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waking up from another gross dream that involved Jack made me throw up.
I look at my phone and squeeze my eyes together while staring at the colorful screen.
3:24 am
I get out of bed and make my way to the bathroom.
I go to the bathroom, wash my hands, and crawl back into bed.
i wonder what Jack is doing? I bit my nail and stare at nothing in the darkness. why do I care about him all of a sudden?
I sit in my bed for a while till my legs gain a mind of their own and walk to Jack's room.
I kinda just stand their for a few minutes thinking of what I'm doing here, what do I say if I go in?
a few moments later, the door swings open and a sleepy Jack who jumped at the sight of me.
" Ireland," he whispers. " what the fuck are you doing?"
wow harsh much?
I shake my hurt feeling away and stare at him for a while, " I-I-I couldn't sleep so I thought that.... um never mind."
I begin to walk away but he grabs my arm, " what do you want Ireland?"
" I don't know," I look at the ground. " can I um like-"
" spit it out!" he whispers harshly.
" canyouhelpmefallbacktosleep?" I say really quickly.
" what?" his eyebrows pull together and he sadly let goes of my arm.
" can you help me fall back to sleep?" I ask not looking at his face.
" em.. yeah uh my bed or yours?" he begins to do a potty dance. I smile a little.
" my bed?" I say more like a question.
"ok well I'll see you there in a sec. I have to pee." I walk back to my room and lay in my bed waiting for Jack to come.
2 minutes later, he shows up with a pillow and blanket and pants because he wasn't wearing any earlier.
" do you um want to.. you know... cuddle?" he asks awkwardly.
" uh only if you want to." I'm so bad at making decisions.
" ok just lay back and I-I'll just swipe my arm under your body... I don't know why I'm explaining this. you know how to cuddle," he puts one arm under my body and one on top of my body making a heated blanket.
his huge, muscular arms rise up as he breathes against my neck making me even hotter.
oh god he is just so cu- no stop he's your stepbrother.
I turn over and stare at his face as his eyes stare into mine.
" I'm uh gonna go to sleep now," I smile and close my eyes.
I feel him pull me closer to his body making me melt in his touch.
it's almost Christmas, I begin to think. I wonder if Jack is gonna buy me something. I'm so stupid, he isn't gonna buy me anything.
I open one eye to see Jack asleep with a frustrated face on his face.
" j-just keep going," he whispers. " Ireland quit stalling."
oh my gosh, he's having a dream about me.
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I wake up at 10 in the morning to an empty bed but at least Jack left a note.
Ireland,
madison came over to pick me up for breakfast. I hope I didn't wake you up at all. I left a pop tart in the toaster when I left. hopefully your mom didn't eat it. ok I have to go because Madison is done going to the bathroom. I'll see you later.
-jack
I hold the note close to my heart then kiss it. he even left food for me. I love when people do that.
oh my god, I need to stop fantasizing over Jack. he has Madison.
I rub my eyes and get out of bed then walk downstairs to see pop tarts standing in the toaster, calling my name.
I grab them and turn on Netflix to finish watching American horror story.
around 11, Jack and Madison come home with a Denny's bag in each of their hands.
" hey ire, whatcha watching?" Jack asks walking to the kitchen with his food. I hear him open the fridge then close it. he comes back with empty hands.
" watching American horror story. wanna join?" I ask not removing my attention from the television.
" yeah," he smiles and sits next to me. Madison clears her throat and looks at Jack with ' what the fuck am I supposed to do?' face. " babe just sit down somewhere."
she scoffs and then snuggles up against him. I look at them for a second, wishing that Madison would leave so we could spend some time together but I put all my attention back into the show.
we finish season 4 and it was 3. I decided to get dressed in dark blue washed jeans with rips in them and a striped buttoned up shirt that showed my bra a little. I throw on a necklace that said my name then put my hair down.
I put on low-cut white chucks then grabbed my phone and my purse. I just need to get out of the house. I hear Jack and Madison arguing which made me quietly walk down the stairs.
