Introduction - FIRST LOVE
Love pyar ishq mohbat itne sare nam par in sare words ki feelings inka ehsaas shyad duniya ka sabse khoobsurat ehsaas hai.... Bt falling in love wid a personwho is completely different from yew, if u hate silence around urself he loves to be with it
if u r too extrovert loves to shares ur thoughts , he likes to be wid himself
too shy loves his own litle world with few poeples are in it
N yew foh yew the world is very small place.
Despite of these disimilarities u fall in love wid him. You don't have any logical and sensible answers foh the question which ur mind aske yew on the other side your heart don't need any reason foh it n its right also
"True Love" don need any reason.
Damn his loves makes u crazy and even more when its ur "FIRST LOVE" (mera phela phela pyar hai ye ).
Yape my FIRST LOVE the title of my story.
-Angel Piya-
1st part - FIRST LOVE
Its was around 7:30 p:m ,i was at my frnd's home we both were discussing and clearing our doubts of Numerical Analysis ( subject we have in 4th semester of engg).
Suddenly my phone rang , the screen flased call from an unknown number , i disconnected the call.
After 10 mins again a call from an unknown number ( this time again a new number).
My friend karnika asked me to attend the call as if she thought it might be an important
call as my phone rang twice within that 10 mins , then i told her nahi yar pata nh kaun banda hai alag alag number se phone krke pareshn krke rakha hai, me hello bolti hu n vo hello sunke phone disconnect kr deta hai.
Then karnika said, ok leave it and we both again got busy in clearing our doubts.
As our final exam we near we left that topic there only.
Around 9 p:m i came back to home had my dinner and after that get back to studies again. But now my mind was not in my books it was wandering because of the continous missed calls i m getting from different number since last few days.
uff kaun hoga kisko mera number mil gaya , n mila bhi to kisne diya, itn bar phone pe hello hello bolti hu response kyu nahi krta.
Uff ab phone aaya to me paa ko batne wali hu , i decided this thing in my mind and finally i started my studies again with fresh mind.
At mid night 1 again my phn vibrated, got a message from an unknown number and when i opened it, there was nothing but a blank message.
Huh that time i could not control my anger n first time i called back on that number.
No response as i expected but this time i left with a message "who are yew, from where you got my number, please do reply.
And as the message was delivered i switched of my cell and slept.
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Who's that girl/ guy who is just playing miss calls games with me?
Is he /she a unknown person to me or my close friend who is just teasing me?
To know all this stay tune to FIRST LOVE's second part.
- Piy@
2nd part - FIRST LOVE
Time & Tide Waits for none .
Waqt kabhi kisi ke liye nh rukta hume hi uske sath chalna padta hai , ye hi baat mene us waqt mehsus ki jab me apni school life ki kuch bahut pyari yaadon me kho gayi thi.
Us din jab bahut jor ke barish me humne humari class teacher ke sath school ke teracce pe football kheli thi.
Ek vo barish ka din tha aur ek aj kI barish ....
was feeling too low and lonely and was badly missing my school days..( while returning from college )
Suddenly , i heard some one calling my name in loud voice , it was my college's bus conductor saying " Kyu gudiya aj stop pe nh utharna hai kya apne " ?. I stepeed dowm from bus but was little bit sad because missing my school and my school friends alot.
While crossing the road an Activa came in front of me and said to me " q madam upar bhi dekh liya karo samne se hum aa rahe hai , u recognized me or not' ?
I said - sorry " i dun ", then she took off her scraf and i recongnized her.
Poja my schoolmate not very close frnd bt still i was very happy after seeing her.
Aur phir kya jaha do purani saheliyan mil gayi baatn vahi shuru ho gayi...
After 15 minutes while we both were busy in our conversation ,
Pooja's younger sister Neelam pinched her n said - " Meri tution ka time ho gaya chal ab yahi sari baaten kr loge and said to me ki dii aap ghar aana"
I said - Ok i'll definately come.
Pooja took Neelam's cell phone from her hand and asked foh my phone number , i had given her widout thinking anything ( ab frnd hai to usse kya soch ke me nh bolti so i directly given her).
But in return i asked foh her cell number too , as she was in hurry she replied - i don't have my personal cell but will call yew from my home number and waved me good bye.
I said bye with a big smile on my face.
2 days later .....
Around 06:00 p:m in the evening - I was on my terrace , walking and enjoying the gentle breeze. The weather was too pleasant that day.
I was listening to fm that time and the Rj was going to play the song " Mausam hai Awsum bada " but suddenly there was an interruption " Uff ye ab kiska message aaya "
I murmered these words and checked my inbox.
Unknown no - hi hws yew ?
I replied - Whose this may i know yew?
Unkown no - ussi din to baat hui thi bhul gayi mujhe tu itn jaldi ?
I replied - ohh poo darling tu hai yar toh name batna chaiye na
i m fyn u tell hws yew?
I chated wid her half an hour and then i said - " got to go now , exam are nears so have to prepare foh that"
She replied -" ok all the best ".
That night when i was studying i got a call from Pooja's number , thought it was too late but its was frnd call so why to worry. With these thoughts i picked up the phone ,
Bt my my whose on the line it was a boy's voice.
For a while i was scared - bt then wid full courage i asked " Who's this ? kisko phone lagya aapne?
From the other side i got the reply " Me vahi hu jisse aapne chat ki thi".
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Damn who was that guy with whom i chated thinking that she was my schoolmate pooja?
Why he replied me ? HE replied me unknowingly or intentionally?
to know all this stay tune with my 3rd part of " FIRST LOVE "
- Piy@
3rd part - FIRST LOVE
When he said- "main vahi hun jisse apne chat ki thi " , after listening to this i disconnected the call and switched off my cell.
Life me first time mere sath aisa hua tha bahut bura laga us waqt and apni mistake pe gussa bhi aaya.
That night i could not sleep properly.
In morning when i was getting ready for my college, i got a call from unknown number.
This time i handed the phone to my father and told him , " ye no se koi bahut pareshna kar raha hai mujhe aap bat karo n pucho kaun hai ".
Now i dun know who was that person , but my father scolded him very badly.
The last word i heard from my father mouth were " ab ye number dubara galti se bhi lagaya to tum police station me dikhoge ", and he disconnected the call.
I was very happy ki chalo ab miss call ka problem solve ho gaya. And yes from that day no miss call.
After 15 days -
Got a message from that unknown no - " Sorry , mene apko alag alag number se phone kiya and apse chat krne wala banda n apke papa ki daatt sunne wala banda me hi hu, i want to say sorry to yew plz pick my call once".
"OMG" , It was my reaction after seeing this message. But when i came to know both the person are same and he too realized his mistake i should reply him.
While i was thinking this his phone came and widout thinking any thing i dissconnected the call, because i don't wan to talk to him.
But i replied to his message - " Its fine no problem , but ab ap mujhe call krke mat pareshn kijiye , u said sorry and i accepted it.
After few minutes i got his reply - "But i just wan to say sorry to yew , plz talk to me once".
Now i dun find any reason to reply him and uske bad mene usko reply nh kia.
For me this topic was closed.
For continous one month, i got his so many messages and calls but i responded none.
My exam were too started and i dun have any time to focus on such thing.
It was 29Apr'10-
I was having my backlog paper of Mathematics-3.
"Maths" uff kisne banya isse, n ye itna tough q hai .
Aaj ka paper isse bhi itna tough aana tha kya ab next time phir se paper dena padega.
I said these words to one of my bestie, " Priya"(motu , i used to call her wid this name)
She said - "koi baat nh , if u had attempted all the quetsions you will definately going to pass".
I said - "Lets hope foh the best motu".
And we both came out of college campus and started walking , because the auto stand was at distance of 1 k.m. from our college.
While we both were walking i got call from that boy again , i disconnected his call twice.
By seeing this , priya asked - " kaun phone kar raha hai tujhe , baat to kr usse ".
And then i had to tell her about the whole matter.
In between this , his call came again , and then priya said - " mujhe phone de me baat krti hun".She took the phone from me and put the phone on loudspeaker mode...
( As she was a hosteller it was a common thing for her , because most of her hostel mates had faced this problem and now she was expert in handling such type of matter)
She said - "hello whose this, to whom u want to talk"?
Unknown boy - " hello , i just wan t to say sorry , par ap vo nh ho jisse mene bat ki thi".
After listening this we both were amazed
and i took the phone from priya's hand ...
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My first conversation with that unknown boy whose voice i had never heard,But he was so well acquainted wid my voice.
Will this first converstion turned my last conversation wid him ?
To know all this stay tune foh the 4th part of "FIRST LOVE".
- Piy@
4th part - " FIRST LOVE "
I took the phone from priya's hand
and now first time i talked with that unkown guy.
Me - " kaun bol raha hai ? Kya problem hai tumhari , le liya na tumhara sorry ab q phone kar karke pareshan kr rahe ho mujhe ?
Unknown - " yes ab aap vo hi ho jiske mene itni bar hello sunne hai .
I interrupted him in the middle and said
Me - " Han me vahi hu , khush and tumahre ghar me maa - behen nh hai kya kyu mujhe pareshan krke rakha hai???
( This was the first tym i used such words while talking to anyone)
Unknown - " Madam Why u are saying like this , yes i too have sister , me to apko bus sorry bolna chahta tha.
Me - "Ye kis type ka sorry bolna hota hai yar , mene apko message kiya tha na ki i accepted ur sorry , then wats the need to do such type of drama.
( In the mean tym we finally got an auto ( tata magic) it was totally packed so me n priya sat in the front only )
In between this convo , i told him to hold down for a while , as we have to settled down in auto.
Me - Han bolo kya bol rahe the , q ye sab drama kiya hai itn din se tumne ?
Unknown - I just wan to say sorry , q ki us din apne apne paa ko phone de diya tha n he said ki he will go to police station.
Me - han toh aisi harkat karoge to ye hi bolenge na , And vo dono mobile number both were urs only na , vo landline no bhi apke hi honge i guess, am i right na ??
Unknown - yape mere hi no the n i told u the reason y i was calling yew.
( Suddenly the auto stopped as there was a railway crossing )
Unknown - Aap auto se travel krte ho roz ?
Me - Aapse matlab , nh examz chal rahe hai so we opted foh auto today.
Unknown - okie so ur a student ?
Me - yes engg student and tum koi kam dham hai ki nh ki bus ladkiyon ko miss call krte ho bus din bhar baith ke?
Unknown - i had completed my graduation and having my own family buisness. Nh me ye kam nh krta ha bus first time kiya tha q ki koi ladki ki awaz jo suni thi .
Me - oh to phele kabhi apne ladki ki awaz nh suni kya ?
(when i said this priya and the auto driver both laughed , the auto driver too was listening to our conversation)
The crossing was open nw n our auto moved.
I only continued further ...
Me - To ab bat bhi kr li hai humne itne der n sorry to pheli hi accept kr liya tha so problem solved matter closed ,abhi kuch aur kehna hai to keh do ?
Unknown - wats ur name n where u stay??
Me - will not tell yew ya but i know where yew reside ?
Unknown - ( he was shocked ) tum kaise janti ho ?
Me - wait , bye priya tckr .
she said bye .
( priya reached her stop ).
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kya humara conversation aage bada , kya mene aur baat ki us ajnabi se ya priya ke jane ke bad i disconnected his call ?
to know all this stay tune foh the 5th part " FIRST LOVE "
-Piy@
5th part - " FIRST LOVE "
I continued our talk.
He was noticing every thing.
He said - " apki frnd ka stop aa gaya kya?
I said - yes.
He again asked - apka ghar abhi door hai ?
I replied - ya it will take 10 - 15 minutes .
He said to phir hume phir se bat krni padegi .
I said - q ab bhi kuch baki hai kya ? 30 mins ka convo ho chuka humara.
He said yes tumne mujhe batya nh how u know where I reside
I said- oh so u want to know this .
He said - yes , but cnt talk more now , shop pe bhaiya ke aana ka time ho gaya hai , jab tum free raho give me a miss call.
I replied - ok will see .
He said - bye n will wait foh ur call.
So our first conversation over......
I talked wid that guy whose name i don't know till now ,the only thing i remember of the convo is that , mene us unkown bande ki mom n sister ke liye bol diya tha , which was i know not good.
But my mood was totally off , because of my paper , as it was not gone well.
Like all common girlz , mujhe is baat se koi bahut badi khushi nh thi ki koi unknown boy ne mujhe call kiya , and he was calling me just to say sorry.
In evening , i called him (just to say the matter is clear now and we dont need to talk anymore)
Bell rang but he did not responded.
He called me after 10 mins
Hello , he said
Hi , say what u wan to say nw and i checked your no on Way2sms vahi se pata chala ye no kis jagah ka hai- i replied him.
He replied me -" Oh smart girl , ye awaz hi mene first time sunni thi vaise tone n pitch wali nh which you used in the auto "
He continued ....
Why that time you talked wid me like that ,
Iske aage vo kuch or kehta uske phele hi ,
I interrupted him n said - "Look Mr , whosoever you are , I m sorry foh my words and my mood was totally off that time as my paper was gone bad. And i think ab sari baatein clear ho gayi hai so its the last time we are talking
fine na "? - I asked him.
