I HATE MYSELF
I often dream of sleeping and never waking up but I guess my burial would cost much and I will probably bother a lot of people when that happens
Should I just kill myself?
NO WAY
After almost 15 years of studying my own religion I'm scared thinking I will be burned in hell since I took my own life
Oh God....
But when I die I wonder how many people will cry for me? Probably my mother I know she'll be sad because she lost her hypocrite daughter. Pia will be very happy because she will be freed from my slavery. And the whole nation would rejoice when I'm gone. It would be better if I didn't exist in the first place than to live a life only to be remembered the most hated royal in Aragon dynasty.
So mom, queen Anastasia of Aragon,
Thank you for everything
Sorry to say this for the first and last time
I LOVE YOU MOM ;)
Kindly tell your husband that I love him too and sorry that I didn't meet his expectations
We would probably never meet again
Goodbye.
In memory of your loving daughter,
Yolanda.