Now we are laying on our bed after a crying session.
If we already have to die, then why do god give us so much pain?
Why do we have to go through so much pain after being able to laugh heartedly?
We don't even hurt or harm someone when we are happy but we still have to go through so much pain after that!
Is this life?
Everybody in our childhood would give us a beautiful confirmation about our future but....life is so hard!!
Sidharth had a beautiful childhood.....not like me whose parents would even like to give their 11 years daughter to someone whom we can't trust....not like me whose parents would sell their daughter for money.
11 saal ki bachhi ko akal hoti hai....bachho ko sabkuch samajh aata hai but they are forced to not speak in front of their elders....they are not allowed to tell what's wrong and what's right.
Uss 11 saal ki bachhi ko samajh sab kuch aa rha tha....check...van....some other person holding her....taking her away from her house or...in simple words.....selling her ......... but ussko koi chance hi nhi diya bolne ka....fight krne ka.
I was bought out of my thoughts when sidharth told me to make him sleep.
I kept my hand on his forehead and......he has fever.
I quickly went into the kitchen....bought cold water with a cloth.
"Baby....kya hua" sidharth asked me holding my hand. "Tujhe bhukhaar hai.....let jaa" i said in a strict tone.
He laid down on the bed like a baby.
I really like him....when he acts like a baby. The mere thought of losing him frightens me everytime when i see sidharth crying but.....when he acts like a baby...it means he needs attention and want to kiss me....that's obvious.
He slept in seconds!!
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When someone whom we trusted comes back in our life....what do we feel at that moment?
Helpless.....we don't know what to do at that moment. We don't know how to react.....we don't know....if anyone would trust on us or not.
We feel devasted....we have no energy left in us to fight or speak when we see that person.....who broke your trust.....who made you feel broken....who made you feel wrong.
We just run in a place where nobody will come to disturb us. We cry and cry but at the end....we always smile seeing our destiny. Your smile can be a sarcasric one...but....if you smile after crying you smile heartidly. You laugh at your own....like....how mad we are.
We don't know what's written in our future..... we cannot see our future but we can create it.
Shehnaaz's Past flashback
A 11 years old girl....crying sitting in a balcony attached to a luxurious room.
A man of his 30s came inside and sat on the another chair near her.
Man: dekho bachha....neither i am gonna hurt you nor i am gonna order you to do something for me. Meri bhi ek family hai..jisme... meri wife, 1 larka aur 1 larki hain
Girl: aap mujhe maroge?
Man:nhi bachaa....acha chlo main aapko apni family se milwata hun...come
They went downstairs.
Man: guys....meet naaz
Naaz:h..he...hello
Man:bachha daro mt....apni hi family smjho.
One girl came forward and said, HI, I AM PREETI....
naaz: hello preeti...(with a smile)
Then a boy aged near 22 came and said, HELLO NAAZ....I AM SIDHARTH.....YOU CAN CALL ME SID.
Naaz: hello sidharth.
She now met his(man's) wife.
After sometime she was very comfortable with them. She was talking freely.......she was laughing, giggling, telling her stories.
Suddenly a voice came from behind.
"YE KYA HO RHA HAI....RUHAAN(the man's name)" said a lady aged 60 in a strict voice.
ruhaan: ji dadi
Dadi: yeh larki kaun hai?......(making sana flinch)
Sidharth was sitting near sana, so he rub her arm.
Ruhaan:dadi yeh shehnaaz hai.....aap andar aaiye main aapko sb btata hun
Dadi: hmm....mujhe sab kuch smjhao
Ruhaan took her inside.
Dadi:yeh larki kaun hai?
Ruhaan told her everything.
Dadi: pr iske maa baap ne isko tbhi tujhe diya hoga...kyunki shayad yeh larki shi nhi hogi
Ruhaan: dadi....vo theek hai. ....aur vo bohit innocent hai....uske saath rehkr dekhli jiye
Dadi: hmm
They came outside after 25-30 mins.
Ruhani(ruhaan's wife): bachhe chlo khana khaane chlte hain.
All went to have dinner.
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Sana's room
Balcony
Washroom
Preeti's room
Balcony
Washroom
Sidharth's room
Balcony
Dadi's room
Balcony
Ruhaan and ruhaani's room
Balcony
(Everybody else washrooms are same as shehnaaz's)
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This flashback will be continuing in the upcoming parts. Do comment n vote.💕💕💕💕💕💕💕😘😘😘😘