Okie - He said "but i wan to know ur name name ap kaha rehti ho plz tell me"?
kya karoge name pata krke and i m from bhopal ( my native place ) - I answered his one question.
Bhopal ?????? - He again asked me.
I said yes u heard it right .
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Why he emphasized Bhopal so much when i already know from which place he belongs to ??
What was in his mind ?
To know all answers wait foh the 6th part of " FIRST LOVE".
-Piy@
6th part - FIRST LOVE
Bhopal ?????? - He again asked me.
I said yes u heard it right .
Its my native place too - He replied
Toh , wats the big deal bahut log rehte hai bhopal me - I replied him in an aarogant way.
( shit wat i did , native place batyi isse vo bhi same nikali, but to check whether he was lying or not i asked him some questions and he gave me the write answers , which i had not expected)
So Mam question answer session over now ? - He asked me
It was not a seeion okie i ....
He interrupted me in middle n said
" I know u r confirming am i lying or wat , hai na" ?
I said - not really
Now you are confirmed na ? he asked
I said - yes.
I ended this convo as i have to go down ,mom was calling me.
I said - bye have to go now .
He said - ok ab kab bat karogi ?
I repllied - pata nh , par abhi nahi , when u get tym call me okie tc.
That night , he called me , it was around 11:30
First time i picked up some one's call so late ..
He said - Hi..
So is tym pe aap free hote ho jab so jate hai - I replied him
Any problm - He asked.
Nahi, boliye kya bat krni thi apko - I replied.
Any doubt now ?- He asked.
Agar hota to is waqt apse bat krne nh jati - I replied
He told me his real name , about his family background & about his family members too, widout asking me about mine .
Uski baatein sunte sunte mujhe neend aagayi and I slept
( i slept because mujhe adat nh itn der rat tak jagne ki ) ..
Around 3:15 a:m
( I woke up in the middle of night , just to drink water)
I checked my cell phone , and wat i saw was just shocking foh me
25 messages , 45 miss calls and 5 voice calls within the duration of one and half hour ( as my cell phone was in slient mode i was not at all aware of it )
He does all this just to know whether i m all right or not .
( he thought shayd kisi ne mujhe mere ghar me bat krte dekh liya itn night me n mere yaha kuch problem ho gayi)
I called him - he did not responded.
I dropped him a message - I m alright and sorry i slept
gud night tc.
In the morning when he called me - i laughed alot for his silly act.
So this stranger is not an stranger for me now.
Now he was my "Phone Frnd".
We started talking and vo kab mera itna acha dost bana gaya mujhe khud hi pata nh chala.
He was not that type of guy as the impression i got from his miss call act.
He love his family very much .
Calm , intelligent , patience and damn practical in his life .
Uff damn opposite of mine , isly humara rarely hi kabhi jagda hota tha.
And now we know most of the things about each other likes and dislikes.
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So will the things remains same as happy as they are right now and our frndshp too ?
To know all this keep in touch wid FIRST LOVE's 7th part .
- Piya
7th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
As the time passes our frndship was getting more and more stronger day by day.
Talking wid him was now a part of my life and late night talks, uski toh ab aadat si ho gayi thi , better i should say ki uske sath mujhe bhi late sone ki adat ho gayi thi.
One day on a random call-
I was telling him about my college friends
He asked me about my best friend
I told him 5 - 6 names .
After listening to all my stories of my best friend,
He said " every single guy u met cant be ur friend yar n tumhare toh itne sare best friends hai ??????
I asked him - why ? usme kya hua mere friends nh ho sakte kya ?
They are good to me , they helped me in every circumstances they y not ?
He asked further- Ever u had faced bad tym in ur life ?
I said - " No , bappa ne aj tak kabhi aise situation mere samne nh layi hai na hi aisa waqt".
He said when u are in it, then tell me who came to help you out.
I interrupted him in the middle and said - sab aayenge okk. They are my friends n mujhe unke bare me kuch bhi galat sun na pasand nh.
( This was the first tym i argued wid him , for my friends )
Ok fine madam - He said
But do remember one thing - if you are good to everyone not all people will going to be same wid yew.Tumhari achai ka kabhi koi adavnatge nh le bus itna yad rakhna.
And he disconnected the call.
( Usne vahi baatein kahi , jo meri mom hamesha mujhe kehti n yad dilati rehti hai )
In the night , he called me around 11:30
Hd dinner ? - He asked.
Yeah! ( in a low voice i replied him)
Naraz ho kya? - He asked
Na, i never had such experience i my life , so i did not agree to your point last time .And aj tak kabhi mere sath kisi ne bura nh kiya to me kaise ye man lu - i replied him.
You know what , mujhe tumhari ye hi cheez pasand hai .
I asked - kya pasand hai ?
Ur innocent thinking , your selfless nature ..
(he wants to continue further but my fav hobby of interrupting him in the middle stopped him)
Okay Okay ! I know pata hai mujhe me bahut achi hoon.
Good night , i m too sleepy now - I said .
Good night tc . - He replied
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We argued but still i like what he said , because i found his thinking same as of my Mom.
Like or Love ? What was that
To know stay wid 8th part of "FIRST LOVE"
- PIY@
8TH part - " FIRST LOVE "
It was sunday n i was busy in the preparation of my regular exam of 4th sem.
I know today he will not call , as it was sunday and he spend this day wid his family.
But that day he called me on sunday.
Kya bat hai , aj ghar wale bhag gaye kya ?
kaha hai Bhaiya bhabhi and parth ( his cute little nephew )
I asked him in a single breathe .
Uff , saas to le liya karo jara ,
Jab we met dekh raha tha movie ko dekhte dekhte tumhari yad aa gayi chatter box - he replied
Chatter box ???? who chatter box ha ??
(I asked in angry voice)
Tumhe , tum bhi geet ke jaise hi ho - He replied
Don't compare me wid kareena , me meri favourite hoon and i dont watch her movies i dont like that aunty - I replied
( he started laughing when i said it , i dun know why)
He- same dialog kareena say in this movie.
Whatever ..
Tell me why u had called - I replied.
I need a favour from yew.
One of my close friend resides in ur city only.
I want to know how she is but the problem is that i cant contact her directly .So can you call on behalf of me ? - He replied
Why should i call her on behalf of yew, agar close friend hai toh khud puch lo na .
Ya usse bhi meri tarh miss call krke pareshan krte the? - I replied
Nahi yar , will tell you everyting in night .
Bye for now - he replied
Ok bye - i replied (with a bit low voice)
( The call was disconnected now , but i was thinking about the girl .Who's that girl ? kahi uski girlfriend to nahi ,nahi nahi close friend hi hogi.)
I wan to concentrate on my studies but because of these random thoughts i was unable to do it.
I was now desperately waiting for his call.
11 to baj gaye abhi tak call q nh kiya usne ? karega bhi ki nahi?- I murmured.
His call came on 11:30
Itna late q call kiye? I was waiting for yew call na - I said widout listening to his hello
Are Miss impatience , Parth ke sath khel raha tha - He replied
okie tell me why u asked me to call ur close friend? - I asked
Because i cnt contact her directly , i just wan to know whether she is fine or not? - he replied
Me - Itna concern close friend ke liye ? sure close friend hi hai na ?
( i wished ki vo ha kahe )
Ya , but i like her too and she too likes me - He replied.
( ye sunne ke bad mujhe bura laga shayd kuch jayda hi bura laga )
So are you in a relationship wid her? i asked furher to know more
He said - Not really , Ye hota agar vo yaha rehti toh , but now we are only friends. so will yew call her?
ya will call her, good night - I replied
He asked - itn jaldi good night?
Yape, not well tc bye - I replied and disconnected the call
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Before my like turns into love , i came to knew this thing about him.
Will our friendship be the same( from my side )after listening to all this?
To know this stay tune wid " FIRST LOVE's " 9th part.
- PIY@
9TH PART- " FIRST LOVE "
My 4th semester exam was started. Because of my exams i don't have much time to talk wid him. But still , the days i have my exam , he message me in the morning and in the after noon at sharp 1:30 p:m he used to call me just to know hws my exam gone.
He too was concerned for my studies.
My regular exam were finished now.
But my tension was not finished wid this exam,instead now a big tension was on my head my backlog/mercy paper of Mathematic-1 ( again maths)
( mercy chance humare university ke according last chance hota tha. 5th semester me regular admissions ke liye we have to clear all subjects of 1st semester)
I had stopped talking wid everyone and with him too.
i wan to share this thing with him but because of that Girl , i thought its better not to tell him.
But from that day ,he too had not talked about that girl.
On my last practical exam , i decided that will ask him tonight .
That night when he called
I asked - tumne apni vo friend se baat ki ?
Aj achanak ye sawal q ? Nh mujhe nahi karni baat - He replied
Give me the no i will ask her - i replied
No need , me nahi chahta ki ki mere past me jo hua vo phir mere sath ho.- he replied
Past kaisa past ? - i asked
( i was unable to figure out anything that tym )
Jab me first year me tha to meri ek close friend thi, hum coaching sath me jate the.Me usse roz pick n drop krta tha uske ghar ke pass.Ek din uski mom ne dekh liya n iska bahut bada issue bana diya - He replied.
Phir ? - I asked
us ladki se jab pucha gaya she blamed to save herself n uski mom ne police station me report kr di.Tabse mujhe police station ke nam se bahut dar lagta hai
N mere bhaiya bilkul pasand nh krte ki me koi bhi ladki se ab bat karu toh.
So , leave it i dun wan such issues again.- he replied
I came to know about his past lyf
He asked futher - ye sab janne ke bad tum mujhse ab bhi baat krogi kya?
Q nh krungi ha ? when now when i know u were not wrong so y should i leave ?
And me phir se miss call s epareshn nh hona chati yar .- I replied
Listening to my sentence , he laughed alot .
And i too was happy.
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The coming two months were very important for me as i have my exam of that mercy paper and something unexpected too happened in this two months.
To know what happened stay tune wid 10th part of " FIRST LOVE "
- PiY@
10th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" May " - it was month for my Minor Training but because of my Mercy paper i decided not to go anywhere for the training.
My whole concentration was now on my paper of maths.
But still , my friends who have joined the training session fina a way to disturb me.
( that tym there disturbance was not a disturbance for me , instead from my point of view it was there concern for me )
When he get to knew to about all this stuff, he scolded me very badly, again i took his words in a wrong way.
( I had now told him about my mercy paper)
He wants me to completely concentrate in my studies and we decided to talk only in night.
But me , me toh apne dil ke hathon majboor kya karti ,
Afternoon me kisi bhi tarah se thodi der chat hi ho jati thi.
Ab uski dat , uski care sab mujhe ache lagne lage the.n vo bechara mere caring nature se pareshan ho jata tha kabhi kabhi .But jo bhi ho raha tha bahut acha tha n i was loving it.
Within this duration only i came to know that he is addicted to smoking.
That night when we were taking
Leave this dirty habit of smoking , i don't like it all - I said
Me to dont like it but now i m addicted to it - he replied
( damn , he always have reply for my such type of questions)
Ghar wale kuch bolte nh kya , meri bat nh manoge to will surely gonna complaint ur mom .
Viase ghar pe bhaiya bhabhi hai tumne batya nh tumhari mom kaha hai ? - I asked
Vo CHar Dham ki yatra pe gayi hai, vaha se bhopal jayenge mama ke yaha and then july me yaha aayengi. - He replied
Isly aish hai tumhari n bhaiya vo kuch nh bolte kya? - I asked
Bolte hai , but me unke samne smoke nh krta hoon - He replied
Wow You so gr8 na , look cigarette or me , you have to choose one now. - I replied
Oh ! tum to gf's ki tarah bolne lagi ab - He replied
Kyu gf's hi care kar sakti hai kya ?Friends nahi kar sakte - I replied him in low voice
Nh re meri Geet , aisa kuch nahi hai , i will try okiee - he replied
Me tumhari geet kab bani ha ? I asked
Acha listen i forgot to tell yew something , Me 2 din ke liye kolkata ja raha hu , so vaha roaming pe rahunga itn jayda baatein nh ho payegi.
Oh yar ! fine - i replied
_______________________________________________________
2 nights widout talking to him.
Day time will pass somehow , but nights ?
So aane wale 2 din kaise katungi me usse baat kiye bina ?
To know this Stay tune wid 11 part of " FIRST LOVE "
-PiY@
11th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
1st Night Widout him -
12 baj chuke the , but mujhe neend nh aa rahi thi.
So ja sonu ( my nick name ) ab uska call nh aayega vo to so chuka hoga.
( i said to my self )
I checked my cell -
Uska last call evening me 7 baje tha , mujhe ye batne ke liye ki he reached kolkata and again i reminded him to stay away from cigarette.
Ye soch hi rahi thi ki mera cell vibrate hua..
Screen was showing his number , mere face pe apne ap smile aa gayi.
