October 9th
monday
6:30am
mazi pov
I wake up as my alarm goes off and throw my phone at the wall making it shut up. It wasn't the phone i always use. It was my 7. I got a 7, xr, xs, 11, 12 pro, And a 13. I use my 13 more than the other ones. Ian spoiled, it's just i used to break stuff as a child and i broke every android i had so my granddad bought me 5 phones. My dad bought the 13.
Anyways i get up, stretch/have a seizure (yk dat good ass stretch that have you shakin), take my 13 off the charger, put my slides on, go to the bathroom. I see that mari is up and has his airpods in so i unmute and i shout his name causing him ta jump and me ta laugh.
" Fuck you yo"
" How you think i got pregnant?"
" Shut up"
" Stop bein mean"
I grab my toothbrush, wet it, put toothpaste on, wet it again, and start brushing.
" My bad baby. Im just tired"
" Why?"
" Because i been up since 2 am drawing these mf big ass tattoos. Wtf you need a panda on yo back foe"
" a panda?"
" Yea and dey want it red and black so they want a red panda"
" Red pandas are cute tho"
" the bitch is darkskin and i mean darker than my dad"
" And? take a nap babe cause you gon be cranky all mf day"
" I can't because i still gotta draw 4 smaller ones and the first 4 take 3 hours each so that's 12 mf hours den the other ones take a hour each so that's 4 hours. So in total i gotta be awake for 16 mf hours!"
I spit out the toothpaste, clean my mouth, clean my toothbrush, grab my wash cloth that i use specifically for my face, and wash my face.
" Look at the camera" it takes him a lil but he finally looks at the camera. " Drink some liquor, it'll keep you up"
" I know but ion wanna drink cause den imma need a shot each hour so imma be drunk asfc"
" Ask ya mom fa help" i wash my face again den put some cocoa butter on.
" No cause she gon get mad at me for interrupting her sleep. Ya face clear asfc"
" Thank you" i grab my phone and go to my closet.
I search for sum ta put on and all i feel like puttin on is black joggers and a black crop top so that's what i pick out an some ethikas. I do not wear underwear when sleepin cause it's comfortable. I take my shorts and grey wife beater (white beater) off den see mari is paying full attention ta me.
" i like that your lookin at me but you gotta finish dem drawings" i say
" Unun. Dem jawns can wait, ian finna miss my favorite part of my day" he tells me and i turn my camera off. " Really"
" Work" he groans den continues his work
" At least lemme see the front, youn gotta turn around" i think about it
" Fine but just the front" i turn my camera back on as i put my pants on
" This why ion like talkin ta you after you just wake up" Smb knocks on my door 4 times den 3 times letting me know it's tae.
" Come in" Tae walks in wit only shorts on which ion mind. Even if he did have a dick, i wouldnt care cause we've walked in on each other naked plenty of times. " Yes?"
" I just need yo lotion cause i let mia borrow mines and the bitch ain't give it back" he gets the lotion off my dresser den lotions up his legs.
" Is dat john?"
" Kamari don't make me beat ya ass" tae says
" And i'll have dray hurt yours"
" For your information, he'on gotta use my ass so stfu you tan crayola bitch"
" Don't start" i tell them while laughing. I get my hair products and fix my hair. I would wear a bonnet but im too lazy ta choose one
" Put your hair in a bun for once" tae tells me
" Fuck no. I did it once and i took it out after first period" i tell him
" It'll look good tho" mari tells me
" I know but ion think it looks good on me" i grip my hair up and put it into a ponytail.
" I must've missed that day cause ian never seen you wit no bun in yo head" tae says
" You were late"
" Ohhh. Welp imma go get dressed" He puts my lotion back den goes to his room
" Wake up kam" i say
" I just wanna take a nap" mari whines
" What time is your first appointment?"
" 8:30"
" Take a 10 min nap"
" nah cause imma end up stayin asleep all day"
" Wtv" i put my earrings in and make sure i got everything in my bookbag. I put on my crocs wit mari name on em den get my stuff and head downstairs to the kitchen. I put my stuff down den hug my parents. " Mornting"
" Stop talkin like ya grandma" my dad says
" Let him do what he wants. You only wearin that? usually you go all out and do you want waffles?" my pops ask
" I decided to be comfy and no thank you" i tell him
" And a freak. Why you got so many hickeys?" my dad moves my head to scan my neck.
