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"Tell me darling, what should I do to be the whole of your soul and not just half of it?"
-TMYstories
When Jimin woke up from his nap, enveloped in the alpha's comforting scent, he planted his feet on the floor and attempted to rise. His body still tingled with warmth. The moment his feet touched the ground, they felt as hot as embers, and he sensed the same heat in his chest. He felt incredibly needy and euphoric, craving nothing but to bask in the alpha's aroma. He contemplated taking a cold shower before another surge of desire hit him, but every muscle protested. He struggled to command his own body due to the tempting whispers of his Omega.
"Our alpha can take care of us; we don't need to lift a finger. Hmm, he can lavish attention on our feet with kisses and massages."
Jimin closed his eyes tightly against the difficult situation his Omega had put him in. Just hearing his Omega refer to the alpha as 'our alpha' tempted Jimin to embrace the feeling, to writhe in bed and surrender himself entirely to the Alpha.
After filling the tub, he thought he should grab a quick snack. He cut a green apple, added lemon and cinnamon, and gobbled it down fast. The cinnamon smell reminded him of the alpha's scent mixed with sandalwood, giving him a rush of pleasure. It would keep him full for a bit. He quickly stripped off his clothes, sniffing them before tossing them in the laundry basket. The alpha's scent was stronger than his own, satisfying him so much that he didn't want to smell anything else..
The moment Jimin began to undress, his Omega's seductive murmurs intensified, urging him to explore his desires.
"Look at the mirror. Our body. Look at us. Imagine what Alpha can do to us. He is our alpha. We need him."
Gazing at his reflection, Jimin's fingers glided over his skin, envisioning the alpha's commanding touch. It was an agonizing temptation, fueled by his Omega's persistent whispers, pushing Jimin to the pinnacle of his heat.
"He feels everything you feel. He is your soulmate. If you think about him, he feels it."
As Jimin got more excited by what his omega said, he lowered himself into the cold water. His body was so hot that the chilly water, far from calming him, only heightened his desires.
"Come on, aren't you going to touch yourself? Show him how much you need him."
"No, no..." Jimin muttered.
He knew he shouldn't have obeyed his omega and should've stayed rational. But with the scorching fire coursing through him like poison, he felt compelled to indulge in all the forbidden pleasures.
As the cold water enveloped him, he gave in to his urges and began to touch himself and wrapped his hand to his length. Lost in a haze of pleasure, Jimin acted without thinking, unaware of his actions. Suddenly snapping back to reality, he jolted out of the water and hurriedly covered himself with a bathrobe. With fear gripping him, he glanced at his reflection in the mirror before darting to his room.
"What if the alpha feels what I feel and do?" he pondered.
His omega's cunning grin was the final straw for Jimin. Overwhelmed by a tidal wave of shame, he hastily dressed, slipping into one of the Alpha's hoodies, and collapsed onto his bed.
Breathing in the alpha's scent, his wolf stirred, instinctively yearning for the knot and the cub. Jimin tried to recall the wisdom his grandmother had imparted about soulmates. He remembered her saying that the bond between soulmates was the strongest in the world, and that they would suffer every moment they were apart.
The deeper he delved into his thoughts, the more memories flooded back. His grandmother's words rang true, but if only his soulmate were an alpha like Jimin, steeped in old traditions rather than conforming to the new world order. Unaware of this, Jimin squirmed with stress.
He knew he needed to reach out to him, but contacting him while he was in heat wouldn't be right for either of them. Despite his heightened sexual hormones, Jimin remained logical, reminding himself that they should talk as equals after the heat subsided. Plus, he had never been in close quarters with an alpha during his rut. From what Taehyung had mentioned, he gathered that the Alpha was also in his rut. The powerful pheromones emanating from the alpha's clothes were driving Jimin to the brink, causing involuntary moans as he struggled to resist the scent.
"If only Alpha were here, we could have whatever we desired," his Omega whispered incessantly.
Jimin tried to block out the voice, but it was futile; his Omega never ceased its whispers.
"You saw Alpha too. His pure white skin and gray eyes. He's our alpha."
He rolled onto his stomach in bed, embracing all of the alpha's belongings, burying his nose and drifting off to sleep amidst his scent. Jimin had never felt so liberated, courageous, longing, fervent, and belonging to someone before. The alpha's pheromones stirred dreams within Jimin that his mind had never conceived. Feeling the need to explore himself, Jimin listened to his omega's whispers while enveloped in the alpha's scent, blessing both himself and his omega with it.