Hiii , soye nahi abhi tak tum , meri yad aa rahi thi kya? - I asked
ssshhhh.... chup kitna bolti ho sun to lo - he replied
( uske reply se laga ki kuch problem me hai vo , so yeh tym sahi nh tha jokes ke liye )
acha sorry bolo - I replied ( this tym a bit serious tone )
Me jaha ruka hu vo hotel thik nh hai - he replied
( yeh problem tha uska )
Thik nahi hai ? se me samjhi nahi - i replied ( as i was not getting wat actually he was trying to say)
" Acha Hotel nahi hai" se samjhti nahi ho kya tum ?
"JAB WE MET " nh dekhi kya - he replied ( emphasizing on acha hotel nh hai)
Shut up not again ur " jab we met " , samjh gayi me - i replied
( still mujhe samjh nahi aaya tha ki vo kya kehna chahta hai mujhse , n phir jab we met sunnke mera dimag to aise hi khrab ho gaya tha )
Pani ka jug mere room me rakhwa dene ke liye bolne gaya tha me niche - He said
Q room service nh hai kya ? - i interrupted him in the middle
Hai yar but the phone was not working , so niche jana pada mujhe niche jab reception pe dekha toh 2 girls were there - he replied
then ? - I asked
( ab kuch kuch mujhe samjh aa gaya tha what he actually want to tell me about that hotel)
"Me bolke jaldi se upar aa gaya n locked my room , ye sab dekh ke neend nh aa rahi thi so called yew and ab tum mng tak mujhse baat karo" - He replied
Ha baba me kar rahi hu dont worry , but tum itna dar q rahe ho ?- I asked
Kahi "jab we met " ki tarh yaha bhi police aa gayi toh - He replied
see ab phir jab we met bole to i swear bat nh karungi tumse - I replied
We talked till morning 4 a:m
He decided in night only that he will check out from this hotel in morning only and will stay nearby to that place where he actually had his meeting.
And usi night me 11 p:m usi train thi vapas aane ke liye.
Usne mujhe batya ki vo train me baith chuka hai and he had his dinnerand told me that he will reached home in afternoon around 1 p:m.
I said - ok gn already hum bahut bat kar chuke hai and aap roaming pe ho.
And vo puri raat mene thodi padai ki n thoda usse yaad kiya.
Jis din vo vapas aaya us din usne mujhe call kiya and meri studies ke bare me pucha.
I said i m preparing for that paper but still have fear because its maths.
Darogi to kaise kam chalega practice it ok and vahi concentrate karo and do switch off ur cell while u study - He replied
(Now he knows my habits very well and he knows very well that my cell phone was enough to divert my concentration from studies.)
Yes I will do , cya tc - I replied .
- PiY@
12th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
FInally the day of my paper came. I was very afraid ,firstly it was maths paper and secondly my last chance , do or die type situation. I left everything on God now, as i always believe that whatever he do , good or bad , it always good for us.
As i expected the paper was damn tough, but still i tried my level best and attempted all the questions.
I told my parents i am not sure about as the paper was very tough and i told him the same thing too.
He said , it was ur last chance and i know u had not given ur 100% in that, ur concentration easily get diverted because of anything whether its ur cell phone or because of your so called friends.
I had not expected such words from him and after listening such words from him i disconnected the call.
He called me again but i did not picked his call and left a message " Leave me alone for sometime".
Might be i had not given my 100% but who is he and who had given him right to talk me like this.
And i don't know why i felt so bad after listening those words from him.
Because i never cared what people say about me but this tym whats wrong with me i too didn't know.
I was upset and my paa knew this very well. He planned trip to Shirdi and from there to my native place Bhopal and then Vidisha to meet our relatives.
I had already decided that i will not tell him about my trip before instead will tell him one day before leaving for Shirdi. And i did the same wat i decided.
Hum log kal afternoon me Shirdi k liye nikal rahe hai vaha do din stay krne ke bad bhopal jayenge bua ke yaha - i said
What ? achanak se ye plan kaise ?abhi decide hua kya sab ? - he asked me
Na kuch din phele hi decide hua - i replied
To pehle q nh batya ? - he again asked
Abhi batya ya phele batati kya fark padta hai - i said
Tum 2 din maharashtra me rahogi ? again a question from him
Han ji roaming pe rahungi and most important thing sabke sath rahungi to do din bilkul bat nh ho payegi - i answered
Two days without talking to yew chatterbox , me kaise reh paunga yar , anyways enjoy ur trip - usne badi sad voice me reply kiya.
humari afternoon me train thi so i called him to say bye
He - take care of urself okiee.
Me - ya u too , and dont touch cigarette atleast for two days , ye samjh lena ki tum shirdi me ho.
Ok me smoke nh krunga - He replied
- PiY@
13th Part - " FIRST LOVE "
That same day when i was in the train he called me that night too but i was'nt able to talk .I disconnected the call and in the morning when we reached Shirdi i switched off my cell.
After baba's mandir darshan when we are again back in the hotel , i switched on my cell.The cell screen was showing notification of 2 messages. I opened my inbox ,
" I m missing yew chatter box come soon tc ".
It was an unexpected message from him and i had never thought that he will going to miss me. I was happy a bit but sad too,because i too was missing him and our talks too.
Spending two days in Shirdi & shani shingnapur we came to Bhopal.
There we stayed at my Bua's home.
I was now finding an opportunity to call him ,finally found that in afternoon, when every one was sleeping.
He didn't responded my call after half an hour he called me back.
(Widout listening to my hello)
He said - " Hws u ? I know tum baat nh kr sakti thi , but y u swtiched off ur cell yar ".
" So what's the use of keeping my cell on , when i know i wasn't able to talk to yew ha " - I replied.
" Miss calls dekh ke khush ho jati or kya Geet mam " - He replied
" Waah great ho tussi , acha listen won't be able to talk more , will call yew in the evening , ok tc bye - I replied .
In evening me and my cousin sister ( Bua's daughter ) were out for market.
" New Market " of Bhopal a very good place & center for shopping .
I really don't like shopping , but whenever i come to this place i cn't stop myself .
Before calling him , i told my cousin sister that i m calling my best friend so that she wont have any misconception about whom i m talking.
She said - " Ok u talk to ur best friend ,& call my boyfriend.
Boyfriend ? I again asked
She said - yes .
I called him , he diconnected the call
( Since the day we are taking i never call him and whenever i call , he disconnects my call and call me back. Once I asked the reason why you do this. He said - You are a student , and i know how much pocket money a student gets.So Mam when u are independent and earn for urself then u can surely call me and dont think i doing a favour to yew .)
When he called -
Me - " Mere phone me itna balance rehta hai yar ki me bhi call krke apse bat kr sakti hoon".
He - " Oh ho phir vo hi purani baat start kar di tumne " .
" Ok baba , acha guess where i am now " - I asked him
"New Market , hai na " - He replied
- PiY@
14TH PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Woah , I m impressed first guess me hi correct - I replied
" Ya ,I do remember ki vo tumhari fav place hai.
Acha tumne apni fav shop se tumhari jaan se bhi jayda pyara wala samosa khaya ki nahi " ? - He asked me this question in a teasing manner.
" Oye , sawal puch rahe ho ya chida rahe ho mujhe tum hmm " , na abhi waha nahi gayi " - I replied
" Ok , and vaha jake to tumpe vahi ka rang chad gaya hai " Miss Bhopali " - He replied
Me - " Yeh apne city ki bat hi kuch aur hoti hai yar , ap bhi aa jao yaha sath me ghumnge heheheh " - I giggled
" Ok have fun now , tum sab enjoy kro and jab bat kar paogi to call krna" - He replied
Me - " Yape , will call yew soon" .
While returning back to home i called him.
As i dialled his number ,my cell beeped an alarm of low battery and within a second the phone was switched off.
Uff , what the hell .I tried again but all in vain. Now I want to reach home immediately.
I charged my phone but it wont turn on. After 15 Minutes , I again tried but all useless.
Ab kya karu rona aa raha tha mujhe. God y u do such things. Ab hum yaha baat kr sakte hai toh mere phone kharab ho gaya .
I need to inform him. With this thought i bought my Paa's cell phone and and inserted my cell phone sim.
I called him , he disconnected .
Uff yar kabhi to samjh jaya kro ki emergency me call kar rahi hu - I murmered.
He called me after 10 mins.
Widout listening to him I said - " Look ,There is a problem wid my cell phone. I dont know when w'll talk now. You tc of urself.
He - " Don't panic yar , But how u managed to call me now ?"
I inserted my sim in paa's phone - I answered
" Ok ! No problem.When you are comfortable and in a condition to call , then call me. Take of yourself and itna panic mat hua kro Chatterbox." - He replied
Ok ! I will. - I said and disconnected the call
Because of my phone problem we were unable to talk much. I dont know whether he was missing me or not but ya i was missing him badly.
Ab mujhe intezar tha bus ghar jane ka. Sab the vaha par me khud ko bahut akela mehssos kar rahi thi.
Suna tha pyar mehfil me bhi apko tanha hone ka ehsaas kara deta hai or apki tanhaiyon me apke sath hone ka. Shayd issi ehsaas ko me us waqt mehsoos kr rahi thi.
For him we both are good friends. And i too dont want to ruin our friendship. So for the sake of friendship i buried this feelings inside my heart.
" Yeah I will not tell him " , I decided.
-PiY@
15th PArt - " FIRST LOVE "
Apni feelings chupana mushkil tha n meri jaisi Chatterbox ke liye toh impossible wala kam tha ye , but I have to do that now becoz i dont wan to lose a frnd lyk him.
2 din bad hum sab nani ke ghar wale jane the i was so excited , nani se 6 saal bad jo milne ja rahi thi n i know vaha to network rahega nahi , to baat to ho nh payegi.
"Thodi si sad thi , but koi baat nahi ghar jake to usse bat ho hi jana hai " , ye hi soch ke mene apne dil ko samjha diya.
Nani ke yaha jab gaye to pata chala unke ghar ke piche hi Airtel ka tower tha. So there is no issue of network and my sim too was of Airtel.
" Thankew God ", I said. Finally, I can hear his voice , after so many days.
I called him in the afternoon. First time he picked my call and said " Wait will call ye after 10 mins , abhi market me hoon ".
Ok - I said and disconnected the call.
He called me back after 10 minutes.
" Is time pe market ?Ye time to shop pe rehne ka rehta hai apka" - I asked.
He - " Aaj Papa ki Barsi hai so vahi sab ke kam me thoda bahar aaya tha ".
Oh! " sorry , You ok na ?" - I asked because i felt the sadness that was in his voice that day.
He - " Ya ,I m fine tum batao aj kaise yad kiya ".
Me- " Nani ke yaha aayi hu , yaha tower tha and paa ka cell bhi tha and yaah abhi koi tha bhi nahi so called yew ".
" Hmm so u enjoying there " ? He asked
" Ya Alot , You ok na ? " - I again asked
" Ha baba i m fine. 10th Class me tha me jab Paa hum sabko chorke chale gaye the. Ab toh pure ghar ki responsibilty rehti hai , me khud kaise udas reh sakta hoon " - He replied
First time mene usse itna sad dekha tha par me usse aise nh dekh sakti thi. Usse us waqt kya kahu kuch samjh nh aa raha tha .
" Mene " JAB WE MET " dekh li. mujhe geet to bana diya , mera Aditya kaha hai lekin " ? - I asked
( pata nh us waqt ye hi bat q nikali , such a fool i m )
" hmm usko dundne ke liye tumhe apni train miss krni padegi " - He replied
( He actually laughed on this question , so i continued with that only )
Me - " Aati hu phir , dono sath me train miss krenge jayda maja aayega usme ".
He - " tumhe nahi lagta hume milna chaiye ".
( I dont know why all of a sudden he asked me this question )
" Achanak se ye milne wali baat q " ? - I asked
He - " Aise hi mann me aaya to bol diya . Kya hua any problem ?
2 hours ka hi to distance hai tum apne ghar aa jao to phir hum milte hai ".
" Jab milna hoga to mil lenge , har cheez ka ek sahi waqt hota hai.
I think hume us waqt ka wait krna chaiye , jab sahi waqt aayega to hum definitely milenge ". - I replied
( Pata nh ik pal ko dil bahut khush hua ye sunke , par dusre hi pal na jane q mene usse sahi waqt ke liye keh diya )
Acha ek baat kahu ? - He asked
" Do(two ) bolo and me mana kr dungi to to nh bologe kya " - I replied
He - Ok nahi bolta .
Me - Are joking baba , pareshan kar rahi thi apko , boliye.
He - " Jab tumne first tym mujhse bat ki thi na , jab tum auto me thi.
Us din mene tumahre liye ek dusra name socha tha ".
- PiY@
16TH PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" Really batao kya " - I asked
He - " Tum guess karo ".
Me - " Dekho mujhe ye guessing game khelna nahi pasand , plz tell me na ".
" Tulip " - He replied
" Oh ! Wow nice name but ye hi name q " - I asked
He - " Actually me ye name apni bhanji ka rakhna chahta tha but uska name " R "se nikala , so me rakh nh paya" .Bahut din se soch raha tha tumhe batau so aj bata diya.
Me - " Wow , yar tumhari bhanji bhi hai. Ghar me chote baby ho to bada acha lagtahai na. I am to crazy about kids".
