Broken | a.g.

Da xandreamylove

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"What am I?" I asked myself, "A monster." Altro

Introduction
Ch. 1
Ch. 2
Ch. 3
Ch. 4
Ch. 5
Ch. 6
Ch. 7
Ch. 8
Ch. 10
Ch. 11

Ch. 9

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Da xandreamylove

Josh's P.O.V.

I was laying in bed with arms wrapped around Ariana's waist as I checked what time it was on my phone. It said 10% charge. Ugh. I let go of Ariana and went to my car to get my charger.

As I was looking for it in the front seat I saw Avery walking my way.

"What do you want now Avery?" I groaned

"You babe." She caressed my arm

"No! what the hell?" I denied

"Please. You don't have to tell Anna!" She plead

"It's Ariana! And go away!" I said

"No!" She forcefully grabbed me and kissed me. I quickly let go feeling disgusted.

"What the fuck!?" I made a nasty face, "Go away now!" I growled and she walked away smirking

Ariana's P.O.V.

I felt the water bottle fall to the floor as I did to. I hugged my knees and cried.

"Hey what's wrong?" Kyle said as he walked down the stairs, I just kept crying.

"What's wrong Ariana?" He asked

"J-Josh" was all that came out of my mouth

"Shh-it's okay." He hugged me and I heard the front door open and closed

"Ari? Ariana?! Whats wrong?" Josh asked worried

"You kissed Avery!" I shouted at him as I got up and so did Kyle

"You saw that?" His eyes widened

"Yes!" I shouted as I saw Sarah, Lindsay and Tyler walk down the stairs

"It was her not me, she's the one who kissed me! I swear!" He was on the verge of tears

I just ran up to Sarah and Lindsay's room as they followed.

"Hey, what happened?" Sarah asked wiping my tears

"I saw Josh kissing Avery" I said thru tears

There faces went pale.

"What? I thought he hated her?!" Lindsay gasped

"Linds, not now." Sarah suggested

"Sorry." Lindsay said to both of us

"It's okay." I looked down playing with my nails

Josh's P.O.V.

"What the fuck, man?!" Kyle shouted at me

"It was Avery, she came on to me. I swear to my fucking life I pulled away!" I said defense

"I believe you. You really seem to love Ariana and your not like that. And Avery, yeah she's a slut." Kyle

chuckled

"I'm glad you believe me but the love of my life needs to know the truth!" I punched the wall

"Just give her some time man." Tyler spoke up

Ariana's P.O.V.

I feel asleep on the couch in Sarah and Lindsay's room. I didn't wanna see Josh. The next morning Sarah and Lindsay were going to take me home. I didn't wanna spend the rest of the week here.

"Bye Ariana, remember to text me!" Tyler hugged me

"Of coarse Tybug" I laughed

"And don't forget about me!" Kyle whined

"Never!" I gasped at Kyle and chuckled

I put the rest of my stuff in the car and we were headed for the road.

**

"Do I have to go to school?" I begged my mom to not make me go

"Fine honey but you have too go tomorrow!" She warned me and I chuckled and she left for work

"Okay." I walked back up to my room

I didn't wanna do much sense I just wanted to lay in bed all day.

*Beep, beep, beep!*

I checked my phone to see 23 missed calls from Josh and 33 text messages, I just sighed.

I suddenly had the urge to do something I had promised not to do. I looked towards my door which was close to the bathroom. The cold, sharp feeling felt so great right now. It was my only escape from sadness. I started to not eat again, my mom just thinks its girl stuff.

I got up off my bed and walked to the door shutting it lightly. I headed into the bathroom and closed the door. I rummaged thru the cabinets trying to find the razor. I looked everywhere but couldn't find it, what the hell?

After 40 minutes of looking for one I couldn't find one. I got frustrated. Then I heard a knock at the door but I just ignored it and tried to keep looking for my razors.

The knocking eventually stopped and I turned around to see Josh and I immediately started sobbing.

"Where are my razors?!" I cried as I looked for them

"Ari, Ariana.." Josh started to cry

"I CAN'T FIND THEM!" I cried more and kept looking for them

"Ariana" Josh looked at me in the eyes and I fell to his chest

I sobbed insanely. I cried for what felt like hours. He carried me to my bed and laid both of us.

We just laid there in silence.

"Josh, you can explain to me now." I sniffed and wiped away my tears

He gave me a small smile and explained every single detail.

"Your not lying to me?" I asked him

"No. I would never lie to you about that." He answered

"I believe you." I gave back that small smile

He leaned in and kissed me gently. I felt sparks light up. I just hope he felt them too.

A/N: Heyy! Haven't updated in forever, sorry. I just started high school and I've been busy. Love you!

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