want to see you with a guy who will protect you like how I did. Always play my song so you will not forget about me and Goodluck with your race Win for me "

"I LOVE YOU" was his last word. Jungkook why didn't you fight? I'm in so much pain right now with no one to cry to. You are my first but why didn't you became my last 

"I love you too Jeon Jungkook"

"I want you back here with me
Even as a shadow, Even as a dream"
-forever yours Y/n

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