From his ribs to his groin, it felt like a myriad of flowers blossoming and teasing inside him. It was almost unbearable, and when he thought of the alpha's gray eyes and white skin, he couldn't resist any longer. His hand found its way to his length once more, soothing himself with a helpless moan before drifting off to sleep. Even in his slumber, he hummed softly. Before Jimin could fully revel in the joy of discovering his soulmate, he felt trapped because of his addiction to the alpha's scent.
When Jimin woke up the next day with his heat lessened, he hoped to at least make it to the kitchen and grab something to eat. He felt ashamed of himself as memories flooded back, realizing just how hungry and desperate for intimacy he had been. He couldn't recall how many times he had sought solace with his own hand, and the embarrassment weighed heavily on him. The emotional aftermath of his outburst had set in, and Jimin couldn't hold back the tears for what he had done and for the loneliness he felt.
Unable to face the flower shop, where both his potent pheromones and the alpha's enticing scent lingered, Jimin wrestled with thoughts of the neglected flowers and unfulfilled orders. Seeking assistance, he reached out to Taehyung for help.
**Jimin:**
TaeTae what are you doing?
**Taetae:**
Heyyy Jiminie...
Are you feeling better?
**Jimin:**
I guess...
**Taetae:**
So, the alpha's scent worked.
**Jimin:**
It's hard to believe otherwise.
**Jimin:**
Anyway, I need your help...
**Taetae:**
I can't come to you,
I can't take you to the alpha,
I can't bring the alpha to you.
**Jimin:**
Did your new omega
friend suggest (order) these?🤔
**Taetae:**
He didn't suggest (order) 🙄;
he just warned me about the
consequences if I did.
So it's not an order but a choice.
**Jimin:**
Did he predict that
I would want these?
**Taetae:**
No, he was certain.
**Jimin:**
You have five minutes to
tell him he's wrong.
**Jimin:**
I was just going to ask you
to go to the flower shop and
water my plants, and to send
an email to the customers,
informing them that orders
won't be fulfilled until
the end of the week.
**Taetae:**
Ohh...
**Taetae:**
If you can handle these things,
soul mateship isn't such a big deal.
I had imagined it differently.
**Jimin:**
I can control myself
thanks to his scent.
Anyway, I know the alpha's first
name, but not his last name.
Can you share this information
with me, at least?
After all, he's my soul mate.
**Taetae:**
Oh, sure, I completely forgot
to mention that. Yoongi Min...
According to Seokjin, he used
to teach piano at the conservatory
and had his own studio.
Music runs in his veins.
**Taetae:**
Jimin?
**Taetae:**
Hold on...
**Taetae:**
Please don't do what I
think you're about to.
**Taetae:**
Jimin, Seokjin will tear me apart.
**Taetae:**
I don't feel good at all.😭
On the first day of rut, Yoongi couldn't control his hormones with the drooling and growling of his wolf, so he comforted himself by rubbing against one of Omega's clothes, having naughty dreams over and over with primitive hunger. His eyes, which still hadn't returned to their normal color, and his desire for sex were causing cramps in all his limbs. He felt too hot to put on clothes, and with a layer of silver sweat covering his body, the only thing touching his body were clothes soaked in the scent of the omega. His wolf wanted to bury himself inside his omega, give him his knot, and even seal him without wasting any time. He didn't want anyone but himself to detect his omega's scent, and with this instinct, his teeth grew longer from time to time, tiring Yoongi physically.
He knew as much about omega as Seokjin told Namjoon, and he was constantly texting Namjoon and asking ridiculous questions. Of course, since he was under the influence of his wolf and did many actions unconsciously, Namjoon was sure that maybe he wouldnt remember what he did later. He wanted to see Omaga, because while his wolf had been peacefully in his den for years, getting along peacefully with Yoongi, suddenly all the balances were shaken, and all his primitive DNA exploded.
Yoongi felt like he was changing uncontrollably and quickly, becoming rebellious and overwhelmed by the intensity of his rut. He agonized over his inability to act on his instincts of protection, ownership, and belonging. Despite feeling this way, he didn't know the omega, and the omega didn't know him, which bruised his alpha pride even more. He was frustrated that the omega didn't recognize him, yet his alpha instincts continued to whisper tempting thoughts about the omega.
On the second day of his rut, he tried to soothe his overheated body by immersing himself in cold water for hours. It felt like he was wearing a fiery shirt, his skin burning with intensity.
Emerging from the cold water, he set out to tidy up his bedroom, which had become a chaotic mess. Over the past twenty-four hours, he had been surrounded by the omega's clothes, tossing sheets and scattering his own clothes in every corner. Despite being under the influence of his wolf, he managed to straighten up the room, replacing the soiled sheets with fresh ones. Carefully, he arranged the omega's clothes on his bed before lying down on top of them.