" Dii yaha nahi Hyderbad me rehti hai , so abhi tak to sirf ek hi bar aayi hai vo shadi ke bad " .And tumhe to bache pasand honge hi na tum kya kisi chote bache se kam ho -
He laughed and said these words and continued further...
Acha ek aur gift hai tumhare liye , jab me kolkata gaya tha to Mom and Bhabhi ke liye vaha se gift laya tha and mujhe ek cheez achi lagi to vo tumhare liye bhi laya hoon.Guess ?
Me - " Are ,I told u knw na i m bad in it . Aap hi bata to do and thanx ki apko us waqt mera khyal aaya.
Khayal kaise nahi aata , college bag jo tumhare sath hamesha rahega , i mean most of the time. - He replied.
Me - " That's so sweet of yew, lekin ap mujhe vo doge kaise " ?
Madam jab apka So called " milne ka sahi waqt aayega na that tym " - He replied , reminding me my words only.
Me - Oh ! So you will wait good good. Baat krte - krte 1 hour ho hone wala hai , ap jao ab ghar me too going now and dont be said now.
I wont now , tc of urself and " I miss yew " - He replied and hung up.
That was the sweetest conversation i ever had wid him.
He said " Miss yew " and this words are only enough for me.
Pyar me koi return expectationnahi hoti ye me manti thi aur na hi mujhe usse koi commitment ki jarurt thi.I m that kind of girl who like to live in present . I had never regret about my past and never seen any dreams for future.Kyu ki sapne tutne ka dard me bardast nahi kar sakti thi.Mere sath jo bhi ho raha tha uska har ek lamha bahut khubsurat tha or me bus us lamhe ko dil se jeena chahti thi.No commitments , No expectations , nothing from him just that unknown bond that was between us.
- Piy@
17th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Back to " HOME SWEET HOME " .
Phir vo hi boring life and boring college schedule.
5th semester start ho chuka tha but mujhe mere result ka intezar tha, usi result pe mera future jo depend karta tha.
Life me sab kuch thik nahi tha par kehte hai na agar apki lyf me koi * SOMEONE SPECIAL * ho to situation kitni bhi worse ho us special person ke presence se sab thik ho jata hai , that same thing was happening wid me .
He used to call me in the morning and that tym i used to be in my college bus.That morning when he called me , a cute voice came from other side.
" Morning " - that was parth wishing me good morning.
Me - " Good Morning Sweetu "
Parth - " me skool jala "
" Oh ! Betu school ja raha hai , kiske sath ? " - I asked
Chachu ke sath - He replied
And then He took the phone and asked Happy Now.
Me - " Ya , aaj tak itna lovely morning mujhe kisne wish nahi kiya."
He - " Waah kya baat hai Madam , iske wish ke aage mere sare good mng wishes bhool gayi aap.
I laughed on his reply and said - " Don't be jealous now , vaise ye school jane laga kya? "
He - " Yup , abhi school van aana start nahi hui , so kuch din me hi isse drop krne jaunga.
Me - " Means now i can hear his voice daily "?
He - " Ya . Wait I reached his school , i'll call yew back after 10 minutes ok."
Ok - I replied and hung up.
On a random call at night when we were talking
He said - " Mom aa jayengi to me tumse is tarah terrace pe bat karne nahi aa paunga."
Pata tha mujhe ye ik din hona hi hai par us waqt bahut bura lag raha tha samjh nahi aa raha tha kya kahu usse.
Me - " Par aapke room me to hum baat kar sakte hai na ?"
" No. Mom and me same room share karte hai. " - He replied
After listening his reply i was silent.
" Say something na , itni chup q ho ? " - He asked me as he was not liking my silence at all.
Me - Nothing.
Mera mood thik karne ke liye unhone cell pe songs play kiye , songs mere fav the but us waqt mujhe vo bhi ache nahi lag rahe the.
Suddenly background me music ke sath mene ye lyrics sunne -
" Chupke Se Kahin Dheeme Paao Se Jane Kis Tarah Kis Ghadi
Aaghe Badh Gaye Humse Raahon Mein Per Tum To The Yahin
Kuch Bhi Na Suna Kab Ka Tha Gila
Kaise Keh Diya Alvida
Jinke Darmiyan Guzri Thi Abhi Kal Tak Yeh Meri Zindagi
Lo Unn Baahon Ko Thandhi Chao KoHumbhi Kar Chale Alvida
Alvida Alvida ".
( That time i don't know that these lines were from the movie Metro )
" Isse q band kr diya , plz phir se start karo." - I requested him
He laughed and said - " Yar me ga raha tha , tum samjhi nahi?"
- Piy@
18TH PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" Nahi me nahi samjh payi , wow tussi singer bhi ho please sing it again na. " -
I requested him
( Jayda der tak chup nh reh sakti thi me kyu ki mujhe khud kabhi silence pasand nahi, aur uska vo song sunne ke bad to kaise chup reh sakti thi *miss chatterbox is back again * )
He sang it again for me and i slowly clapped for him.
Me - " So aap to bad hi " Chuppe Rustam " nikale , ye wali quality to mujhe pata nh thi aapki."
He - " Bhopal me sikha tha 6 months , then i left ."
Kyuuuu - I asked.
Aise hi - He replied casually.
" Pagal ho kya , aise hi chor deta hai kya koi buddhu. Phir aaj achnak gane ka khayal kaha se aaya." - I asked
He - " Tum sad thi isly. Tumko pata hai kya ki tum gumsum udas chup si bilkul achi nahi lagti. Ye sare words na tumhare liye nahi bane hai.
Tum Chatter box hi achi ho Miss Geet."
Me - " Aisa kya , mujhe to pata hi nahi tha." Once Upon A Time In Mumbai" ke songs sunne kya apne. Vo " Pee loon " song kitna sweet hai n lyrics bhi bahut mast hai."
Ya , but usse jayda acha mujhe " Tum jo aaye zindagi mein " laga. - He replied.
" Oh ! So ap kuch hindi songs bhi sunte hai mujhe laga sirf English hi sunte honge. Vaise apki lyf me kaun aa gayi." - I asked him.
" Tum " - He replied within a millisecond.
( His reply made me dumb )
He continued further..
And " Pee loon " ye song jab bhi sunta hoon to tumhari yaad aati hai.
( Aur ye sunne ke bad to shayd kuch bhi nahi tha kehne ko , dimag me itn sare sawal the par meri ye khamoshi hi na jane kyun mujhe us waqt sabse jayda pasand aayi )
And for a while there was complete silence between both of us.
" Bura laga kya ? Ya mene kuch jayda hi keh diya ?" - He again asked me
" Nahi " - I uttered this word only.
Indirectly usne apni dil ke baat keh di thi and that night was one of the most beautiful night of my life.
Us raat ke bad kab vo ajnabi dost mera sab kuch ho gaya mujhe pata hi nh chala.
" Shona tell me , na aap kab aa rahe ho mujhse milne ? I m dying to meet yew."
(Yeah , it was me asking him.)
He - W'll meet soon betu , me too dying to meet *My Geet *.
Me - " To time nikalo and aao mujhe nahi pata aur kuch. Itna kam mat kiya karo aap."
" Tumhare liye hi to kar rahe hai . Ya hum jaldi milenge meri vaha ek meeting bhi so hum jaldi hi aapse milne aayenge." - He replied
" Ok , i m waiting for that day." - I replied in a low voice.
Yes " We were in Love."
-PiY@
19TH PART - " FIRST LOVE "
* Mera Phela Pyar * mujhe usse way me hua jaisa mene socha tha and bahut had tak jo sari qualities mene kabhi apne love ke liye sochti thi vo sab thi usme and the best one which actually made me to fall for him me was his loving and caring nature towards his family.
* Propose * ye word apne aap me hi bahut kuch keh deta hai but humare case me na mujhe or na usse iski jarurt mehssos hui. Infact abhi tak humne vo *Three Magical Words* words bhi nahi kahe the kyu ki humara pyar sirf ye 3 words ka mohtaz nahi tha.
Rishtey ehsaas se bante or hum dur rahe ya pass , ye ehsaas hi humare relations ko hamesha jode rakhta hai.
Yahi ehsaas tha humare beech aur iske aage duniya ke sare alfaaz feeke lagte the mujhe.
He left the habit of smoking and usse abhi tak believe nahi ho raha tha ki vo cigarette ke bina bhi reh sakta hai.
Ab hum dono ko us din ka intezar tha jab hum ek dusre se mil sake.
" Andekha anjaana sa pagla sa deewana sa, jaane woh kaisa hoga re " me ye song jab bhi sunti uske hi khawbon me kho jati thi.
That evening when we were talking all of a sudden he asked me about my looks...
He - " Betu , tumhari eyes ka color black hai ya brown?"
" Jab miloge to aap khud hi dekh lena , mene nahi batna " - I replied
Plz tell me na , he again requested.
Me - " Brown , no more questions now shona."
" Black is mine and hairs long or short ?" - Again a question from him.
"Uff , don't you have any work today long and thode se curly bhi hai "- I replied and before he asked his next question i continued -
Mujhe nahi pata me kaise dekhti hoon . School me sab Gudiya bolte the and ab college me mere friends mere Dimples ko " Sadak ke Gaddhe bolke mujhe tease karte hai
Inne ache dimples ko koi aise bolta hai kya.
" Nahi betu , koi nahi bolta " - He answered
I contd..
Sab abhi bhi choti bachi hi bolte hai mujhe and kuch logo ko cute bhi lagti hoon but mujhe nh lagta aur pata nahi mujhse milne ke bad bhi tum mujhe aise hi chahoge ya ....
Before i complete that sentence he interrupted in between
" Shut up idiot , pyar bina dekhe kar liya mene ab tum bol rahi ho ki milne ke bad me vaise hi tumhe pyar karunga ya nahi. Beta ye sab sochna hota to phele hi soch leta and mujhe jo pasand karna tha me vo already kar chuka. Aur rahi meri looks ki baat to , " Ya you can leave me , if i m not upto ur expectation. "
Me - " Are nahi shona , mere kehne ka ye matlab nahi tha. Inna sara lecture sunna diye , par yeh nahi bataya ki ap kab aa rahe ho mujhse milne."
" 5th July " - He replied.
-PiY@
20th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" 5th July.... shona us din to " Bharat Band " hai lekin " - I replied.
He - " Han to betu kya hua any problem ? Aap apni evening class ke bad aa jana and tab tak me mera vaha ka kam finish kar lunga."
" Ok Done ! But hum jayda der ke liye nahi mil payenge meri class hi around 7:30 pe khtam hoti hai n phir ghar jane ki jaldi rehti hai q ki already itna late ho chuka hota hai. " - I replied
He - " Ok , w'll see that day , abhi se itna tension na lo. Me aapki confirmation ke bad hi yaha se niklunga .
Me - " Fine , problem ho ga kuch to me Sir ko keh dungi jaldi class finish karne."
So our meeting plan was fixed.
* 5th July * 4 pm
My cell phone ranged , screen flashed his number. He told me that he will be there by 7:30.
What to wear now ?????
Uff , this silly things too happen in love . Itna confusion to mujhe " Maths ke question solve karte waqt bhi nahi hua " . Par mujhe usse impress karne ki kya jarurt hai me jaise hoon vaise hi achi hoon or " Meri fav hoon " - Holding my Brown color suit i said these words.
I got ready and now was waiting for Nikhil.
* Nikhil * - My college friend cum bro. We both were of same batch but our stream was different , his stream was Electronics And Telecommunication. I used to go with him for my evening tuition class of C and C++.
Uski fav hobby thi class ke liye mujhe wait krwana jiske liye vo mujhse roz 2- 4 chaped bhi kha leta tha lekin aadat se majboor.Hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi late but Thank God sirf 10 mins hi late.
" Again late "- I yelled on him.
" Are 10 min hi toh hua hai bus " - He replied making an innocent face.
Me - " Nalayak , jaldi chal ab varna sir phir bolenge ki tum dono kabhi time pe nahi aate."
Within 15 minutes we reached our class.
Thank God , Sir abhi tak nahi aaye - I said.
Mitali And Kashish were alredy there.
* Mitali & Kashish * - My classmates and very close frnd of mine. They both knew about him and infact i had made them talk to him .
That day when they saw me wished me happy birthday.
" Pagal ho gayi ho kya ? Aj kiska birthday hai ." - I asked
Kashish - " Are aj tum dono jo milne wale ho.So from here new life new beginning ."
Me - Wow ! Engg Sahiba wat a logic.
And we three laughed . My bro was listening to our silly talk but was unable to figure out anything , as i hadn't told him that after class will go to meet someone.
" Yar vo mere liye bag leke aa raha hai , me ghar pe kya bolungi ?
Kisne diya n all jab mom puchengi toh "- I asked to Mitali and kashish
After 2 minutes Kashish replied
" Ummm , ha tu ye keh dena na ki me leke aayi hoon Balaji se. Vaise bhi Aunty ko pata hai me balaji gayi thi. "
" Cool ! yeh koi problem bhi nh hoga . Kya solid idea di hai Panditain " ( Kashish ) - Mitali added
" Okzzz , tum dono bol rahi ho to thik hai will opt this idea " - I replied
" Sorry for being late " - It was Sir's voice we heard from back.
He opened the door and we all four settled down.
