Mahir's POV
I was sitting there with her diary. It's her first diary as she said.
"I can't give you anything better then this"
Her words came in my mind.
I opened the cover in which it was packed. The cover looked old...
Of course Mahir it's her first diary.
I opened the cover and below it there was a sticky note and on that note it was written
Dear whomsoever This diary is the closest one to my heart and it's just not a piece of papers.. It has my heart and Giving you this diary means... I'm giving you my heart. In return I don't want anything much... Just A Lil love and full trust.
With lots of love
Only Yours
Surbhi
I smiled reading this. I don't know how many times I re read it.
This girl never stays behind in surprising me. How beautifully she has wrote her feelings in words.
I promise my love to keep your heart the most safe with me.. To keep you safe with me.
And I started turning the pages...
And I saw her poems..each and every word of her poems are for me... How lucky am I. I can feel her in this diary. She always used to say that sometimes small things make you smile much more then some big things can do.
Yes. My girl is always right.
I saw a poem.
It's all yours Mahir. Go on.
Vo Behte samandar mai jaise...
Seepiyo ko kinaara mil gaya !
Sehme se mere dil ko Teri..
Baaho ka sahara mil gaya!!
Rookhi si dagar thi zindagi ki...
Tere mil jaane se jeene ka bahana mil gaya !
Or vo beghar si thi meri duniya jise...
Teri galiyo mai guzara mil gaya!!
Dhadkano ko meri jaise...
Teri rooh Ka khazana mil gaya!
or aankho ko meri jaise...
Teri aankho ka nazrana mil gaya!!
Adhoori si kahani ko jaise...
Poora afsaana mil gaya!
Beghar se mere dil ko jaise...
Tera ashiyana mil gaya!!
Sooni si meri raag ko...
Tera taraana mil gaya!
Or bas kuch ese hi is heer ko....
apna Raanjha mil gaya!!
{ In that flowing Ocean...
As If oysters have got their shore!
As Frightened heart Of mine...
have got support of your arms!!
The way of life was useless...
But getting you I got the meaning to live life!
And my life was homeless...
Which got a life in your streets!!
My heartbeat got...
The treasure of your soul!
And my eyes got..
The full glimpse of your eyes!!
An incomplete story of mine...
Got a complete story!
And a homeless heart of mine... got A home in you!!
A blank tone of mine...
Got a rhythm from you!
And just like all this..
This Juliet got her Romeo!! }
I smiled to myself. This is all what she had already thought about her love. Can this be more nice. She has not only wrote poems but long paragraphs... On how she wanted love to be. How she wanted her lover to be. How she wanted herself to be..and on the top of all these how she wanted us to be.
And surprisingly the best thing was... The love is same... Her lover is same... She's same... And WE are same.
I read one of her quote which touched me a lot.
You might be thinking I'm the 21st century girl wanting to receive e-cards and Messages from you but My Love.... I'm a lunatic as you know... I want to live that era of true love letters with you. I want to send you love letters and I want you to reply me those hand written love letters.
I'M YET TO SEND THE LETTERS I WROTE FOR YOU AND .....
I want you to reply me with the same. Let's dive and swim in the world of words & letters... Indeed "TOGATHER".
It would be adventurous and lovely. Let's go in ninetees. And let our love cherish Every feeling..
With Every emotion pour all your love for me in those letters that you'll dedicate me. I Love You"
She's indeed crazy. She wants to send love letters to me in the era of online e cards and messages. But honestly how interesting it will be!
I waiting for her letters and she for mine... And what if those letters come in hand of anyone else in home... It will be so fun.
I smiled thinking all this. Surbhi you're just amazing.
I read one more...
"BEING TOAGTHER MEANS ...
Being happy. Being In Love With Everything Around. Togetherness Makes You Believe. Being Toagther Makes You Smile.. From Inside. Being Toagther Means...
BEING TWO BODIES BUT ONE SOUL.....
And My Dear Love.. If you're feeling all this.. You're surely in love with.... Me ; ) "
Of course I'm in love with everything around me... Even this vase and lamps. I'm believing in everything and everyone. I'm smiling like idiots, without reason... And Yes... We're two bodies but one Soul.
I LOVE YOU SURBHI!!!.
I turned some more pages... I smiled and started reading it.
Vo aankho mai ek alag sa..
Chamakta nasha hi kafi hota hai!
Vo bhini si muskurahat ka...
Ek tohfa hi kaafi hota hai !
Milti Nahi sachhi mohobbat you to aasani se !
Par Agar Mil jaaye to...
Mohobbat Ka Ek Lamha Hi Kaafi Hota Hai!!!
[ In eyes that one single...
Twinkling addiction is enough !
And That small smile on the face...
Is more enough then any gifts!
Normally true love is hard to find!
But if you get the true love in life...
Then only one moment of that love is enough!! ]
It Feels as if I'm not reading her feelings. It feels as if I'm seeing my own feelings in these pages. Yes...In Every moment with Surbhi I'm experiencing what true love is.
I started reading...
LETTER TO YOU LOVE
Love, People want something big to be happy but my happiness lies in these small things. I've always wished for someone who could make me happy by small gestures... By small things....like I don't want to go on coffee dates with you... I want to go tea dates! Just make me happy by your small efforts.. I'll be happy if you make morning breakfast for me...
