Christian Hastington
I stood in front of Taylor's door and hesitated to knock. I felt bad for bursting at her yesterday. I sighed and currently writing script in my head to apologize to her. I need to tell her. Suddenly I heard a loud noise from inside her house. I quickly bursted the door and found Taylor sitting on the sofa crying and there's a broken glass scattered on the floor.
"Taylor" I ran to her and she turned to me
"Oh.. my prince charming" She said as she pointed at me
"Are you drunk?" I asked and she got up from the sofa. She walked to me tipsy and I quickly held her
"My prince charming" She mumbled
"I'm sorry about yesterday" I apologized and she looked up to me
"What kind of dream is this? My princ- prince charming come into my arms again after hanging out with his mistress?" She laughed coldly and my eyes widen
"Taylor, what did you know?" I asked and she pointed her finger to my cheek
"Am I that plain to you? Am I that boring until you quickly turning your head and heart to someone else?"
"No, Taylor. That's not wha-"
"I'm done with love for now, let's break up Christian" What?!
"You have someone else and I want to prev-"
"Look you're misunderstood this" I said in panic and tried to make her sit beside me
"Misunderstood what?" She laughed drunkly
"Taylor, you're drunk. Let's just put you to bed, you ne-"
"You're so perfect" I stopped as she looked at me intensely
"But a girl like me can't have a guy like you. I'm just your decorat-"
"Look Taylor, you're drunk"
"You're my first in everything and now you're the first one to break my heart" She cried again and I pulled her into a hug
"No no I won't break your heart, I promise. Zoe was just a dealing thing, I need to get close to her for the deal" I said and she pushed me away
"Money.. All you always think about is money. You might care to me but you never stop mentioning about money"
"Look Taylor, you need to under-"
"You already have billions, isn't it enough?" She cut me and I looked at her disbelief
"This is why I kept- I kept.." She's tipsy and completely drunk in this state
"You need to rest, let's talk later" I picked her body up bridal style and took her up to her bedroom. I laid her down on her bed and she held me tightly
"Don't go, I'll do anything for you to look at me. I was going to change myself because I want you to-" She slowly stopped and slowly went to sleep. I sighed and caressed her hair
To be honest, at first, I felt guilty for taking her V card 2 yesrs ago. Listening to her phone call when she was drunk made me realized how sad she was. There's a big sexual tension between us and it will be a big lie if I said I didn't attract to her.
She's completely beautiful and a guy like me don't deserve a girl like her. Zoe is Forte's daughter, I wanted to make a deal with her father through her since she's the only heir. I made a decision to get close to her and pretended to date her, just to close a deal.
I don't know how that information went to Taylor but I still need that deal because it's worth 3 million dollars for Hastington Hotel.
I need to tell her that this deal is important and she need to cooperate with me instead of being like this. It's fake and only pretend anyway. She'll understand right?
This is why I don't want an attach relationship, it made me hard to go here and there. Maybe it was a wrong decision to date Taylor now. I like her but I think this is not the right time for us to continue if she can't understand me.
Why can she just take everything that I did for her and spare me this once? The deal is important and I just can't leave it now. I'm almost there.
What am I going to do now?
I like Taylor but I don't think my feelings were enough for her. Girls always wanted more, once they got something they wanted more. That always happened to me.
Taylor wasn't my first but when I was with her it was different. The tension, the feelings and just everything. I like her until I was willing to have a real relationship with her but now she's on my way blocking my carreer.
She wanted to break up, will this be the best way for us? Besides we just got together for 2 months. It will be more easy for us to breakup since the feelings haven't got that deep yet.
"Yeah maybe this is the time where we have to end for a moment Taylor" I whispered to her
"Maybe that's the best way now, let's breakup" I slowly let her go and I got off from her bed. I looked at her and decided to leave her. I looked at her house for one last time.
I took out my phone and dialed Zoe's phone number
"Baby" Zoe squealed
"Hey beautiful, up for a date?" I smirked
"Yeah sure, you're coming to Ohio?"
"Yeah, going there soon. I miss you"
"Miss you too baby" It's all for a deal, nothing more. I ended the call and walked to my car.
Break up will be the best way for now Taylor, I hope everything will go okay with you. Sorry that I have to break up with you in a really bad and not in a gentleman way.
I might have feelings for you but it's not that strong yet and you're in my way now so.. I'm sorry