With a throbbing ache in his groin, Yoongi tried to recall every detail of the omega's face he had seen in the flower shop, questioning whether he deserved such beauty. The rut inflicted waves of pain at specific intervals, and he hoped that after calming himself in the cold shower, he could finally get some rest for a few hours and silence his wolf's whispers. However, his focus was shattered by the sound of a notification on his phone.
He had never given much thought to messages from unknown numbers, but this particular message felt like a whisper, a beckoning call. A short and well-targeted message. When Yoongi read the message, he jumped with adrenaline and felt the fire filling his body again as the excitement surrounded his whole body. He was excited about the first thing that came to his mind because his Alfa was whispering to him.
+19951013**
Alpha...
Yoongi stared at the message for what felt like an eternity, taking deep breaths as he contemplated his next move. While he entertained the idea of responding, he couldn't shake the possibility that the number belonged to the omega. The thought of what he would do if someone else answered filled him with uncertainty. His wolf yearned for a sign from his omega, desperately seeking reassurance before making a decision.
After setting his phone down on the bed, Yoongi buried his face in his hands, deep in thought for several minutes. He couldn't afford to take any risks, especially not during such an abnormal time. He knew better than to act foolishly while under the influence of his wolf's instincts, feeling utterly helpless. Aware of his popularity among omegas at the conservatory, he dreaded the possibility of making a misstep if the message was from one of them. The hope of his soulmate reaching out dwindled in his mind, given their lack of familiarity with each other. He couldn't fathom the idea of such a stunning omega being interested in him, even if they were destined to be soulmates. A wave of sadness washed over him momentarily.
Yearning for his soulmate's acceptance, Yoongi wished for the opportunity for them to connect and form a genuine bond before discovering their soulmate connection. Bound by the influence of their wolves and the devotion inherent in soulmate bonds, both Yoongi and his soulmate felt a sense of obligation. Yoongi thought about the damn new world order system again and realized that all these thoughts were actually the mindset they were trying to impose on all alphas and omegas.
Taking one of the omega's clothes once more, Yoongi brought it close to his face, burying his nose into it. He pondered what he would sacrifice for this intoxicating scent, realizing that with each deep inhalation, all other thoughts faded away, leaving only the omega in his mind. Every breath drew him further under the sway of his alpha, prompting Yoongi to act solely on his wolf's instincts. When he gazed into the full-length mirror in his room, he observed that his eyes had reverted to their gray hue. It had been so long since his alpha had asserted control over his body that Yoongi felt a sense of liberation, relishing the familiar color of his alpha's eyes. As he watched his reflection in the mirror, Yoongi understood that his alpha knew all his unspoken desires, every sentiment in his heart, and all the potential outcomes.
"Look at us carefully.. Omega will like us.. He wasn't created to like anyone but you, he is ours. Our souls intertwined before your bodies. Only we can make him happy. We belong to him. Take us to him."
Yoongi gazed at his long, damp black hair, his gray eyes, and his exposed skin. A surge of fear and excitement washed over him suddenly, as if foreign emotions were invading his mind and heart. Just like on the first day of his rut, he felt sensations that sent a throbbing ache through his groin, leaving him feeling as though he were losing his mind.
However, his alpha reassured him that he could sense what his omega was feeling. Now, experiencing the omega's fear and excitement, Yoongi couldn't shake the discomfort of knowing that his omega was afraid. Before he could respond to the message on his phone, a notification from Seokjin appeared, prompting him to quickly read it.
**Seokjin: **
Don't reach out to the omega!
**Yoongi: **
?
**Seokjin:**
Seriously, Yoongi, you should
stay indoors. Both of you are
in the grips of your wolf instincts.
**Yoongi: **
But I don't even know him yet?
**Seokjin:**
Oh... I assumed... Maybe...
**Yoongi:**
???
**Seokjin:**
Did he call or text you?
**Yoongi: **
What could he possibly
need to call or text about?
**Seokjin: **
Well, aside from being
lost in his omega's influence
and sex hormones...|
(This massage wasn't sent)
I don't think now's the time
for you two to meet face-to-face.
**Yoongi: **
You're right. It's hard to
even think clearly with
my alpha's influence.
And yeah, I can sense him.
**Seokjin:**
WHAT!
What do you mean,
you can sense him?
**Yoongi: **
Just certain emotions of his.
Seems to happen when
his emotions are really intense.
**Seokjin:**
Okay, stop it. enough details.
