Heres the songs I listened to while writing this that somewhat go with the story ;) Other than Alec Benjamin and Billie Eilish they were all in nightcore which you can find in youtube, but both versions are great.
Can you hear me- Munn
Empty Eyes- Munn
I Lost Myself- Munn
Sick Boy- The Chainsmokers
Hate Myself- NF
Lovely- Billie Eilish
Crazy in Love- Beyonce
Dopamine Addict- Alec Benjamin
Hipocrite- Alec Benjamin
Stand out Fit in- ONE OK ROCK
Sitches- Shawn Mendes
These are just a few- went through a bunch of my random playlists while writing this everyday but some of my favs this month :) Happy New Years!
To an amazing 2023!!