Don't let people push you around. I know it hurts, to be used, walked on, and ditched. Stand up for yourself. There's a rainbow after a hurricane, and you are going to be the most breathtaking rainbow ever. So smile through the pain, while you scream out your frustration on the darkest days.
One of my biggest fears is hitting rock bottom, and forgeting how to swim. Trapped under the pressure of the world, stuck here for eternity. An ocean of grief and memories filling my lungs. But I can swim, and stay afloat. I've done it before, and I can do it again.
Darling, you and I are two and the same. Lovers lurking in the darkness of our minds. Fighters smacked in the face countless times, but we keep getting back up dispite the trama. Dreamers with our hearts six feet under but our eyes on the sky.
Don't give up, or I might follow your misguided example. Speak.