What the fuck is going on..|
(This message wasn't sent)
**Yoongi: **
The omega hasn't contacted me,
so no worries there.
**Seokjin:**
Good. 'Cause if you step outside,
your rut scent mixing with his
heat scent could spell trouble.
You know the drill.
**Yoongi: **
Maybe we can control
the pheromones...
**Seokjin:**
Seriously?
You can't even control
your bowels in this situation,
and you're talking about pheromones?
**Yoongi:**
Not funny.
**Seokjin:**
Wasn't meant to be.
Just trying to keep you
out of trouble and saving
ur ass.
**Yoongi:**
But you've seen the
omega more than me.
**Seokjin:**
How's that relevant?
**Yoongi:**
Why have you seen him more?
**Seokjin:**
'Cause when I saw the omega,
I didn't faint and kissed the
ground like you?
**Yoongi:**
😿
**Seokjin:**
Seriously, though,
isn't he like an angel?
**Yoongi: **
Absolutely
the most beautiful.
**Seokjin:**
Your rut will be over soon.
Let's wait until then and
we can all meet up to
introduce you two properly.
**Yoongi:**
Okey, you're right.
**Seokjin:**
his house is on fire...|
(This massage wasn't sent)
After talking with Seokjin, Yoongi was certain that the person who messaged him was his omega. To avoid raising suspicions with Seokjin, he pretended like everything was normal. He quickly opened the message from the unknown number and typed a response on his phone.
**Yoongi: **
Omega?
Seconds later, another notification came from him and Yoongi smiled triumphantly.
+19951013* :
Hi, I'm Park Jimin.
Nice to meet u.
Yoongi promptly saved the number in his phone. As he confirmed his wolf instincts were spot on, he resolved to trust his Alpha more. In that moment, his inner Alpha whispered softly.
"We are never wrong about our omega. He is our other half."
**Yoongi: **
I knew it was you.
Nice to meet you too.
Min Yoongi.
**Jimin: **
How did you know?
**Yoongi: **
I felt it? Don't you feel it?
**Jimin: **
I guess..
I'm still trying to get used to it.
**Yoongi: **
Me too..
Jimin spent hours scouring the internet for any trace of Min Yoongi, gathering tidbits from the conservatory department's blog and academic lists. Despite his wolf's urging, he tried to remain rational. It was clear he needed to take action. Slipping into Yoongi's clothes, he settled into a plush armchair in his living room, diligently compiling all the information he could find about Yoongi on his tablet.
As Jimin delved into the Conservatory's blog, he encountered numerous confessions about Min Yoongi. It served as a stark reminder of the divide between the new world order and the rebels. It wasn't just omegas who found Yoongi appealing; even alphas from the rebel faction were drawn to him. The rebels didn't adhere to traditional alpha-omega dynamics; they embraced relationships regardless of alpha-alpha, omega-omega, or beta pairings. Jimin couldn't shake off the unease of discovering his soulmate in such a perilous world.
His instincts urged him to whisk away his alpha and carve out a pack life in remote, uninhabited areas-an impossible dream. As he dug deeper into his research, he discovered Yoongi's talents extended beyond the conservatory; he was composing, writing, and producing songs in his personal studio. Academic journals even featured photographs of him. Despite Jimin's amazement at his stalking abilities, it didn't take long for him to unearth Min Yoongi's personal social media account.
Sitting on his couch like a silkworm, bathed in the scent of his alpha, he looked at all of Yoongi's photos one by one. Because his wolf never stopped whispering. His skin shining like a white pearl, in contrast to his long coal black hair reaching the nape of his neck, made Jimin think a lot. Since he saw the alpha's eyes as grey, he looked more deeply into his dark brown eyes in all the photos. The fact that his alpha's eyes were gray made his omega feel different too. He was unsure whether to contact him or not, but he let his instincts guide him. He remembered the words his grandmother always said to him.
Flashback
Jimin was fed up with alphas constantly chasing him during his last semester of college. When he came home in a foul mood, he flopped onto the couch, grumbling.
"What's wrong?" his grandmother asked, recognizing his sigh.
Taking a moment with his eyes closed, Jimin adjusted his position and turned towards his grandmother.
"The problem is my omega. Every time an alpha approaches me, it's like torture. I'm not into the whole alpha chasing thing, but dealing with my own omega is even worse," Jimin lamented.
His grandmother fell into thoughtful silence before taking Jimin's hands.
"Jimin, your Omega is never wrong. Remember what I told you about soulmates?" she said gently.
Jimin nodded, curious about what she would say next.
