@LJHye_3412
Today I am very happy. Nobody blamed me for anything. I got good results. And prepared dinner for my family for the first time in my life. They were very happy. I don't have anyone to talk so I'm expressing myself here. I am holding a run of chocolate ice-cream in my hand but I don't have anyone to share it with. After a long time, I am so happy like this.
Life has really become a hell. Everytime for everything I get blamed. Not only for the current problem but also for getting born. Sometimes I really think I shouldn't have born I'm the first place. Then it would make everybody happy and there would be no problem between anybody. But now I am here I don't know what to do.
