Insecurity | Jikook √

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WARNING : CONTAINS. GRAMMAR AND SPELLING ERRORS Where is all started because of one insecurity and one insen... Lebih Banyak

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Previously :

A glance inside took all the life away from the poor mochi as he felt his world turn upside down, his heart breaking into pieces...

Jimin POV

Inside lay a letter and lots of pictures, including a stick

My trembling hands held up the stack of pictures, going through it once again, analyzing the picture carefully wishing all this was nothing more than a mere nightmare I badly want to wake up from


There were so many pictures of my jungkookie with Lisa, lots of couple pictures, a lot of skinship

Fuck no...I'm sure Jungkook is just.. Taking it as a sibling relationship.

As I dig deeper into the box, what I saw made my heart drop dead

   Why happy belated birthday my dear park. Did you love your second part of the giftll? Bonus for you, pregnancy test ,it was an accident. We only did it once on your birthday party night, didn't know it would be so effective. Jimin, if you truely love Jungkook, leave him. He deserves a family which you can't give him. And we are truely in love, it's just he doesn't want to hurt you. So if you love Jungkook, let him go to his only happiness, which you weren't apart of. At least , our family will be thankful that you grant Jungkook his freedom and happiness.

~Lisa

Finishing reading the short letter , tears started to pool around my eyes as they fell and landed on my lap , one by one

I crumbled the letter , feeling my heart tore into pieces

Jungkook...was I really not good enough for him? But Lisa is right, I can't give him a family... But I love him, so bad...that it hurts... Just so much

Not knowing what to do anymore, I started to cry myself to sleep, waiting for Jungkook to return home tonight so that I can at least clarify with him first

Timeskip...

Jimin jolted from the bed harshly, as he woke up from a horrible nightmare, where it all traces back to the night of his birthday party, the part where he saw Jungkook and Lisa kissing, which soon turned into a very heated makeput session and ended off with them in room, Lisa screaming Jungkook's name before Jungkook climaxed into Lisa

"T-thats.. T-terrible! " Jimin thought as he quickly ran go the bathroom to throw up, getting disgusted by the slutty look Lisa had on her face as she scream his lover's name

*knock knock*

"Jimin-ssi? Are you awake? " Jin popped his head through the door

"Yes! " Jimin quickly finish wahsing his hands before going out to greet his second mom 'eomma Jin'

"Aigoo! Jimin have you been crying? What's wrong tell me?" Jin patted the smaller head and pulled him to the bed

"Hyung.. I-I" before Jimin could finish, he bursted out crying again

"Let it all out chimchim, hyung is here for you, no one will hurt you! " Jin comforted as he felt his shirt getting drenched but could care less

After Jimin calmed down slightly, he suddenly remembered

"Jin hyung where is Jungkook? "

"Idk, he didn't come home last night" Jin muttered

Jimin immediately rushed over to his phone to dial Jungkook's number worry washing over him , until he checked his messages

~~~~~~from : Jungkookie💕~~~~~~~~

Jk: baby, I won't be home tonight cuz Lisa looks really upset so I will be with her tonight ,be back tmr at 2pm

Sent 10.09pm
Seen 8.23 am

JM : ook..

Sent 8.24am
Not seen

"Hyung, it's fine. Jungkook texted saying Lisa was upset and needed him" Jimin said with a forced smile

"That Lisa, I don't particularly like her, she's always trying to flirt with Jungkook ever since she know you guys got together, and she always demand for Jungkook attention. And that Jungkook gosh ,does he not know how insecure he could have made his little mochi feel? " Jin ranted with a visible pout on his lips

"thanks hyung, knowing not only I hate her!" Jimin laugh, a half-hearted one

"anyway cheer up chim! Namjoon said that he wants to go get a new table lamp which he broke yesterday 'accidentally', so I'll be back later!Then let's cuddle and forget about your little bastard" Jin suggested

"sure hyung...what about taetae, hobi and Suga hyung?"

"suga is probably sleeping, Tae.. I dunno, playing games? But hobi is out for groceries"

"noted thanks! Now byeeeee!!" Jimin giggled and shut Jin hyung out of the room

"aish this kid, I'm gonna teach him a lesson later!" Jin huffed before taking his stuff to leave

"sadly.. There will be no later" Jimin sighed sadly as he looked at Jungkook and his room, tears already filling his eye

Jimin quickly wiped away the tears and started to throw his bag on the bed, harshly opening the closet to throw all his clothes and belongings into the bag

If I have to leave, it's better I do it where nearly no members are around

After Jimin packed all his clothes, toiletries, and all his belongings in the room, he make his way to the dorm's living room, packing some of his games and other stuff before heading to the kitchen to make himself a snack before he leave.


"Taehyung, where's Suga hyung? "I ask him

"Sleeping in his room obviously! " he said not glancing at me once , focus all on his games

"Oh okay ,ill be out for awhile!"i said trying to sound happy

"Where to?"he asked curiously seeing me all disguised up

"The park, I gotta make a surprise for my kookie! " I giggled as Taehyung scrunched up his nose in disgust

"Ugh.. Whatever! Go go go, don't ever come back! "He joked

"I won't, don't worry " I replied with lots of sadness

Since the Taehyung was om the couch, he was bafacing the door from the side, which gives me a easy time to carry my luggage out ,unnoticed

Once im out, I quickly went to board the train after getting myself a ticket, heading to Busan where my home is

Goodbye Kookie... For all that I've done, know that I love you, and always will, but life gets hard sometimes, so I realise, you deserved so much better, someone better than me, who can give you all her love, a family, her attention ,someone who you will be always stuck to, without having to be asked. Thank you kookie, for all those good times I cherished.
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"N-NO! JIMIN!!! " Jungkook cried as he ran out of the door without another word ,alarming all the members who went in the room and read the lone letter on the nightstand

"Shit..Jimin!!!" They all cursed

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