"He'll always guide you. Just don't ignore him when he whispers to you. Sometimes our omegas can be tricky. They can make you crave attention and affection, but they won't do that for just any alpha," his grandmother explained.
Jimin's eyes widened with excitement.
"So, my omega will let me know when he senses the right alpha for me?" he asked eagerly.
His grandmother shook her head negatively.
"No, he'll do more than that, and only you'll understand," she said cryptically.
Though Jimin didn't fully grasp what his grandmother meant at that moment, he resolved to let his omega lead the way and make the right decisions for him.
Flashback end.
Jimin didn't hesitate to listen to his omega because he had found his soulmate, and his omega was eager to connect more than ever. He believed nothing could stand in their way, and there was no reason for them not to be together with the alpha. He was certain they needed to meet as soon as possible to get to know each other.
For years, Jimin couldn't connect with any alpha because his omega knew he had a soulmate. No matter what he did, he felt pulled towards him. His omega kept urging him to reach out to the alpha and want them to touch, clouding Jimin's thoughts. If only his grandmother had been alive longer, he thought, he could have learned more from him. He felt like an irresponsible omega, lacking the knowledge he needed.
He even had fleeting worries about not being able to please his alpha. These thoughts lingered in Jimin's subconscious when his omega wasn't influencing him. But his omega sensed everything and persistently pushed him to contact the alpha and want them to touch, without revealing why. Finally, feeling like he had nothing to lose, Jimin gave in and reached out to him.
**Jimin:**
Thanks for being so kind
and sending me your clothes,
even though we're strangers.
I wish we'd met under different circumstances.
**Yoongi:**
If I hadn't fainted when we first met,
things might've been different.
Sorry about that.
**Jimin:**
Are you feeling better now?
**Yoongi:**
I'm good, as much as you are.
**Jimin:**
How did you find me?
I know it might be early to
discuss this, but waiting
has been tough.
**Yoongi:**
I get your curiosity.
I've got questions too.
**Yoongi:**
Actually, our first encounter
wasn't at the flower shop.
**Jimin:**
Really?
**Yoongi:**
Remember my alpha friend
from the flower shop?
**Jimin:**
Yeah, I saw him at the auction.
**Yoongi:**
When I went to pick him up
from there that day, I caught
your scent but couldn't
see you. It drove my wolf
crazy for weeks.
**Jimin:**
So, that overwhelming feeling
I had at the auction, it was
because you were there?
**Yoongi:**
I asked Namjoon multiple times,
but he didn't detect any pheromones.
**Jimin:**
Our wolves know better than us.
My pheromones were secreted
so only you could perceive them.
When soulmates are near, wolves
do that to prevent losing each
other again.
**Yoongi:**
Wow, I'm surprised you
know so much. It's hard to find
this info in the new world order.
**Jimin:**
Yeah, I learned from
my grandmother.
**Yoongi:**
What do you think about
the new world order?
I know some rules seem fair,
but I'm curious.
**Jimin:**
I don't support it.
I don't want to live with
dulled versions of ourselves
in modern life.
**Yoongi:**
That's a straightforward
answer.
**Jimin:**
Don't you agree, especially
with everything going on now?
We can't even leave our homes.
**Yoongi:**
You're absolutely right.
**Yoongi:**
Do you want to leave the house?
**Jimin:**
Don't you?
**Yoongi:**
Seokjin told me not to.
**Jimin:**
Seokjin?
**Yoongi:**
You don't know him?
He was even at ur House.
**Jimin:**
The famous omega?
Are you talking about
the famous omega that fills
my friend's head?
*Yoongi:**
Most likely yes.
**Jimin: **
So where is the part
that concerns him?
**Yoongi:**
Sorry? What?
**Jimin: **
I'm saying why does he
determine whether we
leave the house or not?
How can he know what I need?
**Yoongi:**
He's been helpful. Our clothes...
**Jimin:**
So what? My omega friend
and your alpha friend could've
handled it.
**Yoongi:**
Are you jealous of Seokjin?
**Jimin:**
Me? Jealous? What's there to
be jealous about?
**Yoongi:**
Nothing.
**Jimin:**
Anyway, I reached out to
start getting to know each
other and asked for your help.
**Yoongi:**
My help?
**Jimin:**
Yeah, could you send me
more of your clothes?
**Yoongi:**
I have a better idea.
**Jimin:**
I think I have that idea too.
**Yoongi:**
If soulmates mean thinking
the same things at the same time,
then that's pretty cool.
**Jimin:**
I think it's about desiring
and feeling the same things simultaneously.
**Yoongi:**
So you know already
what my my idea is?
**Jimin:**
I know.
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