2018;
𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
1. witness a miracle
2. attend a class and experience a graduation
3̶.̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶r̶t̶h̶e̶r̶n̶ ̶l̶i̶g̶h̶t̶s̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶i̶c̶e̶l̶a̶n̶d̶
4̶.̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶r̶n̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶w̶i̶m̶
5. publish a book OwO
6̶.̶ ̶a̶t̶t̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶ ̶c̶o̶n̶c̶e̶r̶t̶
7. GO TO WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER
8. see girls generation 9 again
9. attend an arts exhibition or see an arts museum
10. scubadiving and/or skydiving
1̶1̶.̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶u̶l̶i̶p̶ ̶f̶i̶e̶l̶d̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶a̶m̶s̶t̶e̶r̶d̶a̶m̶
1̶2̶.̶ ̶d̶a̶t̶e̶?̶?̶?̶
13. sing in front of a crowd
14. MEET TAYLOR SWIFT
1̶5̶.̶ ̶f̶l̶y̶
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najaem
active now
heejin, where are you?
i went to your room but you're not there
you dont have any treatment or therapy schedules today either
are you hiding from me?
you could say that
please dont find me
are you upset?
i'll be honest to you, yeah, i'm upset
but it's more of i'm upset to myself because i thought i was already ready for this day, but i still felt bad when the doctor announced that you're gonna be discharged soon
tomorrow
how times flies so fast
i hate it
im sorry i had to leave
i was suprised as well when they announced that i'm gonna be discharged, and that's already tomorrow
oh no, dont say sorry, its not your fault
in fact, i'm happy!
because you've finally recovered, and you're finally healed, and you could finally go back to the spotlight where you belong
ive always prayed for you to get well and now that day has come, i am happy for you
im happy too
but i didn't want to leave you
and i dont want to hold you back
please
just leave nana
dont look for me
dont worry, i'm okay
okay????
why do you always have to lie about your condition?
i know why you always wore bonnets lately, your hair's falling off, isn't it?
you always wear sweaters, your knees always tremble, your lips always bled, your hands always shake
are you even still okay, kim heejin?
how can i leave you like this?
why do you know those things?
why do you have to know all that?
nana
i'm okay
i promise
and even if i'm not
you still need to leave
you have to leave
okay, okay, i got it already
i'll leave
but at least let me spend this one last day with you
let's take a lot of pictures in your polaroid camera, even videos in your video camera, we should take a lot of clips for your instagram stories too, and we should be happy today
i think you're right
we may not have much time, but there's still time
at least let's enjoy and make memories together, for the last time
what do you mean, last time?
i'm gonna leave but i'll still visit you from time to time, i'll still talk to you in messages, and heck, i'll even want to video call and facetime with you
i may be leaving as a patient but i wont leave as your friend
i'll still fight with you
we still have to finish your list
and you still need to heal from your sickness
there wont be any last time soon, until you grow old, because you're gonna live til 100
hahahahaha
thats crazy
but sure nana, let's do it
let's enjoy this last day together and make more memories to keep
okay, where are you???
i'm at the cafeteria
but meet me in the lobby
aight, ill go to the elevator right now
and oh, nana?
yeah???
what you said earlier, about why i always wear bonnets and sweaters, why my lips always bleed and my knees always shake, all of it was true
i just thought of telling you that since you deserve to know the truth
i think my medicines and the treatments aren't working anymore
it's like my body's failing me
i wanna fight, but the body itself is giving up
but dont worry about me, i dont feel anything at all because im numb already
just go here please
okay
and heejin, when you see me, you may think that i cried
but i didn't
you dont want someone to cry for you just because you tell them those words, right?
right, i dont want someone to cry for me
then i didn't cry
my eyes just perspired
HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGHED OUT LOUD
thanks for that
anything for you
the elevator reached ground floor now
yeah i see you