I’d Rather Die
Thank you for the pain and tears
for screaming in the morning and for my fears.
Thank you for making my life miserable and sad,
for maing me cry at my room, and making me feel bad.
Thank you for shouting at my face,
and for making me feel out of place.
Thank you for making me think it’s my mistake.
For that, I dedicate this smile for you, sorry it’s fake.
Hatred
Shut up!Even just for a while
Do you knowI can still hear you from a mile?
I hate the sound of your voice
As my ear defines it as noise.
Sometimes I am overly joyed,
next time you see me I’m in deep misery.
What a tragedy this life has to offer me.
Hate from you, for everything I do.
Hate you too, for all the pain you made me go through.
A depressed heart
I wanna run away from this place
I wanna run away and forget your face
I wanna run away from this world that I hate.
To be all alone, yes, that would be great
I feel intense pain,
my body is going insane
I don’t know how much I can take
On keeping this smile, that everyone knows is fake.
At my bed I lay, dreaming of far away
If tomorrow I’ll die,I hope you’ll be there and cry
But then Ithought why would you be sad?
If I die, I think you’ll be glad.
So it’s settled I’ll try my best for suicide..