Ab mujhe bus meri class khtm hone ka intezar tha.
-PiY@
21st PART - " FIRST LOVE "
5th July, 7:30 pm.
I still remember that special date and time when we first met. Everything was flawless and beautiful there. It was a pleasant evening and soothing wind was playing hide & seek with my hairs & dupatta and I was giggling on their sweet caressing. Normally I get irritated when my hairs got messed up due to wind but on that day nothing was creating disturbance to me because I was utterly excited to see my Prince Charm. Yes, now finally we were going to meet each other. On the way ,i told my bro that will going to meet someone first and then w'll go home.
Me and my Bro were waiting for him. We have decided to meet at the most crowded location of the city but due to "Bharat Band" that crowding place turned into calm and peaceful place. Maybe because destiny wants us to met beyond everybody's sight.
I had already asked him to stand in front of Siyaram's showroom but due to dusk azure I was totally unable to find him properly. Yet my eyes were busy in looking here and there. While eagerly waiting for him my cell phone ranged. Without noticing the flashed screen I received the call.
He - " U are in brown suit na black activa ya pleasure ke pas khadi ho turn right i m there."
I replied yape , right ???
( looking there but still no clue where is he )
Finally hearing right side my bro said there he is on the other side of the road . " I hung up and crossed the road along with Bro where he was standing.
You know guys, its truly said that, "IN LOVE, REALITY IS MUCH MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN DREAMS"
At that moment when I was standing in front of him I could realize every word of the above line is utterly true. Before falling in love I have thought for many times that how my prince charm should look like, his nature, attitude, physic, height, complexion and everything but that day when he was in front of me I came to knew that my every imagination and dreams were mere thoughts until or unless he came into my life and made them worth existing in reality.
I was utterly amazed at that moment as if he is perfectly made only for me. His flawless black eyes were dragging me towards him, his tender soft pinkish lips with that sweet smile, I was totally gone at that moment. His light brown messy hairs were just perfect for that fading sunset evening time and his formal attire was adding more seductive look to his handsome personality.
In simple words we are made for each other by god. Met by the grace of destiny and together because of our unconditional love bonding.
His P.O.V ( Point of View )
She was casting a spell on me.. wearing brown colour, she was as like... taken me to party in ectasy and then i came back to me senses when she asked where i was... at that time, his bro pointed at me and our eyes met
She walked across to me and my world stopped for a while, my heart was beating fast.. i could sense it and all.. i uttered was 'Oh God..
She came to me...
'Huh! nazar nahi aa raha tha mai? yahan to crowd bhi nahi hai ' showing my fake anger
And she said ' ale nahi, abhi dekh liya na' making a puppy face and I loved it so much that i wanted to kiss her right then but public place and her bro ..to humne apne dil ko samjha liya
Her ( mine ) P.O.V ( point of view )
I introduced him with my bro and after some formal talk
I asked ' how was your meeting? '
" It was fyn . What about your studies they are going well na?" - He asked
The result is yet to come na , I m waiting for that only - I replied.
" Excuse me " - My bro said as he went to attend the call.
Now we both were only there .
I can see him for sometime without hesitation as my bro was not there.
" So Mam hws yew n everyone at home "- He asked looking deep into my eyes.
Everyone is fyn and mere bare me to ap jante hi hoo - I smiled and replied
He - " Uff ur dimples , ur smile is only enough to make anyone fall in love wid yew .
Is it so ? I blushed
" Yaha pass me hi ek restaurants hai lets go there and have ur fav samosa " - He said
Me - No shonu , it's already late.
Suddenly my cell ranged and screen flashed call from Home.
Sonu kaha ho late ho raha hai - Mom from other side
Aai , aa rahi hoon thodi gadi me problem hai - I replied making an excuse.
Ok come soon and she hung up.
Lo ab to ghar se bhi call aa gayi - He said in a low voice.
BUt why u are sad ab to hum milenge hi na
Ya phir apka isko hi first n last meeting karne ka irada to nahi - I asked
He - Chup pagali , ya will definitely meet again but next time to akele aana.
I laughed and said ok. My bro's call was over and he was back again.
He pointed towards my watch indicating me that were already late for home.
" Acha ap yaha se station jaoge , problem to nahi hoga na " - I asked him
Na no problem ap jao ab apko late ho raha hai - He replied.
Ok and i told my bro to start his Pleasure.
Ok bye - Wid low voice I said as i did not wan to leave so early
He hold my hand and handed me the gift which he had bought for me from Kolkata and said tc of urself and assured me that will meet soon.
I smiled and said ya i will and u too tc of urself and thankew for such a lovely gift.
After 15 minutes i got his call when i was about to reach my home.
He - " Tumne jaise batya tha tum usse bhi jayda cute ho. Will call yew at night , right now i m going to railway station. Love yew."
I smiled and said ok will wait for ur call tc and me too.
-PiY@
22nd PART - " FIRST LOVE "
My life was changed after meeting him. I was now little bit mature too.
He accepted me the way i m and had'nt tried to change me . We were happy together.
He was perfect for me.
We met each other coincidentally. On a random day when he was calling his lawyer ,he dialled 46 instead of 64 .And in this way i got a call from his number.
Our lives are pretty much a coincidence and it is only by chance we found each other as spouses.
Life me sab kuch acha aur hamesha humare according chale to life ki baat hi kuch aur hoti.
His mom was coming after 2 days. He told me earlier only that as he and his mom share the same room, it was not possible for him to call me at night.
Ye soch soch ki hi mujhe rona aa raha tha. Me kaise rahungi usse baat kiye bina , ik raat ka hi to waqt hota tha jab hum dono kuch der ke liye baat kar sakte the.
Then too he assured me that wait for few days , after that he'll sleep in the hall only.
From two night we had not talked because his mom was there wid him.
3rd day in the morning when he called
He - " Betu are you ok ?"
"Ya i m fine. Hows yew n everyone at home." - I asked
" All are fine , tumhari awaz thik q nahi lag rahi hai tum soyi ho 2 din se ya nahi " - He asked as he realized my voice was no longer the same.
Me - " Na, try bahut kiya but neend nahi aayi."
He - " Yar to aap roz aise hi jaoge kya ? Please try to sleep na betu i told yew na will find some solution of this problem soon.
Yape will try - I replied assuring him that will sleep.
He - " Aur kal kal bhi ye hi status rahega to me kal se hi hall me sone aa jaunga , ab jo hoga dekha jayega."
Me - " Nahi shona aap aisa kuch nahi karoge mene bola na will try today. I reached my college will call yew at my lunch time. Ok tc of urself saying these words he hung up.
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He belongs from a typical brahmin family. Uske past me jo hua tha jisme actually uski galti bhi nahi thi uske karan uski family ne usse girls and unse relted koi bhi matter se khud ko dur rakhne ki liye kaha tha.
Ik ye problem thi n dusri mujhe meri result ki tension jo abhi tak nahi aaya tha.
Mere karan uski family aur uski life me problem ho ye mene kabhi nahi chaha tha par mere chahne ya na chahne se kya hone wala tha.
Hona to wahi tha jo niyati ne hum dono ke liye soch ke rakha tha .
-Piy@
23rd PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Now he used to sleep in the hall making an excuse that he wants to watch T.V .
He was doing all this things for me as i was not able to sleep widout talking to him.
Hum dono ko is baat ka darr tha ki uski mom kahi hume rat me baat krte hue dekh na le kyu ki uski mom ko thoda doubt ho gaya tha ki unke ladla beta kahi kisi ke sath involved hai.
Jis baat ka darr tha vahi hua ik din raat me 3 baje uski mom ne usse phone pe baat karte hue dekh liya aur phir morning me uski mom n bhaiya se argument ho gayi.
Ab ye argument uske life ka part ban chuke the and usse daily morning me late uthne ke karan daat sunni padti.
I was responsible for this things. His homes's atmosphere was spoiling because of me. His love for his family was turning into hate. It was all my fault i should have control my feelings.
Jis quality ke liye me sabse jayda uski respect karti thi ab vo kahi na kahi khtm hoti ja rahi thi meri wajah se. Mujhe koi problem nahi ho isly vo khud roz ik new problem me hota tha.
Ghar ke in argument ka effect uske business pe bhi hua and office me uske bhaiya ke sath uske problems har din badte ja rahe the.
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Is month " Rakshabandhan " bhi tha n vo har saal " Rakhi " pe apni Dii ke yaha jo ki Hyderabad me rehti thi vaha jata tha.
Abhi itne problems hone ke bad bhi usne Dii and Reniya ( his niece ) ke liye bahut sari shopping karke rakhi thi.
He was very excited and happy as he was meeting his sister after a year.
On the same time he was afraid too because of me.
He called and asked me -
" Betu me 5 days ke liye ja raha hoon , tum thik se rahogi na apna khayal rakhogi na na tym pe so jaya karogi na."
Me - Ha baba , you go and have fun there i'll be fine.
I dont want to spoil his mood and happiness. I assured him that i will be fine when he is not there and i promised my self that w'll try to control my feelings.
Finally the day came when he had to leave for Hyderabad. We talked in that evening and he said he will call me in night.
It was 11:00 in the night i was waiting for his call.
Suddenly i felt my cell phone's vibration , screen was showing call from an unknown number.
I waited for a few seconds and then picked the call.
" Betu ap soye nahi abhi tak?" - these were the words i heard from other side.
Me - " Aap , ye kiska number hai ? Ya i was waiting for ur call.
He - " Ha mujhe pata tha wait karogi isly dusre se phone leke call kar raha hoon . mera cell discharge hai ap plz so jana ok me kal pahuch ke apko call krunga ."
He said these words and hung up.
- PiY@
24th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
I tried to sleep but all my efforts were waste. I hardly managed to sleep few hours in morning. I was now thinking wat to reply him when he'll gonna ask about it.
I cn't lie but i also dun wan to hurt him wid the truth.
Next day was Rakhi. I was waiting for his call since morning.
He called me in afternoon
He -" Mela bacha raat me soya tha ki nahi ?"
( that was the very first question he asked as i expected )
Me - " I tried shona but mng me ninni aayi ".
He got angry after listening my reply
He - " Yar aise kaise chalega , tumhe samjhaya tha na."
" Mene try to kiya tha na plz aap naraz na ho and ye batao hws Reniya
and dii n jiju , Rakhi bandwa li aapne ?" - I asked
He - " Ya vo sab ho gaya n listen now yaha dii ke saas bhi aayi hui hai to me yaha jayda baat nahi kar paunga and aj late night dii n jiju ke sath movie jane ka plan hai. If possible i'll call yew but please dont wait and try to sleep in night."
Ok have fun. I replied and hung up.
Ab to me din gin rahi thi vo kab ghar aayega iske alwa kuch kar bhi nahi kar sakti thi.
Raat ke 1 baj chuke the par meri ankhon me neend nahi thi. Usne mana kiya tha phir bhi uske phone ka intzar tha aur ab toh intezar karne ki bhi aadat ho gayi thi.
Aur mera intezar raat ke 2 baje khtm hua.
He - " Tum abhi tak jag rahi hoo , pagal ho kya mana kiya tha na mene intezar karne ko ."
( Me hello keh pati usse phele hi vo bahut gussa ho gaya , pheli baar mene
usse itna gussa karte hue dekha tha )
Me - " Aapke phone ka intezar kar rahi thi."
He - " Tum pagal ho gayi ho na tumhe apni fikar hai aur meri problem to tumne samjhna hi band kar diya hai , kaise samjhe tumhe ab me aur is waqt kaha jake baat karu."
Me -" Nahi baat karni hai mujhe aap jao so jao."
Suddenly the call got disconnected. After 10 minutes he again called me.
"Phone gir gaya tha and me kal yaha se nikal raha hoon. Bol dunga dii ko ki kaam hai ," He said.
" Shona sorry na , plz dont be angry and i promise me khayal rakhungi and will not wait anymore for ur call ," I replied.
" Please stop this now and so sako to so jana , mene decide kar liya hai mujhe kya karna hai ab aur baat nahi kar sakta kal nikalne se phele call karke bata dunga. Good night ," He said and hung up.
I cried whole night but i decided that i'll convince him in the morning.
I was trying his number since morning but his cell phone was switched off.
In the afternoon i got a call from him. I tried to convince him but all in vain.
He was not at all ready to listen anything that time.
" Mene tumhari baatn sunne ke liye phone nahi kiya hai , meri evening me train hai bus ye batna tha tumhe hyderbad se nagpur tak and then me soch raah hoon ki ghar jane se phele tumse milta hua jau tumhe samjhna bahut jaruri ho gaya hai ab ," He said.
" Par aapki tickets bhi confirm nahi hai kaise jaoge aap," I asked.
He - " Vo sab mera problem hai Mam aap mat sochiye , I'll manage you aap pareshan mat ho."
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Mere lakh samjhane ke baad bhi vo nahi mana. Hyderbad se nagpur tak usse train me jagah nahi mili aur vo train ke darwaze ke pass baith ke aaya upar se vaha barish jo hui usme vo bahut hadd tak bheeg chuka tha.
Raat me 11 baje Nagpur pahuchne ke bad usne mujhe call kiya. Phone mere hathon se us waqt gir gaya n phir mere bahut kosish ki par vo on nahi hua.
