inabber:
im sorry.
i understand you hating me.
i keep messaging you.
i've fooled myself into thinking that maybe you'll see it if I annoy you enough by messaging you.
remember that video of your cat that time?
he was all tangled up in my sweater that i accidentally left when we met up.
he was so lost.
it's how im feeling at the moment. im so lost without you lex.
i guess it's also what you are to me.
lost.
i just want you to come back.
but he was adorable.
he looked great in that yellow sweater.
it really matched his grey fur and his green eyes.
like your eyes.
fuck.
i miss you lex.
you were the first person i could look in the eye and be honest with
you were the first person i came out to
please come back
if not for me
for my memories
i don't want to forget them
i don't want to forget you.
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