" It ain't dat many" i say
" You got 7" im gon kill kamari
" Nope 8, Those 2 is close together" my pops tells him
" Ughh" i groan
" That date must've been good" he says
" No kamari just a horny freaky fuck" i tell him
" That i am" mari says
" Also annoyin asfc" i say
" Here you go" tae hands me my concealer as he walks in.
" You are a lifesaver cause ian feel like goin back upstairs"
" don't cover up my art" mari tells me
" Shut up" i flip my phone over
" Where ya shirt?" my dad ask
" In my bookbag cause it's grey and coach aka yo best friend said we gotta do sum soon as we get ta school and we gon be sweatin" tae explains
" Which bsf?" he ask
" Deiondre (mia bio dad)" he tells him
" Good luck cause dre don't play when it comes to sports" my pops says
" Hollon where was i when this information was shared?" i ask
" Sleep. It was on the ride back from the restaurant" tae tells me
" Dad" i say
"Nope talk ta that one" my dad tells me
" Wtv he got yall doin, i agree, just don't forget yo asthma pump tae and do you want waffles?"
" No thank you and it's in my bookbag" tae says
" IM HERE FOR FOOD" jay says as he walks in
" Mazi stop givin him that key" my dad says
" I haven't given him the key since april" i tell him as jay walks in
" I made a copy" jay tells us den gets a waffles but my pops slaps his hand. " ouch"
" Wash ya hands first"
" My hands are clean"
" Either wash ya hands or no food"
" Uncle kai"
" He'on listen ta me so dat aint gon work" my dad tells him
" Yall gon be late, It's 7:10" my pops says. We get our stuff, give them hugs, jay steals a waffle, we say bye to my little siblings, den head out.
later at 8:15am...
" Aight so yall are gonna run 2 laps around the football field, come back in, take a 20 min break, then do 30 jumpin jacks. After that you do 10 push ups and 10 sit ups"
" HELL NAW"
" NIGGA IS YOU CRAZY?"
" IKYFL" is all you hea from the whole 12th grade
" Uncle dre i got asthma" tae says
" I talked to ya dad and we agreed on you only doin a lap an 10 push ups" dre tells him
" So yall just want me in a hospital" tae rolls his eyes
" I got sum ta say. What in the hell corrupted ya mind?" i ask
" Amir and a few people from the football team. I already planned on havin yall run 2 laps though" dre tells me
" We said have only mazi do that though" i hear amir say so i get up and start punching him. I get pulled off by dre. Ayahd gets his ass too because he should've known my goddaddy wasn't gon agree ta that. The basketball team get ayahd but tae especially gets amir so dre gets him off.
" Yall chill tf out. I hear half yall talkin bout yall wanna work out well dis yo chance. Everybody outside" We all groan den go outside to the start wit our water bottles. He counts down from 5 den blows his whistle so we all take off.
" Yo goddad need help" jay says
" Tell jamia dat ha daddy" i tell him
" Aye ian tell him ta do this" mia says
" LETS TALKIN MORE RUNNIN JAMIA"
" DAD PLEASE DONT MAKE ME MORE ANGRY"
" KEEP TALKIN AND IMMA ADD ANOTHER LAP" everybody groans
After the laps....
" You ain't have ta do both" i say outta breath
" I wasn't gon let yall suffer by yall selves" tae says as he gets his asthma pump.
" Tae since you did both laps, youn gotta do nun else" dre tells him
" Dad do you hate us?" mia ask
" No why?"
" Because you got us in pain"
" Ya daddy ain't say nun bout it when i had him do it so don't complain and you used ta do track"
" Dad i was 13"
" You still did it tho"
" Can we just relax?" jay ask
" Yall are"
" Goddaddy" i say in my tone that makes people do what i say
" Yes maziyah?"