In the morning when i had to leave for college i inserted my cell phone sim in paa's cell and called him.
" Raat bhar tumhe call kiya kaha thi tum phone kyu off tha ," He asked.
Me - " Mera cell gir gaya tha aur phir phone on nahi hua, aapki awaz ko kya hua ."
" Fever hai thoda barish me bheeg gaya tha na shayd ussi ke karan. Ap college nahi ja rahe ho ?" He asked
" I m on my stop, waiting for bus, " I replied.
" Meri train time pe rahi toh ap station aa jana milne , evening me 5 baje ka time h. Ok , Now go and tc of urself ," He replied
" I m sorry , ya will come please tc of urself . I love yew ," I said and hung up.
- PiY@
25th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
That day i was'nt able to concentrate on anything. I was just waiting for his call.
In the afternoon during my lunch time i called him to know his train schedule.
He picked the call and after listening his voice i felt that unbearable pain in his voice.
" You ok ? Aapne kuch khaya ki nahi abhi tak ?" I asked
" Nahi yar , kuch mann nahi hai fever ke karan n thand bhi bahut lag rahi hai mujhe ab," He replied.
" Please have something na u'll feel better ," I said
" Ya and train late hai abhi so aap dekh lena shayad hi aapke yaha time pe pahuche ," He replied.
" Me dekh lungi vo , ap uski fikar na karo . Aap please kuch kha lena. Lunch tym over hone wala hai me 4 baje aapko call karungi. Please tc of ur self shona ," I said and hung up.
He called me in the evening and informed me that train is running late by two hours.
I was upset little bit but console myself. In the college i heard the news that results are going to be declared very soon.
Ik to uski tabiyat khrab thi uska tension and ab ye result .Ganpati bappa thoda to taras khate mujh bechari pe - I muttered this words.
He reached his home around 9 pm and he messaged me not to call him.
I ask the reason , but i did'nt got any reply from him.
Few minutes later i again messaged him " Ok i'll not call yew but take medicine tonight and tomorrow go for the check up too.
Me usse aur pareshan nahi karna chahti thi na hi chahti thi ki uske ghar me phir koi problem hi mere karan.Isi baat ko sochte hue mene us raat decide kiya ki ab nahi uske call ka wait karungi na hi usse rat me baat karungi.
Ye baat soch hi rahi thi ki uska call aaya aa gaya.
Widout listening to his hello , I said
" Call q kiya ? Tabiyat kharab hai na tumhari ,aaram karna chaiye na. Kuch khaya ki nahi ?
" Oh ho meri maa , itn sawal to meri mom bhi nahi karti. Ha mene khana kha liya hai aur gharwalon ka jo hoga dekha jayega ," He replied.
" Yar aapki awaz se pata chal raha hai aapki condition. Shona please meri khatir kal doc ke pass chale jana aur abhi so jao , dont worry about me , me so jaungi aapke bina bhi ," I replied.
He - " Kash ye samjhdari phele aa gayi hoti betu aap me. Time mila to me doc ke pass chala jaunga . Ok aap so jao me bhi so jaunga thodi der me. Gn Love yew.
" Time mila toh ? Ok Gn kal jab doctor ke pass se aaoge tab me love yew too bolungi huh ,' I replied and hung up.
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2 - 3 din ho chuke the humari bahut kam baat hoti thi , raat me baat almost band ho gayi thi. But phir bhi uske ghar me problems thi kyu ki kahi na kahi thodi der ke liye hi sahi agar koi usse phone pe baat krte dekh leta to sabko yahi lagta ki koi ladki se hi vo baat kar raha hai.
Inhi sab baaton se pareshan hoke vo doctor ke pass nahi gaya aur kuch din bad uski tabiyat aur kharab ho gayi.
2 din se humari koi baat nahi hui thi usne mere messages ka bhi reply nahi kiya
3rd day in the evening when i was on my terrace i called him but he did'nt responded my call. I was now waiting for his call.
In the mean time i got a message from my classmate.
I opened that message. That message contain the roll number of those students who had clear there mercy ( Blacklog exam ) paper.
I checked that message again but my roll number was'nt there.
I called my friend and enquired about my roll number.
" Yaar me toh "Dainik Bhaskar" ke office aaya hoon , yaha jo paper me roll number the mene sabko msg kar diye vo hi roll number, tera roll number nahi hai kya ," He asked
" Nahi hai mera roll number " I replied and started crying.
" Please ro mat tu , kal university ki website check kar lena. Ho sakta ho printing mistake ho. Please dont cry ," He tried to console me.
" Me baad me baat karti hoon tujhse ," I replied and hung up.
Me kya krungi ab. Aai baba ko kya kahungi. Mere 6 months waste ho jayenge. Me 5th semester ke exams nh de sakti ab.
Ye sari baatein soch soch ke me apne aansoo rok nh paa rahi thi.
Suddenly i felt the vibration of my cell phone. It was his call . I wiped my tears and picked his call.
" Sorry betu me apko call nahi kar paya. Aap kaise ho ? Me do din se hospital me admit hoon. Mujhe typhoid ho gaya hai ," He said
-Piy@
26th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" Hospital ???
Uska ye reply sunke mujhe or rona aa gaya.
First time i cried on phone in front of him. He wasn't able to understand anything.
" Betu , I m fine. Tum kyu ro rahi ho ? Ghar me sab thik to hai na ? " He asked
Me - " Because of me u are in the hospital. And Shona my result has come."
" Result ? Mercy paper ? Kya hua paper clear hua ki nahi ? " He asked
" Nahi , and I again started crying.
" Please Betu don't cry , I cn't see u like this . Me hoon na aapke sath . I promise me sab kuch thik kar dunga bus aap plz ro mat ," He was trying to console me .
Me - " Mere 6 months waste ho jayenge . Aap samjh sakte ho na ik girl ke life me 6 months kya value hoti hai. Let me go now . Aai Baba ko bhi batna hai. Me aapse baad me baat karungi . Please apna khayal rakho .
" Me tumhare bina nahi reh sakta . Plz sambhalo khud ko. Aur mene kaha na me sab thik kar dunga ," He said.
" Me aapko chor ke kahi nh ja rahi hoon. Lekin abhi thodi der ke liye mujhe akela rehne do. I love yew too ," I said these words and hung up.
I came down.
" Kya kahu mom dad se. Mera result aa gaya aur mera paper clear nahi hua. 6 months ke liye mujhe ghar pe baithna padega. Me yahi sab soch rahi thi ki mom ne notice kar liya ki me unse kuch kehne aayi hoon.
" Kya hua Sonu ? Aise kyu muh bana ke rakhi hai .Phone pe phir kisi se jagda kar ke aayi kya ?" Mom asked seeing cell phone in my hand
" Nahi na Aai har baar majak mat kiya kar tu . Mera result aa gaya hai and mera paper clear nahi hua ," I replied
What ? This was my Father's reaction when he heard this. I know that now I'm going to be severely reprimanded. But nothing like that happened.
" Tumne to phele hi bata diya tha paper thik nahi gaya tumhara. Ab aage kya tumhare university ke rule ke according tum exam nahi de sakti but classes to attend kar sakti ho na ? " He asked
Me - " Mujhe nahi pata paa , but aap mujhe daatne ki jagah ye sawal pooch rahe ho. Daato mujhe mene thik se padai nahi ki ap logon ki baat nahi suni."
Paa - " Sonu jo ho gaya uska to hum kuch nh kar sakte na ab aur rone se koi problem solve hui hai kya kabhi. Apni H.O.D ko call karke batao and ask
her. Kal tumhare college jake Principal se baat karenge. "
I called my H.O.D . She told me that it is of no use to attend the class of 5th semester. She advised me to prepare for my blacklog exam.
The next day me and my dad went to the Principal's Office.
Mere Paa ne Principal se ye permission li thi ki me 6 months college me aake hi padhungi ghar pe nahi rahungi. Principal Sir ne iski permission de di.
" Me pheel baar ye cheez dekh raha hoon ki kisi bache ke parent aake mujhe ye baat keh rahe hai . Hume koi problem nahi hai. She can come to college. Beta you can sit in the library and prepare for your backlog
paper ," Principal said.
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I came home and called him to tell about all these things.
" Shona hws you now and where are you abhi ghar nahi aaye kya ?" - I asked
He - " Kuch der phele hi aaya hoon Ghar . Thik hoon abhi .Ye batao aap thik ho na ? Ghar pe jayda daat to nahi padi ?"
Me - " Ya , I m fine . Nahi kisine kuch nahi kaha isly mujhe aur bura laga raha hai. Paa aur me aaj college gaye the college walo ne mujhe college aane ki permission de di hai. Me library me baith ke apne back papers ke liye prepare kar sakti hoon."
" You are so lucky ,tumhare parents kitne supporting hai. To phir problem kya hai. Go for it and i m sure paper clear ho jayega ," He replied
Me - " It's not so easy for me. Mere sare classmates class attend karenge n me library me baithungi. Puri school life me shayd hi kabhi mere report card pe 3rd rank rahi hogi. School me hamesha top kiya hai mene and mere sath abhi ye . I c'nt bear all this stuff."
" So tum apne life k ek failure se dar gayi . Abhi toh life start hui hai tumhari and tumhara is tarah ka attitude hai apni life ke liye. Betu i m wid yew ur parents are wid yew to kis baat ka darr hai tumhe. Bus dusre kya sochenge ye soch ke tum ye sab soch rahi ho. Stop thinking about what people will think. Now just concentrate on ur studies only. And remember I'm always with you ," He replied.
27th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Me -" Par ye itna easy nh hoga mere liye. Me kaise face krungi ye sab.Mujhe darr lag raha hai. "
" Tumne kya koi crime kiya hai jo darr rahi ho . Pagal ladki padai pe dhayn do n bhul jao ab duniya sari. Kitne friends ne tumhe abhi phone kiya jara bato ?" He asked
" Kisi ne nahi kiya ," I replied in low voice.
He -" Dekh li na dosti yaari ab. Ye 6 months ke liye sab bhul jao aur sirf apni studies
pe concentrate karo.
" Ya , I will now. I'll call yew later . Take care , " I replied and hung up.
The next day when i went to college everything was same there but everyone was surprised to see me there.
" Tum yaha ? Class to attend karne milega nahi na tumhe ab to college me kya kar rahi ho ?"
" Everyone was asking me the same question. I was fed up of answering everyone's question.
" Mujhe library me baithne ki permission mili hai . Me vahi jati hoon ," I replied to Kashish.
Kashish - " Ok tu ja hum break me milte hai tujhse."
I sat in the corner of the library.
" Kisi ne ek baar bhi nahi pucha ki me kaise hoon. Aise hi logon ko kya me apna friend kehti thi.
Kisi ne sahi kaha bure waqt me toh aapka saya bhi apka sath chor deta hai. Ye toh dusre hai me kyu inse umeed rakhu."
" Stop thinking about these things now. Jo hua me usse badal nahi sakti ab par iske bare me aur soch ke apna aur time nahi khrab mujhe . Me yaha jis cheez ke liye aayi hoon vahi krungi ," I said to myself.
Aur us din ke baad me kabhi nahi royi. Mere bure waqt me mujhe mere apno ki pehchna karwa di thi. Par mujhe ab kissi se ke sath hone ya na hone se koi fark nahi padta tha. Me jisse pyar karti thi vo mere sath tha hamesha aur mujhe usse jayda kuch nahi chaiye tha. Vo sath hai to mujhe pata tha ab mere sath kuch galat nahi hoga. Mere kuch friends us waqt bhi mere sath the.
I called him and told him that " I m fine and from now my focus w'll be on my studies.
He assured me that i don't need to worry. He is always there for me.These reasons were enough for me to be alive.
Usne jo kaha vo kiya bhi. Par is wajh se uske ghar me problems aur badte ja rahe the. Uski mom ne usse ghar se nikalne tak keh diya tha. Me in sab baaton se anjaan rehti agar mene usse us din afternoon me call nahi kiya hota.
" Hello Shona lunch kar liye aap ?" I asked
" Nahi abhi hotel jaunga , yaha ka thoda kam khtm karne ke baad , He replied in a low voice.
Me - " Hotel kyu ? Ghar kyu nahi ?"
He- " Mom ne mana kar diya hai bhabhi ko. Bola hai ki isko koi kuch dene ki jarurt nahi hai. Bhabhi ne abhi call kiya tha par mene phone pick nahi kiya."
" Yar aapke sath ye sab ho raha hai n aapne mujhe ik baar bhi batne ki jarurt nahi samjhi. I m fine. Aap apni cheezo ko mere karan kharab mat karo ," I replied
" Me vo sab dekh lunga. Tum apni studies pe focus karo bus. Abhi busy hoon tumse baad me baat karta hoon ," He said and hung up.
He was in problem because of me.And that night when he called me
" Aapki awaz ko kya hua ? You drunk ?" I asked
" Yes ," He replied.
-Piy@
28th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
" Mujhe jaha tak pata hai , aap drink nahi karte na ," I asked.
He - " Ha nahi karta but aaj....
