B~
I haven seen Elliot since Monday
(Five days ago)
I called her everyday because that's our normal thing we either FaceTime or call
"Finn, will you drive me somewhere?" I say he looked up from his phone and mom and dad look over at me
"Where to?" He says turning off his phone
"Elliot's," I say he nods but doesn't move
"Don't she got a car?" Dad says I nod
"Yeah?" I say
"Then why not just call her to pick you up..." mom say I shook my head and lower it down at my feet
"She's ummmm not picking up her phone from the past couple days." I mumbled and looked up at them
"Oh, alright let me put some shoes on and we can go," Finn says jumping off the couch and getting his shoes on.
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I knock on her door harshly as Finneas stud behind me
"Are you sure she's here?" He says I shrug and turn to him
"I don't know, let me call her," I say sarcastically and he nods pulling out his phone
"I'm going to call mom and tell her we made it here, keep a eye on the door," he says walking off down the hall
I knock a couple more times and the door slowly opened a slim faint light poured into the hall
"Can I help you?" A broken voice says
"Elliot?" I say the hallways were silent
"What?" The broken voice spoke
"Are you okay?" I say
"My parents died."
I felt my whole body pale
"Elliot, can me and Finn come inside?"
Finneas walked around the corner with a smile on his face
"Mhm." She hummed and opened the door to show her extremely clean apartment
"It looks nice in here," I say Finn walk inside looking around "can we sit?"
"Sure," She says closing the door and pulling down the sleeves of her hoodie
"Has Q been here?" Finn asks
"He's out of town with family, he asked if I wanted to come but... I didn't," she says fighting with her sleeves
"B and Michigan coming out?" I say she shrugs
"Probably Mich," she says dark bags filled her face
"It's really fucked up Q's not here to comfort you," Finn says looking at his phone.
"Thanks your amazing idea Finneas," she says she stud up "um do you guys want to go get lunch?"
"Sure," I say she smiled and walked into her room for a good 50 minutes and came back a whole new person
"You look nice," Finn says grabbing his keys off the coffee table "Let's head out,"
We all get in Finneas car and drive to some random place he picked
"Let me get a photo of you," I say To Ellie as we get out the car she weakly smiled and posed next to a wall.
"Thanks," I hugging her noticing the paparazzi
"No problem, I'd do the same right now but I'm starving," her weak voice joked I laugh and walk inside the restaurant Finneas Already at a table
"What can I get for you guy to drink?" The waiter says after setting down Finneas drink
"I'll take a water," Ellie spook as loud as her voice let her
"I'll take a Pepsi please," I say he nods
"Sir are you ready to order?" The waiter says and looked over at Ellie with a flirty smile
"I'm still looking Thanks," Finn says the man nods and walked off
"I might just get a salad." Ellie says pulling out her phone, I look over to read a text
Please come back. I'm sorry
Read
I frown and notice the red marks on her wrist
'Rubber band snapping. Shit I thought she stopped.'
"Hey, why don't you get some vegan ice cream while we're here, ear hustled that it was pretty good," Finn says I smile at him
"Sure why not?" I say looking over at Ellie she wiped a couple tears from her face and looked up from her phone with a smile
"Sure!" She says voice cracking.
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We get back to Ellie's place and Finn drive off do something leaving us alone in her apartment,
"Are you and Q happy?" I say looking at my phone
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"What do you mean bil?" Ellie says I turn my phone off and shrug
"Are you guys still together?" I asked she looked shocked and a little hurt
"What the he'll are you getting at Billie?" She says anger in her voice
"I'm just saying... I read your text at the restaurant," I say she shook her head
"I..." is all she says before tears fell from her eyes "he's mad at me and that's why he's not here and with family."
I scooped her up in my arms and rocked her back and forth
"I'm so so sorry Elliot, I love so much, and it's ok to ask for help," I say and back up holding her wrist in my hands
"I know, you helped me stop and now I'm clutching at so much right now I can't stop. I haven't smoked anything though," she says I smile up at her
"That's so good Ellie!" I cheer her on.
She smiled a little and grabbed my face stroking my cheeks I lean in and kiss her
"I love you," she says leaning her forehead on mine
"Love you too," I say and we snuggle up on the couch to watch a movie
"I don't want to break up with Q." Ellie mutters
"We'll do the same thing we did with Noah," I say she shrugged
"Alright," she says "I just feel bad about it, I love both of you so much," she says I nod
" that's fine, I love you and I'm sure Q does too," i say we go back to watching the movie until Finn comes to pick me up.
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Y'all see the new cover I'm in LOVE with it, anyways get ready for some tea next chapter....
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