I don't want you to take me on movie dates... I want you take me on beaches. Whenever I'm sad and if you think you'll give me a gift and I'll become happy... Let me remind you... I'm not a girl who'll become happy in her bad mood if you'll give her expensive gifts. And you know you might be thinking that I'm only stating you do this... you do that.... Let me tell you... I'm gonna do much more then this... I know you'll also face all these situations.. And I Promise to do all such gestures just for one thing... SMILE.. Yes. I'll do anything in this world just for your smile... And I'm sure you're going to having a million dollar smile. Girls might have crushes on you... But Love.. I'm okay with it..Because they can just like you... I'm loving you and I'll be loving you till my last breath and I know feelings are mutual...But remember if they try being cheesy with my human.. I'll sue them.
All these are the second priorities.... Just give me one thing forever for the life... YOUR TRUST. Please never ever break my trust..I know I'll be giving my everything to you... And in return I'm just asking for your trust and love as priority. You might hurt me... I might hurt you... But that's different.. Never hurt me by breaking the promises and breaking the trust. Keep your promises. I Promise you that I'll keep each and every promise from today onwards. I'll never break your trust. I can't even think to do so.... So just Trust me With your life.. AND let me trust you with my life.
I promise to be there for you whenever you need.. Love... I set you free from all boundries..I'll never say you to walk the way I want... I'll always ask you to hold my hand in the way you walk...I want to live together. I want to spend my life with you creating memories with you... Loving you.. Caring you.. Showing tantrums to you.. Showing concern to you.. I want us to hold our hands together even in our old age and Want to let people see that age can grow old.. Not love.We're mortal. I know I Just pray to God that I want to go away from this world before you.. Because I can't bear living my last days without you... If right now I can't imagine living them.. How can I live them.. So just praying to God to call me before you.. I'll always see you at night in that sky... Like a shining star... After all we die.. Love won't right.!!
Our Love Will Also Be Like This.
I Love You So Much Dear Love.
Only and Only Yours
Surbhi.
A tear escaped from my eye. I closed my eyes and tears fell on the diary.
I don't know how I'm deserving a Soul like you Surbhi.
She's opened her heart one more time to me.. And this time so bravely and so lovingly.
I promise to never ever break your trust Surbhi. How can I even my love. It's you due to whom I've learned the meaning of Love.. Trust.. Care.. Concern...
I read almost all the diary in some hours and I saw it was 3 am. I'm freaking mad person. I took out my phone and messaged her
"I promise to be what I'm Surbhi. I'm spellbound with what you've wrote... I swear if you would've been here I would've hugged you tight. I promise to respect your feelings every second and yes I love you so very much... But please never say you going away from me love. I'll die in that condition " I texted and her.
My message was seen instantly and There came a call from her.
I smiled and received it as I wiped my tears.
" Hey love. It was amazing. I.. I don't have words to say. " I said
" You're crying Mahir" she asked concerned
"No.. Laughing. Surbhi.. Why you wrote those last lines in " I tried to say but she cut me off
" In that letter right" she asked
"Hmm" I hummed
"Mahir. I wrote my feelings. I can't imagine a life without my love... And my love its you. For me love is everything in this damn world and I can't live without you" she said
"So how can I. In that condition I should die first" I told
"Mahir. Shut up. Don't say such stupid things" she stated
" Baby. When you can't imagine this.. How can I. My soul shivers even thinking this jaan (life) " I told
" Sorry.. But.. I can't.. " she tried to say but couldn't.
"I love you Surbhi and I'll love you... And I promise before loving you, I'll Respect you.. And all feelings related to you" I whispered
"I love you too Mahir... " she said
" That's the most beautiful gift I could've ever got" I told
" And that's something which I wanted to give as a first gift to the love of my life" she said
" Thankyou. Ready for today" I asked
"Very much ready. So much that you can't even think. I'm not able to sleep in this thinking that it's our engagement. Mahir.. I never thought this. I always used to think.. You're Mahir Maheshwari. Why you'll like me.. I am a stubborn.. Idiot girl... You might be wanting a girl as stylish and glamorous as you" she said and I chuckled
"Mahir Maheshwari is also a human Surbhi. And I hate those over makeup girls. Gross. You know... I've fallen with a girl who's stubborn.. Kid from inside and idiot and I love her the way she's. I love her for no reason and I don't want any reason... And I think if anyone will ask me reasons to love you they'll laugh listening to them" I told smiling.
"Is that so.. Mr. Mahir. Tell me the reasons pleaaaseee " she said stretching the please and I can imagine her shutting her eyes tightly and saying pleaassseee.
" See. That's one reason. You're cute in such gestures.. Second I love the way you eat chocolates " I told
" What" she chuckled
"See.. I told you.. Strange reasons " I said and laughed
" And what more "she asked
" I Love You For...Your tantrums. I never thought Surbhi that in my life I'll ever coo or pamper a girl... But Miss Surbhi.. Your destiny is making me do everything that I never thought " I said
" I want to be cooed and pampered like this forever Mahir" she told
"And this forever's journey is gonna start very soon my love" I replied
"Yeah... Together Forever " she mumbled
" Hmm.. Thankyou Surbhi for entering my life... I love you" I said
" I love you too My Jaan" she replied
"Now madam... Go and sleep..it's very very late" I told
"Yes sir.. Anything else sir.. " she mocked
" Nothing much.. Just 20-30 kisses are enough " I said
" What... 20-30. Are you mad or an animal" she asked laughing
"Okay... 10-20" I stated
"You're crazy" she replied
"Okay.. 5. That's so less" I whined
"Shut up Mahir" she said laughing
"Pheeew.. I've a bad luck. It's Okay. Good night " I told faking sadness
" You are an idiot. Goodnight " she stated
" I love you.." she added
"Love you too Love" I whispered and cut the call.
This craziness is the best thing in this damn world.
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