" Phir aaj kya ? Aaj kaunsi aafat aa giri jo apko ye karna pada ? So jao , abhi aap baat karne ki condition me nahi ho ," I replied in anger.
" Betu , I Love yew . Gussa mat ho .Mujhe pata tha bhaiya aaj aake mujhse ye jo ghar me roz ke problem chal rahe hai uske bare me baat karenge. So usko avoid krne ke liye ..
Before he can complete his words I spoke in the middle
" Usko avoid karne ke liye aap drink karke aaye ? Mujhe lag raha hai ab mere karan tumhari life spoil ho rahi hai . Mere liye tum itna kuch kar rahe ho but tumhara n tumhari life to mere hone se kahrab ho rahi hai na. Better hai ki hum baat nahi kare ab. Mera pyar agar kisko ko ye karne pe majboor kare to isse jayda bura aur kya hoga mere liye."
He - " Aisa nahi hai , hum kal baat kare is bare me. I wan to sleep now ."
" Ok fine. Kal aapko jab bhi time mile call me. Good night - I replied and hung up.
Next day he called me during my lunch time.
" Abhi ap thik ho ki nahi ? Aur mujhe ek baat batao mene tumse kabhi bhi koi bhi
commitment ke liye kaha hai kya ? Aap mere sath ho hamesha mujhe isse jayda kuch nahi chaiye. Phir ye sab kyu ," I asked.
" Sorry.But i promise ab aisa kuch nahi hoga ," He replied.
Hearing these words from him, I felt a sigh of relief.
Humari baatein kam ho gayi thi par isse humare pyar pe koi fark nahi pada.
Uske gharwalon ka behaviour phir bhi thik nahi tha uske liye. Jisse karan vo hamesha disturb rehta tha.
We did not talked for a week. To know he was alright or not I called him while i was returning from college.
He - " Ya bolo kuch kam tha kya."
" Me kya kam ke liye hi apko call karti hoon. Aap kaise ho.Ghar pe sab thik hai. Itne din se baat nahi hui , isly aapko call kiya ," I replied
He - " Sab thik hain. Tum ab mujhe call mat karna kabhi."
He said and disconnected the call.
I called him again but he didn't respond.
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How he can say this thing so easily.How he can break our relation like this.How he can take this decision alone.
Hazar sawl mere dimag the us waqt , par jawab ek bhi nahi tha mere pass. Usne mujhse aisa kyun kaha. Aisa kya ho gaya.
Me usse call karke nahi puch sakti thi par us raat mene meri friend Kashish ko phone lagaya.
Kashish -" Itne raat me phone ki sab thik to hai na."
" Nahi kuch thik nahi hai , evening me usne mujhe bola ki mujhe ab kabhi phone mat karna vo mere sath aisa kaise kar kar sakta hai ," I replied and started crying.
" Are ro mat. tum dono ka koi jagda hua tha kya ?" She asked
Me - " Nahi yar 1 week se to baat bhi nahi hui thi. Aaj phone kiya usse to usne ye kaha. Aur meri himmat nahi ho rahi ab usse phone krke kuch bhi puchne ki.
Kashish - " Tu kal college aa rahi hai na ? Kal phone lagate hai usse. Tu pareshan mat ho kal milke baat krenge.
" Ha kal milke baat krte hai. Good night ," I replied and disconnected the call.
-Piy@
28th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Next day at college during our lunch time
" Un dono ka jagda nahi hua . Baat nahi hui thi ik week se. Phir kya ho gaya yar . I am unable to figure out ," Priya said
" He is not like other boys who do such silly stuffs. Tu janti nahi hai yar Brahmins families me kitne restrictions hote hai . Mujhe lagata hai uske ghar me phir koi problem hua hoga . Bus ye hi ek reason ho sakta hai ," Kashish replied
Priya - " Ya she is right . Hum dono se jayda achse se kaun samjhega ye baat."
( Kashish n Priya both belongs to Brahmin family)
" Yar problem hoti to mujhe ik baar to bata deta. Kya me samjhti uske problem?
And uske yaha restrictions hai ye me janti hoon par is tarh se achanak ," I replied.
Kashish - " May be vo tujhe batna chahta ho par situation thik nahi ho us waqt baat krne ke liye. Vo batna chahta ho par keh nahi paya ho."
" Mujhe nahi pata , na mujhe ab koi baat sunni . Sab ladke ik jaise hi hote hai ye to mujhe pata hi tha aur aaj dekh bhi liya ki vo bhi usi category ka hai. Aise relationship khatm karta hai kya koi ?" I replied
Priya - " Nahi yar vo aisa nahi hai mene bhi toh baat ki hai usse . tu please wait kar uske call ka . He w'll definitely call yew."
" How long should I wait for him ?" My eyes got moistened.
" Have patience , wait for a week atlest and don't cry ," Kashish replied
Me - "1 week ka intezar ,tu pagal ho gayi hai. Mujhse nahi hoga ye.
" If you can't wait then take this phone , call him and ask him. Tujhe to samjhana hi bekar hai ," Kashish replied angrily.
" Ok i'll wait and ha nh karna mujhe phone na abhi na ik week baad . Jo hoga dekha jayega ," I replied.
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From last 5 day i was waiting for his call. These 5 days were like 5 centuries without him.
Jab ye hi din dikhana tha Bappa to usko meri life me bheja hi kyu ?
Uske kuch pal ka sath bhi mujhe manjoor tha par is tarah vo mere sath kabhi karega me sapne me bhi nahi soch sakti thi.
Me nahi man sakti ki vo bhi sare ladko ke jaisa hi hai. Par usne mere sath aisa kyu kiya?
From my college's bus stop to ever corner of my roof his memories were haunting me. I was trying to divert my attention from these things but I failed every time.
Day 6
It was around 6:30 in the evening
I was on my terrace , listening Fm radio.
" Khiza Ke Phool Pe Ati Kabhi Bahaar Nahin
Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin
" Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin " - "Shayd mere nasseb me uska pyar tha hi nahi . Humara sath yahi tak tha shayd" , I muttered.
And the next moment i felt the vibration of my cell phone. Without noticing the flashed screen I received the call as i know he will not call me.
Me - Hello.
" Shona " - This word i heard from other side.
Shona ???? Quickly I checked my phone to see who's calling.
P.S - No hard feelings for any caste please don't take it personally.
-Piy@
28th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Next day at college during our lunch time
" Un dono ka jagda nahi hua . Baat nahi hui thi ik week se. Phir kya ho gaya yar . I am unable to figure out ," Priya said
" He is not like other boys who do such silly stuffs. Tu janti nahi hai yar Brahmins families me kitne restrictions hote hai . Mujhe lagata hai uske ghar me phir koi problem hua hoga . Bus ye hi ek reason ho sakta hai ," Kashish replied
Priya - " Ya she is right . Hum dono se jayda achse se kaun samjhega ye baat."
( Kashish n Priya both belongs to Brahmin family)
" Yar problem hoti to mujhe ik baar to bata deta. Kya me samjhti uske problem?
And uske yaha restrictions hai ye me janti hoon par is tarh se achanak ," I replied.
Kashish - " May be vo tujhe batna chahta ho par situation thik nahi ho us waqt baat krne ke liye. Vo batna chahta ho par keh nahi paya ho."
" Mujhe nahi pata , na mujhe ab koi baat sunni . Sab ladke ik jaise hi hote hai ye to mujhe pata hi tha aur aaj dekh bhi liya ki vo bhi usi category ka hai. Aise relationship khatm karta hai kya koi ?" I replied
Priya - " Nahi yar vo aisa nahi hai mene bhi toh baat ki hai usse . tu please wait kar uske call ka . He w'll definitely call yew."
" How long should I wait for him ?" My eyes got moistened.
" Have patience , wait for a week atlest and don't cry ," Kashish replied
Me - "1 week ka intezar ,tu pagal ho gayi hai. Mujhse nahi hoga ye.
" If you can't wait then take this phone , call him and ask him. Tujhe to samjhana hi bekar hai ," Kashish replied angrily.
" Ok i'll wait and ha nh karna mujhe phone na abhi na ik week baad . Jo hoga dekha jayega ," I replied.
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From last 5 day i was waiting for his call. These 5 days were like 5 centuries without him.
Jab ye hi din dikhana tha Bappa to usko meri life me bheja hi kyu ?
Uske kuch pal ka sath bhi mujhe manjoor tha par is tarah vo mere sath kabhi karega me sapne me bhi nahi soch sakti thi.
Me nahi man sakti ki vo bhi sare ladko ke jaisa hi hai. Par usne mere sath aisa kyu kiya?
From my college's bus stop to ever corner of my roof his memories were haunting me. I was trying to divert my attention from these things but I failed every time.
Day 6
It was around 6:30 in the evening
I was on my terrace , listening Fm radio.
" Khiza Ke Phool Pe Ati Kabhi Bahaar Nahin
Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin
" Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin " - "Shayd mere nasseb me uska pyar tha hi nahi . Humara sath yahi tak tha shayd" , I muttered.
And the next moment i felt the vibration of my cell phone. Without noticing the flashed screen I received the call as i know he will not call me.
Me - Hello.
" Shona " - This word i heard from other side.
Shona ???? Quickly I checked my phone to see who's calling.
P.S -No hard feelings for any caste please don't take it personally.
-Piy@
28th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Next day at college during our lunch time
" Un dono ka jagda nahi hua . Baat nahi hui thi ik week se. Phir kya ho gaya yar . I am unable to figure out ," Priya said
" He is not like other boys who do such silly stuffs. Tu janti nahi hai yar Brahmins families me kitne restrictions hote hai . Mujhe lagata hai uske ghar me phir koi problem hua hoga . Bus ye hi ek reason ho sakta hai ," Kashish replied
Priya - " Ya she is right . Hum dono se jayda achse se kaun samjhega ye baat."
( Kashish n Priya both belongs to Brahmin family)
" Yar problem hoti to mujhe ik baar to bata deta. Kya me samjhti uske problem?
And uske yaha restrictions hai ye me janti hoon par is tarh se achanak ," I replied.
Kashish - " May be vo tujhe batna chahta ho par situation thik nahi ho us waqt baat krne ke liye. Vo batna chahta ho par keh nahi paya ho."
" Mujhe nahi pata , na mujhe ab koi baat sunni . Sab ladke ik jaise hi hote hai ye to mujhe pata hi tha aur aaj dekh bhi liya ki vo bhi usi category ka hai. Aise relationship khatm karta hai kya koi ?" I replied
Priya - " Nahi yar vo aisa nahi hai mene bhi toh baat ki hai usse . tu please wait kar uske call ka . He w'll definitely call yew."
" How long should I wait for him ?" My eyes got moistened.
" Have patience , wait for a week atlest and don't cry ," Kashish replied
Me - "1 week ka intezar ,tu pagal ho gayi hai. Mujhse nahi hoga ye.
" If you can't wait then take this phone , call him and ask him. Tujhe to samjhana hi bekar hai ," Kashish replied angrily.
" Ok i'll wait and ha nh karna mujhe phone na abhi na ik week baad . Jo hoga dekha jayega ," I replied.
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From last 5 day i was waiting for his call. These 5 days were like 5 centuries without him.
Jab ye hi din dikhana tha Bappa to usko meri life me bheja hi kyu ?
Uske kuch pal ka sath bhi mujhe manjoor tha par is tarah vo mere sath kabhi karega me sapne me bhi nahi soch sakti thi.
Me nahi man sakti ki vo bhi sare ladko ke jaisa hi hai. Par usne mere sath aisa kyu kiya?
From my college's bus stop to ever corner of my roof his memories were haunting me. I was trying to divert my attention from these things but I failed every time.
Day 6
It was around 6:30 in the evening
I was on my terrace , listening Fm radio.
" Khiza Ke Phool Pe Ati Kabhi Bahaar Nahin
Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin
" Mere Nasib Mein Ai Dost, Tera Pyaar Nahin " - "Shayd mere nasseb me uska pyar tha hi nahi . Humara sath yahi tak tha shayd" , I muttered.
And the next moment i felt the vibration of my cell phone. Without noticing the flashed screen I received the call as i know he will not call me.
Me - Hello.
" Shona " - This word i heard from other side.
Shona ???? Quickly I checked my phone to see who's calling.
P.S -No hard feelings for any caste please don't take it personally.
-Piy@
30th PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Phone Screen showed his number.
Aap ?? I replied
" Why so shocked ? 5 days call nahi kiya toh tum awaz bhi bhool gayi meri. Not fair shona ," He replied.
"Aur jo aapne kaha tha us din vo kya tha ? Majak kar rahe the kya mere sath ?" I asked
" Tumhe kya lagta hai me aise majak karunga tumhare sath ?
Mere bade dada ji hospital me admit the jis din aapka call aaya. Me hospital me tha us din jaha meen apko vo baat boli.
Uske next morning me unki death ho gayi. So us din se leke aaj tak me kaha busy raha hoon tum ab shayad samjh gayi hogi. Aaj free hua thoda to tumhe call kiya. Tumhe isly nahi batya taki tumhari studies disturb na ho in problems ki vajah se ," He replied
I was silent after listening his reply.
