✧ 𝐈𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐟𝐩𝐬 ✧

Vent

I'm still mad at them.

They're so happy. I'm happy they're happy. But it feels like I've never gotten an apology in my entire life,yk?

With school, they never even considered they were being basterds.

With my mom,it was either,"You're wrong,Lucille." Or,"I'm sorry,I'll change." Spoiler warning: She didn't.

I'm so undescribeable happy they're alive and well.

I feel selfish for wanting an apology.

I feel selfish for wanting an apology from any of them.

I hate myself.

I wish I had gotten one before.

I wonder what it's like. Not only to get an apology,but also to just be kind,but have the others take care of you? Those are my fantasies.

I wish I could be happy.

I am probably going to un-publish this part,but I'll keep it up for some time. Idk why,just leave it be,ig.