Kongpob's POV
Pushing the wheelchair in my room. As I was taken more closer to my bed. And I waited as everything around me was at so silence. That I can't even able to hear the birds chirping. Everything feel on mute.
A hand holds my arm while other on my waist. To lift me up. He gave me support to make me lay down at bed.
Arthit don't make his eye contact with me. He walk towards window to close the curtains and he keep on wobbling here and there. Do this and that. As my eyes all does is to follow his actions.
After long 15 minutes when he was done with his tries of hiding himself from me by evolving himself in certain works around. His head moved a bit in my direction to look at me if I am sleeping or not, just taking a glimpse but the moment his eyes caught mine. I sense fear in those eyes.
Realising how hard it is for him to pretend to be happy like if nothing there is disturbing him, like he isn't in pain. My eyes wobbled up with tears. And that only I can do now. His head snapped up in my direction as he ran to me because I may had cried out loud or maybe a sobb had skipped from my mouth, which I was unable to hear.
I don't know if there is any reason to describe that why I saved P'Nam. It was just the instant action occurred the moment I see danger.
I lose my consciousness then, thinking that I lose the hope to see my P'Arthit again.
I had run away from the situation that day to save myself from seeing P'Arthit more than once with P'Nam. I went to drink and till night I drinked a lot.
Before being unconscious I had seen scared face of P'Nam. And after being conscious while I don't know for how long I was unconscious. But when I opened my eyes I saw P'Arthit calling or shouting for what I don't heard. But I can see a kind of satisfaction and a bliss of happiness in his face. Through the time his mouth kept on uttering something.
It happened as he was sent out by doctors and still everything around me is very much visible to me, I can sense all the touch on my body. But I can't hear any of a certain word what they say, I thought it might be that I may lose my consciousness again. I feared that though.
But it take too long as I saw doctors checking me up, they went out, P'Arthit and P'Nam came along with them after sometime. They talked in front of me, doctor showed my files maybe and remind him about my condition.
Everything was happening as someone had kept a mute on a movie going on. I don't relish with whatever happening but a kind of fear grip me the moment I saw P'Arthit, his face all swollen up, patches of dry tears and new one again flow up. I saw him look forward to me crying as he run towards me come to hold my hand and cried and cried hard but still I wasn't able to hear anything. Till now.
And from that day everyone around me to became mute. It had been 20 days from when I have been awake and as much as I know I have been in slumber sleep for approx 2 months. It's too long, was he there for me all long.
Looking at him as he is cares away the tears on my cheeks and consoling with whatever words he might find good but it feel hurt that I can't hear him God knows for how long.
Patting over my forehead making me to go back to sleep so that he can walk out and cry somewhere But not in front of me. But still sleep was far away from my eyes.
I still close my eyes for him to go and I can too cry myself out when he is not in front of me. I don't want to make him feel weak.
I felt his hand is no more on my forehead and maybe he is also gone. but the moment I opened my eyes I saw him still there looking at me with love ozing eyes. I sometimes fear to ask him to be with me. As I can see he is close with P'Nam, and now more than he used to be. She almost was always there whenever he came. Her baby bump was too big now.
I really was out of any idea that what is going. And how come everyone is so close to her. There are questions. And I know if I ask I will get my answer. But fear again stop me to trust my fate over my emotions.
Instead of any other action he stood up to walk when my traitor hand holds him by his wrist. I don't know why always my body betrays me against my fears.
I made him wait too long as it keep on looking on me and asking me
something to justify my action.
I keep hold on his wrist tight my mouth blurted out what I wished to say. 'Stay'
And he did without any further question and I shifted my body aside to give him space he laid on the side looking all way long only at me.
I had only asked him stay, maybe to stay with me here at bed. Near to me. But why does his hands scooted me closer to him, keeping me close to his chest, in his embrace. And I never denies. Although irrespective to the thousands of thoughts I hold him tightly.
He soothe me differently. And I stayed like that. I don't know how long but it was ok. It was blissful. It felt loved. It felt more than anything.
I don't know when I fell asleep. when I woke up I saw him still beside me hugging me close to him. But his eyes are open looking into me. Again with love.
A peck landed on my forehead and that part feels like burning. Making me desire for more. I can feel and see the same in his eyes. Our face moves closer to each other untill he snapped his face towards the door. And I know that someone might be there. I blushed and tried hard to not let him see. As he untangle our body which is practically merged into each other. And walked towards the door to open it.
I can see Kat standing there but why she looks terrified. And Arthit soon mirror her expression as I saw them talk in panick. As Arthit must have taken the foot outside my room without looking at me once.
But he turned away come to me came more close caressed away my hairs from my forehead as he scoot down and I was expecting my lips to get the reward as his lips again on my forehead. It was not reward it felt as assurance.
And then in first time after being woken up by 20 days now. I heard someone's voice.
"P'....... Come fast P'Nam needs you. Her labour pain started....... Come fast" Kat shouted. I found her nowhere at door. But before Arthit could walk up I hold his hand as to stop him again.
"Kong......" It's all he mummerd as he removed my grip on his and walked away.
"Arthit....." My call for him kept hanging somewhere inside this room. As he walked out for her. Because she needs her. Because he needs to be there.
Leaving me here. I really felt Alone. And still I know either my body or my Heart would become a traitor if he came back even for a second, just only to go back.
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A very Happy Birthday to you P'Singto.
Well even though you will get tons of wishes today and I wish they would continue for long. But I believe started liking you and shipping you with P'Krist. Was best gift for me.
Your birthday itself was first day of me being Peraya.
I don't know when and who is my first BL actor. But you made me go more deep in this sea...... No Ocean. Peraya.
And I am Happy everytime. Whenever I want to cry, just those fanfiction and fan made videos. All those are enough to make me laugh.
Thanks to all readers and writers. You will never know that how much these all mean to me. But thanks for your efforts here.
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