Say something na meri Chatterbox
"Kya kahu alfaz nahi hai mere pass. Kya kya soch liya tha mene aapke bare me u can't even imagine that ," I replied
He laughed and said i know tumne kya kaha hoga
" Sab ladke ik jaise hote hai , girls ki feelings koi nahi samjhta . Bus inhe aise hi relationship break karna aata hai etc etc ,"Am i right shona ?
Me - " Oye chup ho jao. Bada maja aa raha hai tumhe ye bolne me. Ye last 5 days mere liye kaise the bus mujhe hi pata hai."
" Same here shona.But vaha rehna bhi jaruri tha na ," He replied
Me- " Ya i can understand that. But ...
Ok! Leave , But promise me ab kabhi aisa nahi karoge.
" Ha mela bacha nahi hoga aisa kuch , I love yew too. Have to go now ,will call you later. Tc of yourself ," He replied
" You too tc and I love yew ," I replied and hung up.
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I was on cloud 9 that time. I again turn on the Fm radio.
"Ab duniya se shikwa nahi hai Na raha ab zindagi se gila
Kis ka karam hai, kis ki dua hai Ya naseebon se tu mujh ko mila
Ab jo mile ho, door na jaana Tere bina dil lagta nahi
Mera jeena hai kya, marna hai kya, jab saath tera nahi
Paake rab kya karun, jab tu hi mera nahi"
Rj was playing this song and that time with I can relate my feelings with every word of that song.
He was not like other boys infact he was very different from them.
That night he called me
" What doing shona ," He asked
Me - " Was just going to sleep , aap soye nahi abhi tak aur is waqt call ?"
" Koi tha nahi isly call kar liya. Sorry me apko time nahi de pata . Shona me soch raha hoon ki yaha se shift ho jau apke city me hi." He said.
" Kyu aisa kyun ? Vaha ka buisness kaun dekhega phir aap aur bhaiya sath me dekhte ho na. And what about Mom ? Ye sab kya mere liye soch rahe ho ya me kahu humare liye ?" I asked.
He - "Ya humare liye hi. Me ghar ke problems se pareshan ho gaya hoon."
" But me nahi chahti. Bus mujhse milne ke liye aur sath rehne ke liye apni family ko chorna ye kaunsi sahi baat hai.Aur aapko pata hai hum chahe bhi toh sath nahi reh sakte. Aapke yaha caste problem hai aur ye baat apke ghar wale shayad hi kabhi mane." I replied.
He -" But me tumhe aise nahi chor sakta.Mene tumse jo promise kiye hai vo me pura karna chahta hoon."
Me - " Iske liye apni family ko chor doge kya Shona ? Me nahi chahti ki aisa kuch ho.
We had a big argument that night on this topic. And from that day our talks were less. He stopped calling me. I only used to call him just to know whether he is alright or not.
His behaviour was changed from that day . It hurt me a little but I was glad that he has been busy in his life. But I do miss him and our talks too.
Time was changing and with that changing time our relation too changed alot.
Cute nick names " SHONA & BETU " did not exists anymore.
-PiY@
31st PART - " FIRST LOVE "
Hum sath nahi ho sakte the ye baat mene maan li thi. Par humara relation kabhi aise phase me bhi hoga jab mujhe usse baat krne ke liye wajah chaiye hogi mene ye kabhi nahi socha tha.
Ab jab bhi phone pe baat hoti ya to koi festival hota ya phir mere exam dates and meri exam ki prepartion. Isse jayda koi baat humare beech hona band hi ho gayi thi. Vo nahi chahta tha ki me kabhi usse ye puchu ki vo kaha hai n kis haal me hai.
I was incomplete without him. But at the same time i don want to break that promise which i had given him about my studies. I just made myself busy in studies only. My friends knew my condition but they don't know the reason that why in such a condition.
And one day during there library period
" Tu aaj hume bata kya reason hai jo tum dono ne ek dusre se baat krna band kar diya hai ," Kashish said.
" Ya we want to know ," Priya added.
Me - " Are yar problems thi bahut sari aur abhi vo cheeze agar nahi rukti to aage jake usko bhut problems ho jati.
Kashish - " Tell us the problem.Pura library period hai bata hum log sunnenge."
" Chup kar kahani suna rahi hoon kya me. Yar vo apna ghar chor ke yaha aana chahta tha mere karan. Jis din raat me humari ye baat hui us din usne decide kar liya tha ki usse ab khud ka buisness alaga krna hai vo bhaiya ke sath kam nh karne wala tha. Usne usi raat mujhe uske account details se lekar uski duniyan jahan ki policies ke bare me bhi bata diya tha aur ye bhi keh diya tha ki ab ye sari responsibilities tumhari. Aur yahi khtm nahi hua na mere B'day pe mujhe vo Gold Chain gift karne wala tha.
Us din uski baatein sunne ke bad muje issa jayada sahi option nazar nahi aaya. Uske ghar me alredy itni problems hai aur me ye sab hone deti kya ," I replied.
Priya -" Oh My God! Par vo ye sab ,Yar ye to thik nahi hai."
" Ek to uski caste aur dusra humara beech age difference ka problem .Abhi mujhe 3 years hai engg complete karne me aur uske gharwale to ladki dekh rahe hai uske liye. Aur vo already mere karan 5 days ghar se bahar reh chuka hai ik baar drink krke aa chuka hai.Ye sari baatein samjhne ke baat me kaise usse uski lyf spoil karne du mere karan. Jab usne meri itni help ki hai aur aj bhi karta hai vo," I replied.
Kashish -" Ha tune sahi socha hai. Pyar pana hi sab kuch nahi hota.Kabhi kabhi is tarah pyar nibhana bhi padta hai."
" Ha vo apne tarike se nibha raha hai me apni tarike se. Baat nahi hone se rishte to khatam nahi hote.Par vo itna badal jayega mene socha nahi tha.Bahut sare sawal hai dil me par jawab nahi shayd waqt hi mujhe mere sawalon ke jawab dega.
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Mere sare results aa chuke the. And as i expected i have cleared all my papers.
That day I called him and told him about this. He too was very happy after listening this.
That day I wan to ask him those questions that were in my mind from last few month.But that time he was busy with his works so i couldn't ask.
-Piy@
FIRST LOVE
LAST PART <3
After One And Half Year Place - Hyderabad , Ameerpet's Hostel
Me yaha apne friends ke sath apni Major training ke liye aayi thi.
Hyderabad - Yahi uski dii bhi rehti hai. Vo last year yahi aaya tha.
Aur phir vo sare baatein phir se yaad aa gayi.
" Oye madam kaha kho gayi, ye lo aapki novel ," one of my friend said these words and handed me the Novel "I TOO HAD A LOVE STORY".
Me - " I heard that this story has sad end. Is it so ?
" Hanji , I too cried alot after reading this novel ," She replied.
Me - "Silly girl ! I bet I will not cry"
She - " Ok will see , padh le phir bolna.
Mene vo novel padhna start kiya. Jaise jaise me novel padh rahi thi mera beeta hua kal jisse me ab door jana chahti thi vo na chahte hue bhi phir se mere samne aake khada hogaya.
" She died , I survived . Because I survived , I died ' Everyday' ,"
Reading these lines I hardly able to hold back my tears.
But after reading the last two pages of the novel, I could not stop my tears.
All my friends were suddenly in front of me.
" Dekha mene kaha tha na ," My friend replied.
Me - " Mujhe isse padh ke mera past yaad aagaya. Aaj mujhe mere sare sawalon ke jawab mil gaye.
" Tu ussi ladke ki baat kar rahi hai jo tujhe chor ke chala gaya. Aur tu abhi tak uske aane ka wait kar rahi hain ?" My other friend asked.
Me -" Please aisa mat bol uske liye. Ye novel padhne ke bad aj hi mujhe ye baat realized hui hai " Vo mujhe chor ke chala gaya , Par mujhe khud se mila gaya.Usne mera sath us waqt diya jab mere sath koi nahi tha. Mujhe khud pe phir se bharosa karna sikhaya. Vo nahi hota toh aaj shayd me bi na hoti q ki meri life ka failure me kabhi accept nahi kar pati.
Ye one half year me shayad hi aise koi raat hogi jab me thik se soyi hoon. Soti thi phir bhi raat me jaag jati thi ki raat to uska call aayega. Ye sab bhulne ke liye mene apna phone number bhi change kar diya. Par uski yaadein uski baatein hamesha meri sath hoti.
Vo meri zindagi me farshitey ke jaise aaya. Mere sari problems solve ho gayi uske sath. Shayad bappa ne usse mere issi waqt ke liye bheja tha.
Ab me apni zindagi me aage bad sakti hoon. Par aage badne se pheel me usse ek baar baat krna chati hoon.
" Call him , you w'll feel better ," My friend replied.
It was around 7:30 pm. I dialled his number but he did not answered.
After 5 minutes he called back
He - " Hello! Whos this ?"
" Me bol rahi hoon ," I replied.
"Oye Chatterbox tum ? Itni din baad phone aur ye kiska number hai ? Tumne apna phone number change kar liya kiya? " He asked.
Me - " Hyderbad aayi hoon training ke liye. Ya number change kar liya. Vo number sebahut sari yaadein jo judi thi.
" Sorry mujhe is tarah tumhe chor ke jana pada. Par koi option nahi tha tumne jo us din baatein kahi vo mujhe us waqt buri lagi par vo baatein sahi thi. Mene tumhe ye bataya nahi tha par aaj bata raha hoon "Jab me hospital me admit tha mene mom ko tumhare bare me bata diya tha sab".
Par vo hi caste ki problem." He replied in sad voice.
" Jane do ye sab. Aap kaise ho aur ghar pe sab kaise hai ," I asked.
"Ache hi honge. Me jayda ghar pe nahi rehta ab. Jis site pe kam hota hai vahi shift ho jata hoon." He replied.
" What ? Par ab ye sab kyun. Ghar pe abhi bhi problems hoti hai kya," I asked.
He - "Nahi ho kuch isly door rehta hoon .Dont worry sab badiya chal raha hai. Ab Sab thik hai na wat about ur studies".
" Everything is fine ," I replied.
" Good ! Dii ke ghar ka address message kar deta hoon aur usse bata deta hoon meri friend aayegi usse milne. Tum vaha gayi ho toh usse milke jarur aana ," He said.
Me - " Tum bikul nahi badle. Nahi rehne do. Meri classes rehti hain aur ye thik bhi nahi hoga."
" Ok ! Geet Mam as u wish. Apna khayal rakhna. And plz move on life kisi ke jane se nahi rukti."
" I'll try , you too take care of yourself ," I replied and hung up.
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1 n half year ke baad meri usse baat hui aur mujhe ik baar bhi nahi laga
ki vo badal gaya ho. Usne aaj bhi mujhse vaise hi baat ki thi jaise vo phele kiya karta tha.
And after that talk , I moved on.He left but before leaving he made my life heaven not hell like other boys do.
P.S. ---------> "ANGELS DO FALL ON EARTH , BUT THEY ARE NOT MEANT TO STAY IN OUR LIFE."
- Piy@
Do drop your comments about my real life story.
KUCH KAHI KUCH ANKAHI
" FIRST LOVE "
Thankew friends for liking " My Real Life Story ".
Mene kabhi nahi socha tha ki sab isse itna pasand karenge.
Through this post i wan to share something.
* Friends * , mere friends mere jaan the meri zindagi .Meri mom jab mujhe kabhi kabhi unke karan daati thi toh me meri mumma se fight kar leti thi. Par apne friends ke khilaf ek words bhi sunna nahi pasand karti thi.
Par jab mera result aaya tab tak sab badal chuke the.
Us waqt mere Mom Dad ne mujhe support nahi kiya hota to me shayd kuch bhi nahi kar pati.
Me jitna nahi royi hoon usse jayda meri Mom mere liye royi hai.
Is cheez se mujhe ye realize ho gaya ki Mom Dad se jayda acha aapke bare me koi nahi soch sakta.
Kuch waqt ke liye aapko unke kiye hue decision thik nahi lage but believe me Waqt acha ho ya bura apke Parents hamesha aapke sath rahenge.
* Moving On * - Ye part meri life ka sabse tough part tha. Uski yaadein piche chor ke aage badna shayd namumkin tha mere liye. Par us waqt mene khud ko apni studies me busy kar liya tha.Uski jagah koi le nahi sakta tha kabhi isly mene meri story me bhi uska name nahi batya me chahti to name replace kar sakti thi but mujhse ye bhi nahi hua.
Ik waqt mere life me aisa bhi aaya jab me True Love ki khoj me hi nikal gayi thi .
Par sacha pyar agar aise mil jata to aaj koi sad nahi hota.
par usne mere sath koi dhoka nahi diya tha jo me usse yad karke kabhi udaas bhi hoti. Hum sath nahi the is baat ka afsoos tha par uske family walon se alag hoke vo mere paas aaye me kabhi ye nahi chahti thi.Uski yaadein mujhe kabhi nahi rulati .
Life me agar problem hoti hai to aaj bhi uski batayi cheeze hi me karti hoon.
And at last i just wan to say this to everyone who believes in
" True Love "
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened".
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P.S ----> Some stories never ends just by writing LAST PART or by putting a Big Full Stop.
- Piy@