"YN!" I felt him wrap his arms around me to keep me up because I was going to collapse on the floor. "This is all my fault! Forgive me!" his face was so close to mine..
"Michael.." I whispered and then pressed my lips against his.
I felt pure pleasure coming from his soft lips. They were wrapped with mine and moved in such a perfect synchrony that made me melt down like ice in his strong arms. The ecstasy his kisses were giving me, was so strong that it caused me to lose my ability to think. The only thing my body craved for, was him. I couldn't stop kissing him nor wanted to. My heart was beating so fast and although he had already heard it, I didn't feel any embarrassment. I only wanted more and more.
But then suddenly, he pushed me away with such a strength that I almost lost my balance.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING??" he yelled. For the first time I heard him yell at me. His voice echoed in the huge living room for a few seconds.
"I..I.." I stood there, not knowing how to react. He realized what he had done, so he took a deep breath with eyes closed, opened them, looked at me and begun talking with the calm voice from before.
"Why did you do it? Do you know how dangerous this can be?" he quickly managed to return back to his calm state as if nothing had happened.
"I'm sorry.." apology was the only thing that came to my mind although I wasn't sorry I kissed him at all.
"Never mind. Just... don't do it like... ever again!"
WHAT??!!
"I'm going to my chamber. Good night." he headed to his room.
Was he just going to leave me here alone? Did he really mean the things he said to me? Did this mean he didn't like me anymore? Then why did he lie to me?
I don't know what happened with me in this second, but it made me lose my common sense and charm.
"WAIT!" I screamed. He stopped walking and slowly spun around to look at me. "I don't understand anything you're doing or saying lately! You just said you don't want me to kiss you anymore and few days ago you looked like you.... you were in love with me!" I felt tears in my eyes. "Ever since we returned from the trip, you've been acting weird as if you've changed! What's going on? Why are you doing this to me?"
"YN, I-"
"WHY ARE YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS??? HAVE I DONE SOMETHING WRONG? DON'T YOU WANT ME ANYMORE??" I couldn't control my tears anymore and my voice became shaky. "Then why did you make me fall in love with you? Just to break my heart afterwards? To amuse yourself?"
"It's not like that at all!"
"Then what?? Kill me just like Gilbert wants??"
"I would never hurt you!"
"You also said you liked me but see how things turned out! You don't like me anymore! YOU JUST WANTED TO PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS AND I BELIEVED EVERY WORD YOU SAID 'CAUSE I'M A BIG FOOL!" the pain was too strong and I could no longer control my tears, so I run out of the living room to my bedroom.
"YN wait!" but I didn't listen to him. All I wanted now was to leave this place once and for all! I wanted to be away from the man who hurt me and broke my heart. He made me fall in love with him to only watch me suffer. I decided to take with me only necessary things and leave this place immediately. I was going to get home somehow!
Vampires were indeed cruel.
Dracula's POV
"God... what have I done..." I plumped on the sofe because I felt the need to sit down. My body felt powerless all of a sudden after so many decades spent with lack of feelings. I never really thought that my body could be this weak.
And the most interesting thing was, that the cause of my weakness was YN.
She told me such horrible things... and none of them were true. If this girl only knew how much I actually loved her...
If she knew how strong my feelings for her were...
I loved her like I've never loved before! I loved her like no other creature in this world! I loved her so much that I was ready to give up my own happiness just to ensure her safety! I didn't want her to live in my cruel world of vampires! I didn't want her to be around bloody killers, creatures of the night, demons! We were no humans, we only looked like them, but by no means were we like them.
How could I be with her in this situation?
"Count?" Gilbert walked in the room. "Are you okay? You look weird!" of course I looked weird sitting on the sofa like a human. "Has something happened?"
"Yes." I whispered.
"What?" he walked over to me.
"YN..."
"I knew this human would cause trouble only! What did she do this time, count?"
"It was all my fault, Gilbert. I should have never fallen in love with her..."
"I warned you."
"Do you think I wanted this? I really tried to be cold, but I couldn't... I've never felt more helpless in my life!"
"Humans say that heart can't be controlled."
"Well, they are right. I couldn't control mine... she just stole it."
"Where is the human now?"
"In her room. We fought."
"About what?"
"She thinks that I don't love her and that I'm playing with her feelings."
"Human relationships are very complex, count. I don't even understand what you're talking about!" I sighed.
"Maybe if we hadn't isolated ourselves from the world, things would've been different now, and you would have understood."
"May I remind you count, that we isolated ourselves for a reason. We didn't have any problems before. Ever since the girl came here and you decided to let her live, we haven't had even one pieceful day. And let's not even mention that mischievous, cunning fool Adamus!"
"Oh God..."
"He saw the girl and I don't even want to think about the book." Gilbert went on.
"Don't mention that stupid book!" I jumped from the sofa and decided to isolate myself in the library "I'm going to the library. I need to be alone and think."
"What are we going to do with the girl?"
"I don't know Gilbert."
"May I give you my advice, count?"
"Am I going to like it?"
"I'm afraid not."
"Then no!"
"Send the girl home and forget about her!"
"That's so easy for you, isn't it...."
Send her home, forget about her... how could I do all that?? My heart was already tied up with hers! And the way she kissed me tonight... I placed my fingers on my lips, right where she kissed me. Even I didn't know how I found the strength to push her away from me! But I had to do it.
I couldn't be with her, it was against the book. If the other vampires were to find out.. I didn't even want to imagine what they would do to her! I also couldn't be without her because I loved her too much. I spent eternity drowned in loniless and emptiness. My life seemed seemingless and endless! Only God knew how much I wanted to end it. I haven't told Gilbert but there have been so many times I wanted to kill myself in order to end my misery and loniless, however I didn't know how to do it. All I had was bad memories from the past to haunt me, no love, no friends, no family, nothing!
Then after all this time, she suddenly appeared and turned my life upside down. She made me feel alive again! I thought I had lost the ability to feel and be human-like, but she proved me wrong! I fell head over heels in love for the very first time in decades and I didn't even know when it happened! She just came and next thing I knew I was bewitched by her beauty and laughter, and there was nothing I could do to control myself. She also smelled so good. Her flesh and blood... her hair, all so tempting. I wanted to taste her too but didn't dare do that. I would rather kill myself than hurt her.
I've been even having this weird thought lately..
Dreams about connecting my flesh with hers like a husband and a wife were to do. Then I've been dreaming about drinking her sweet blood and-
Wait what was that?
I thought I spotted something out, so I walked over to the huge window in my library to look outside.
There was something, indeed, and it was YN.
She was in the front garden, running towards the exit of the castle, carrying a bad with her. Where was she going in the middle of the night??! I told her not to leave the castle at any cost, especially during night! Was she running away? I had to follow her.
I opened the window wide and just before I jumped, Gilbert flung the heavy library door open.
"Count, the girl is running away!!" he stormed in.
"I just saw her! I'm going to stop her!"
"Count, wait... Don't stop her!"
"What do you mean don't stop her! Do you want the wolves to eat her alive?!"
"No, I mean... make sure she leaves the forest safely and let her return home once and for all. It's the right thing to do."
I was paralyzed by his words. I too believed sending her back home was the best thing to do, but now that it could actually happen, I felt heavy pain in my chest.
"You better go count, before she enters the forest. Or should I go?"
"No." I jumped from the window and landed smoothly on my two legs. The wind was so strong tonight that I could feel the intoxicating scent of her body despite of the distance.
Is he going to stop you or let you return home??