" can we do this when it's a lil colder outside?" He tilts his head like he thinkin den looks at me
" Stopped workin when you was 15" he tells me and i. groan
" Please?" i ask
" You can sit out once yo stomach get bigger" he pokes my stomach. " Needa sweat off all dem mcflurries"
" You the one dat put me on" i say
" Cause dey good but ian say eat em so much"
" You eat one every other mornin an night" mia says but immediately shuts up
" Guess who room you cleanin when you get home"
" mines?"
" And ya brothers"
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after school
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2:30pm
Jamia pov
" You ok?" my dad, malvin, ask
" No. My calves hurt" i tell him and he sits on my bed den massages my calves. " Why ya husband gotta be so mean?"
" He wanted yall to see what we went through at dat school. Imma talk ta him though" he tells me
" Daddy yall was on the basketball team" i say
" I know but our coach made us do that too"
" Can you get me some ice please?" he nods den gets up and leaves as my phone goes off. It's a message on insta from smb ion know. I reply cause im bored.
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Nohate.Coby
Wassup lil ma
Hi. Do ik you?
Nah but you can
Sir how old is you😭
17
oh im 18
What's ya name
Jamia
Imma keep it a buck witchu, ya friend put me on
What friend?
Mazi but dat was like 3 weeks ago. I just thought you had a nigga since i seen him on yo story
Dats my toxic ex
Hollon whts yo name?
Jacoby
So yo nn coby?"
It's in my user aint it
You right
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30 mins later....
" Mazi ain't nobody ask you ta do that" i say as mazi limps into my room
" I know but i didn't wanna leave you feelin single" he says den lays down. " So?"
" He's cute and nice so far. We talked otp for like 20 mins and his voice deep but not pop smoke deep"
" Ma'am we not gon act like ian set you up wit a nigga i already know and dated"
" Mari ok witchu talkin to ya ex?"
" Coby is my ex from 5th grade, mari doesn't gaf"
" How many exes you got?"
" 10- no 12 actually"
" hopefully that number doesn't increase" i lay on his shoulder
" We're the only 2 with 2 freaky ass dads that don't have a care in the world. Only difference is my stepdad is tall asl"
" Nah like i fr wanna fight my dad because wtf was he thinking listin ta amir"
" Mia he don't know"
"Ok so that's why"
" Mhm"
" what's wrong?"
" I feel like something wrong is gonna happen"
" Why?"
" Idk i just feel like something bad is gonna happen during the pregnancy and it has nothing to do with the baby" I scoot down and rub his stomach
" even though you don't have a body, listen to me, your auntie mia, when i tell you don't do nothing to your- are you daddy or dada?" mazi holds up a ✌🏽. " Don't do nothing to your dada because he deserves to be happy"
" Mi"
" Hm?"
" You ever feel like half the things you went through is yo fault?"
" Yes because they are but you gettin raped and abused aint yo fault. Nobody deserves that, especially you"
" I deserve a lot of shit after what i did in the past"
" You was just in yo toxic stage for bout 5-6 relationships and dats ok"
" Bitch i was 12 and cut off a nigga dick then fed it to his dog after i burned it, dat aint toxic"
" Oh you crazy as shit. Hopefully mazi don't bring that side out"
" Aint gon be mazi, its gon be his incest havin ass cousin and bitches he used ta fw"
" Details bitch"
" Ight so it was da day me and jay told our families bout our pregnancy. Mazi took us an ceej ta mcdonalds cause i wanted a mcflurry and jay was just hungry"
" Yall love some mcdonalds"
" Shut up. Anyways mazi had went ta get me 2 more and some more nuggets and while he was inside, he got a text from a bitch named aiyanna so i clicked on it and it was pictures of her damn body an a video of ha playin wit her pussy that has his name on it while lookin at a photo of him. At the time ian know dat was his stepcousin an ian know she was 16 but the age dont make it no better"
" Chile the drama i miss when ian there"
" You the one that stopped communicating outside of school"
" Yea because i be babysitting and doin nails a lot"
" Yo brothers are 15"
" Yea and i still gotta babysit plus i babysit for Ms,gina sometimes" He starts talkin about sum but ian payin attention because im mostly lookin at his lips. Ian kiss a nigga in so long, ian fuck a nigga in weeks, and ian been loved by a nigga since me an diamond. After a while of him talking, i kiss him without thinking first and he starts to pull away but i pull away faster. " Shit im sorry"
" Youn gotta be sorry. You just wanted someone ta kiss you but yeen think about it first. Im not mad"
" You sure?"
