Requests are closed please stop
Request by T0xicShad0w333 also sorry to mkart79 but I might not do Sister(maybe depends if I have the energy) as this works as a sequel also since a lot of people seem to like Miss wanna die but you can always do it on your dekuverse book. Comment if you guys still want me to do Sister but I'll set it aside for now.
"Oh boy" Ryoba And Author said.
"I have a bad feeling" Mandalay said.
"You should" Ryoba said.
"This is similar to My R" Author said.
"NOOOO WHY!?!" The students yelled.
"Idk man a lot of world's seem to have Midoriya being suicidal" Author said.
"How many others are there?" Tokoyami asked.
"Hmmmm" Ryoba And Author said deep in thought.
"Don't answer that" Shouji said.
"Oh kk" Ryoba said.
"How many did you count though?" Jirou asked.
"About 1,000" Author said.
"WHAT!?!" Everyone yelled.
"Why are there so many!?!" Uraraka said.
"How did you count 1,000?" Seiji asked.
"It's called just guessing because a lot of people are a sucker for depressed and suicidal Midoriya and some people don't tag suicidaldeku but there's already 116 stories" Author said.
"Author! The fourth wall!" Mina scolded.
"F#%k the fourth wall ever since (A/N) revealed herself that's been thrown out the wall" Ryoba said. "Since I don't care read The Successor by The_Quirkless_Weeb16 a Dad for One story and we're co-writing."
"Onto the world!" Author said.
"Awake, I open my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean"
A hospital slowly materializes into the screen.
"Did Midoriya already attempt suicide here?" Sero asked worriedly.
"I was walking up to the roof, I think"
"Oh no" Everyone said.
"Then can't recall at all a single thing"
"Well I mean he jumped off a building I don't think I'd even like to remember" Sero said.
"Held a hand for me, you were there for me"
An image of a 5 year old Midoriya was shown talking to a certain five year old with red and white hair.
"Wait what?" Everyone asked.
"In this world, Midoriya and Shouto met when they were five year olds after Midoriya ran from a beating from his father" Ryoba said.
"I know, but couldn't reach"
Midoriya was shown talking to an image of a scarless Shouto.
"I'm so lost" Kaminari said.
"What happened to Todoroki-kun's scar?" Yaoyorozu asked.
"Is he hallucinating?" Fuyumi asked.
"Yeah he's actually gone crazy from the need for someone to care" Ryoba said. "He's imagining how Shouto would look and he never learned of the incident causing the scar so he doesn't hallucinate about the scar."
"The me that would fall down all the time"
Midoriya was shown being beaten to the ground by bullies including Bakugou.
"When we get back we need to address this behavior Bakugou" Aizawa said.
"Yeah you drove Midoriya to suicide in this world" Snipe said.
Author and Ryoba coughed loudly knowing that actually about all of the suicidal Deku worlds were caused by Bakugou.
"But stand and reach my hand to see
Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Midoriya went to touch the hand of the Shouto illusion only to have his hand go through.
"Idiot" Midoriya cursed to himself.
"This is painful to watch" Kendo said.
"Yeah and when we get back we should remember to respect class 1-A or at least just Midoriya" Tetsutetsu said to a quiet Monoma.
"I wanna die
Wanna die"
Everyone flinched hearing Midoriya sing that.
"But don't really wanna die"
Everyone sighed in relief hearing him say that but still remained tense remembering My R.
"You were there
You would care"
The screen showed Midoriya and Shouto playing in the sandbox as children.
The Todoroki family and Bakugou cringed knowing that would end soon due to Endeavor.
"Making me aware"
The screen showed to a twelve year old Midoriya in the bathroom.
"Oh no" Sero said knowing what's gonna happen next.
"Every scar"
Three cuts
"All the blood"
Six cuts
"More"
Nine cuts
"And more"
Twelve cuts
"They're never done"
TWENTY FOUR CUTS
"Not enough"
Twenty seven cuts
"Not enough"
Thirty cuts
Everyone felt sick to their stomach watching Midoriya repeatedly cut his arms as he continued to sing and some had straight up fainted.
"I wanna die
Wanna die"
Midoriya was singing to the hallucination of Shouto.
"But don't really wanna die"
"Please don't actually die Midoriya pppllleeeaaassseee" Kaminari and Kirishima prayed while Bakugou just watched the screen having nothing to say feeling ashamed of his actions.