" why are you focusing on her when I'm right here? I'm all you need. I can give you everything you want," she whines.
" Madison, I'm just trying to be friendly. we're gonna be siblings in months. I might as well treat her like a sibling and that's what I'm doing," he tugs on his hair.
I walk down the stairs and jack turns his attention to me, " where are you going?"
" pet store. I'm bored," I begin to walk to the door.
" can I come? I'm bored too," he asks. without looking, I nod.
" where should I go?" Madison asks annoyingly.
" just go home babe. I'll see you tomorrow." she scoffs and walks out the door and to her car.
first she calls Jack over and they have a heated make out session in front of me. I just roll my eyes and open my car door.
Madison pushes him off of her then runs her fingers through his hair.
after they have a gross kiss fight, Jack walks to my car.
" let's go."
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I park the car and open the door. I step out of the car then slam the car door shut.
I walk in front of Jack into the pet store. I see this one puppy that I practically run to.
he's sleeping but as soon as Jack walks over, he wakes up then yawns. I heart eye at the puppy's yawning.
" I want him," I stare at the dog through the glass.
" then get him." Jack looks at me making his statement sound like a 'duh'.
" I don't have $200 dollars, Jack."
" how about I help you play for him." he looked at the tiny puppy that I was drooling over.
" you would really do that?" I ask looking at him.
" what are brothers for?" he shrugged then went to find an assistant.
I cringe when he said he's my brother. siblings aren't supposed to have nasty dreams about each other.
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Jack drove us home as I sat in the passenger seat, looking at the tiny husky through one of the holes in the box he was in.
he was sleeping on a blanket that I picked out. Jack couldn't decide what blanket would make the careless puppy happy.
we pulled into the driveway to see my mom and soon-to-be stepdad were home.
God, I hated David!
he annoyed me. he took my coffee mugs, made rules for me, ate my poptarts. I could see why Jack hated his dad so much.
" hey Jack."
" hm," he hummed closing the car door.
" why did your dad and mom get divorced?" I immediately regret asking because he stopped in his path and just looked down at the ground.
" they didn't get divorced. my mom.... killed herself. she had breast cancer and never told anyone of us about it. a few months later, I found her in the tub with pills on the side and her under water. I guess the pain was too much to handle so she took the easy way out. I was only 10." his story about his mom moved my heart.
I could tell that she meant a lot to him because he started to tear up a bit. I really wanted to hug him but I didn't know if he would be okay with it. so I watched him mope to the door.
I did feel really bad considering he went straight to his room and slammed the door shut. so much for being friends.
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time passed and dinner was served, I kept holding the new puppy I got trying to think of a name for him.
Jack finally came downstairs with puffy eyes. I looked at him and immediately felt bad because I was the one who made him cry.
my mom told him to sit down next to me because she has some great news.
I look down at Jack and i's new puppy then look at my mother standing with the devil.
my smile went away as soon as she handed me a paper that said planned parenthood.
" your pregnant?!" I scream throwing the paper at her.
she looked happy to be pregnant again. little did she know that once your past 40, you can die from giving birth.
" mom, you can die! your past 40!" I stand up ran to my room but first gave the dog to Jack.
he didn't look happy either. actually, hatred filled his eyes. I was kinda surprised because Jack doesn't care about anything but himself so when he yelled at his father for knocking up my mom, I knew he cared about me.
he knew how much I despised his father. he knew that if David did something to my mom, I would be the one to kill him first. so getting my mom pregnant was basically trying to kill her.
Jack punched his dad then death stared my mother down. I went upstairs and he followed me.
" ire, I'm sorry about my d-"
" it's ok. I'm thinking about running away anyway." I tell him.
" where would you even go?" he asked.
" maybe California? Omaha isn't the place I want to spend the rest of my life." I look at the sleeping husky.
Jack and I ended up talking all night long, talking about everything we could possibly think of. I found so much about him like he's middle name is Finnegan. we also named our sleepy husky, koda bear.
I fell asleep with my head in his lap and him stroking my long hair.
man, I'm falling for him hard.
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