It's been a minute yeah I know.....
"Melo calm down baby " my sweet baby was so scared to fly first class It definitely was nice as fuck my baby girl was sitting over there comfortably looking out the window but Melo he kept me distracted from the thought of popping up after two years with this man son I stopped talking to everyone I literally dropped off the face of the earth no contact with my brother I did hear before I left he proposed to my best friend I was so happy to know they was meant for each other through all the bullshit we went through together they deserve all the happiness in the world that it can give to them shit unfortunately that shit was not planned for a bitch like me "Melo sit down baby mommy is right here" his little nails was digging in my skin I'm so happy the flight almost over I definitely need me a sip of something the fact I kept a secret from everyone about this beautiful little boy is so fucked up and I know I'm gonna hear a lot of shit from so many but FUCK!!!! My heart was so fucked up about a nigga I had to go there was no going to play normal like the feelings I had for that nigga was making me do some crazy as shit this nigga drove a bitch to a breaking point and I packed up and dipped on everything and everyone simple when I touch down I'm going to the hotel to freshen up I'm going to see if I can get the kids a sitter I definitely have business to handle with many people but I was so nervous about talking to TjI can't even imagine what his reaction would be behind the News of having a son and just now finding out I honestly shouldn't even give a fuck the way this nigga just ran my soul through the mud and said fuck my feelings nigga didn't love me how you love me and cheat on my through my whole pregnancy I was in love with this nigga and this nigga was in love with these no good trifling ass females Tj morals go out the window over some pussy and that's where I draw the line he not just bringing home love and happiness this nigga tried to squeeze a few stds in the mix too and I'm not the woman who tolerate bullshit so the only options I seen at that moment was to leave but now look I'm back an Don't know the first step to take I wish this fucking life didn't come with so many obstacles Getting so caught up with in my thoughts I almost missed what the pilot said
"Ladies and gentlemen, American Airlines welcomes you to Chicago . The local time is 7:30pm. For your safety and the safety of those around you, please remain seated with your seat belt fastened and keep the aisle(s) clear until we are parked at the gate.
Traveling with both my kids is a lot but some odd reasons my accounts are frozen I have all this money in the bank and have no fucking access to it at the moment so yeah glad a bitch was taught to not put all my money in one fucking place or I'd be fucked I should send my brother a text
Me: hey big brother
Damn just sitting in arrivals it feels like eternity for looking for a response from my brother a few minutes past by
Jay: damn sis where the fuck you been at?
Me: I'll explain everything to you but I need a big favor.
Jay: wassup sis you aight?
Me: I'm at the airport I need you to come get me and my babies
Jay:babies???? But aight sis I'm in my whip now give me at least 3o minutes
The conversation got awkward fast cause my blood brother didn't even know about his nephew oh how my son act so much like his uncle
Gathering up two sleepy kids and all our suitcases walking to the terminals I overheard two females
Woman: you big back bitch you made me miss my flight!
Employee: watch your mouth before you be stuck here hoe
The woman says looking up from the computer desk the woman who just cussed her ass out was shocked that was the response that came out of her mouth shit me too I didn't have time to focus on what the fuck they had going on when I'm tryna get us out the door
Phone is ringing ......
"Hello?" Looking around confused about the number on my phone I don't give my number out "sis you outside oh I see you I'm pulling up right next to you " I can't believe after two years I see my brother I missed him he jumps out his truck and raced right to me with both my babies in my arms my brother picked all three of us up and just held us and cried Oh how I missed my brother so much he was the only person who genuinely gave a fuck about me
"my baby sister is right in my presence you know how long I wished for this moment ?" He said wiping the tears from his face he picks our suitcases up and places them in the trunk he grabs Melo out of my arms and I still have baby girl in my arms Jay looks at Melo and then back at me "he has the same face as Tj sis" the words could not come out I was stuck I didn't know what to say to my brother I just shook my head yes and rested my head on the window was it the best idea for me to be back right now my gut is telling me I'm walking in to some fuck shit lord guide me through this journey I kept a major secret for two years I know I'm bout to hear shit from left and right I just hope the run in I have with Tj not so ugly the nigga can be real ruthless when needed and I have no strength for his ass it's like he wants me to be a fucking monster I gave this nigga my time I was only 16 when we started fucking around I wish I could go back in fix my fucked up life if my momma protected me the way she was posed to where would that Nani Blue be the version I'm left with is a broken one what side should I bring to this nigga cause all Tj knows right now is I took his daughter not me taking her and running off with his other seed as well
I'm just ready to get all these secrets out I feel the time is now to put things on the table