" Yea just don't do it again"
" Trust me, i won't"
" Good"
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3:20pm
Tae pov
" Shit" i moan. I try to close my legs but he keeps them open.
" Naw. You decided to let yo attitude get the best of you so nie imma get rid of it" dray tells me as he fingers me faster while driving
" Dray-" he adds another finger
" Stop whining. If you can dick den you can damn sure handle this" i feel a huge knot in my stomach form.
" Babe"
" Baby!"
" BAE" i jump out of my sleep
" What i was havin a good dream" i say
" Ik. I heard you moan my name" dray lays down on my bed den rub my stomach. " What i do?"
" We were in your car otw to your crib and i started to get a attitude wit you. You told me if ian stfu den you was gon get rid of it. Me bein me, i didn't listen and you fingered me the whole ride" i explain
" Sound like sum dat would actually happen" i tug on the hem of his sweatpants. " What"
" i want it" i say in a whiney tone
" Want what?" i grab his dick through his sweatpants and he moves my hand. " Yeen gon get nun if youn use yo words"
" I want you inside of me" i tell him
" You gotta wait cause 1. you gon get a big cramp in yo calf and 2. i got sum planned so if i give you some rn den dats gon mess up my plan " he tells me
" Is sex involved?"
" It can be"
" Den i can wait" i lay on top of him and he rubs my back tattoo.
" I've seen you witout yo shirt a lot and ian never seen this one"
" Because it's new just like the one on my thigh"
" Who dis luh boy and why is there a date under it?"
" Me. That was the day i lost my innocence"
" Great. Now when i give you backshots, imma think about it"
" Yea fa like 5 seconds" I sit up and trace his tattoos. " I told you sum bout my past, now it's your turn"
" Aight. From infant to 10, i was happy and had a wealthy family but my dad got sick with cancer a year later. My mom paid for treatment which made us lose most of our money. Family helped out but he still ended up dying so they felt like they wasted their money and stopped talking to my mom unless it was about me or jazmine. When i was 12, they stopped asking about jazmine cause she got pregnant at 14. She had troy a year later, 3 weeks after her birthday. When i was 15, i got into the streets to make fast money because dealing with 2 kids and a baby caused my mom to have to work harder" i wipe the tears that were falling from his eyes.
" That's how i met dooda's mom. I selled weed and she was one of the buyers. My momma ain't kno but jazmine kept it a secret because with my dad being gone, we felt like someone had to be the man of the house an we definitely didn't want my mom gettin another husband. Got my bm pregnant, family stopped talkin to me, troy was happy asfc that he was gettin a cousin, my mom thought she was gon have to work harder but i said no and gave her all the money i had that wasn't in my safe. My bm died after she gave birth so it was hard fa me especially wit school but when i found out dat she was pregnant, i got out the streets" he takes a deep breath then keeps talking. " Once i turned 18, i used my inheritance to open up my daycare"
" Im sorry that happened but now you got yo own family dat ik you will provide for and you got great friends dat consider you family" i say
" You right"
" Hello!" dooda says as he knocks
" Come in dooda" he walks in and gets on the bed wit a lil bit of help.
" Why you no at work?" he ask us
" Why you in our business?" we ask
" Cause i can"
" No you can't" i tell him
" Says who?"
" Me"
" You tae tae not daddy so ion gotta listen" he sits on dray chest and looks at me
" yes you do cause" i lift him in the air and shake him. " Im big dude round hea"
" No you not" dray says
" Yes i am and he is my baby now" i hug dooda
" 1. you not big dude cause dats me and 2. He ain't yours" He takes dooda from me. He rocks dooda like a baby causin all of us to laugh.