"If I died
You would cry
And I don't know why"
"Because you're the world's most amazing person Izuku" Shouto said.
"Every scar"
Four cuts
"All the blood"
Eight cuts
"More"
Twelve cuts
"And more"
Sixteen cuts
"They're never done"
THIRTY TWO CUTS
"Not enough"
Thirty six cuts
"Not enough"
Forty cuts
"Those are more than enough Deku-kun" Uraraka said wanting to vomit watching her best friend repeatedly cut himself.
Flashback
"Shouchan!" A five year old Midoriya yelled holding a ball.
"Shouchan?" Midoriya asked looking around.
"Shouchan?" A six year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" A seven year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" An eight year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" A nine year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" A ten year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" An eleven year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" A twelve year old Midoriya asked.
"Shouchan?" A thirteen year old Midoriya asked.
"S-Shouchan?" The current Midoriya sobbed seeing the hallucination.
Shouto clenche his fist knowing full well what happened.
"The damn old man separated us and this world started" Shouto thought angrily.
Natsuo was also mad and Fuyumi was worried.
"When
I forget you"
The hallucination disappeared.
"I'm all alone
Without a place to go"
The past Midoriya kicked the ball alone and the current one walked through the corridors with people whispering about him.
"I cant believe people still have the audacity to spread rumors when he attempted suicide" Nezu said disgusted watching Midoriya's former peers gossip about him.
"But then, played in a mirror like a show
The past I used to know, a dream
Till I see every part of me"
Everyone watched the screen intently.
"Eyes are red
FOLLOWING"
Everyone got worried as his eyes went red and he gave off a crazy expression.
"I wanna live
Wanna live"
"YESSS!!!!!" Everyone yelled hearing him say that.
"Are we gonna get a happy ending?" Yaoyorozu said.
"Come on Midori!" Mina cheered.
"Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand"
Flashes of Midoriya are shown watching his father and peers desperately wishing to talk to someone.
"Come on! Happy ending!" The Bakusquad(except Bakugou) said.
"Please pull through Midoriya!" Iida said.
"So please don't let this be the end"
Midoriya clutched the ball as he sat at the swing he used to play in with Shouto.
"Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then"
"He never let go of the past..." Natsuo said sadly remembering how he lashed out on his father refusing to abandon the past.
"Where you are, when I'm dead"
"NOOOOO!" Everyone yelled seeing him fall back into suicidal thoughts.
He got off from the swing.
"I wanna die
Wanna die"
Everyone was horrified again as Midoriya sung out loud those lyrics for everyone around him to hear in the world.
"You were there"
The hallucination of Shouto came back.
"You would care"
It showed a young Shouto giving off a caring look.
"You know it really isn't fair"
"Nothing that happened to you was fair" Shouto said.
"Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts"
The screen showed Midoriya running away from the hallucination as it was driving him crazy.
"He's going mentally unstable" Fuyumi said pale.
"Not enough
Not enough"
Midoriya was on the roof again.
"I wanna die
Wanna die
Wanna die"
People were crying now as Midoriya was slowly losing his mind and they could only watch helplessly.
"But I still couldn't die
With you by my side"
The hallucination hugged him and although Shouto wasnt there Midoriya hugged back.
People wiped off tears and those who passed out earlier were awake again and continued to watch.
"Behind, the days I spent alone
Afraid"
Midoriya sat at the corner of the cafeteria hoping to just disappear.
"I can't believe even if this is intensified that he had a middle school life like this" Satou said with others agreeing and some glaring at Bakugou.
Bakugou accepted it knowing he desevered.
Kirishima wasn't mad more disappointed and swore in his head to make Bakugou a better man for himself and Midoriya.
"Now you're here to stay?
Lalala Lala Lalala Lala"
Midoriya went home and sat in his room.
"And the scars never fade"
Midoriya tolled uo his sleeves and stared at his bandaged arms.
"Memories that replay, rewind again and again"
He remembered the time he played with Shouto and when others still treated him kindly.
"I wonder what would've happened if people still treated Midoriya the same way" Tsuyu said.
"To the pain we felt on that day"
Flashbacks to him waiting for Shouto for nine years.
"Damn he waited for all those years for someone who didn't return" Hawks said.
"~Miss wanna die~"
END
"Please get a nice world" Aizawa said.
"Hahahaha no" Ryoba said.
"Why!?!" Mina said.
"The readers are suckers for angst get ready for the next world" Author said as she disappeared along with Ryoba.