Chu Xuan stood up, when a strong wind blew, all the geranium flowers were shaken. Yan Mengsheng stood beside him, and Chu Xuan noticed that his fingertips had begun to faintly become transparent. He stood on his toes and left a kiss on Yan Mengsheng's lips.
Feeling the somewhat cool lips, Yan Mengsheng wanted to hug Chu Xuan, but found that Chu Xuan's body was like a mist, not a physical existence, and could not be touched at all.
At this moment, watching Chu Xuan's gradually transparent body, Yan Mengsheng's eyes filled with endless fear and panic. He was really afraid of Chu Xuan's departure.
"Xiao Xuan..."
The face of the young boy in front of him suddenly changed, becoming the appearance of the young boy in the previous portrait, better than the appearance in the painting.
The boy's short brown hair curled his eyebrows slightly, his face was fairer, and his hair color was more gentle. .The nose bridge is tall and the thick eyebrows are thin and slender. There is no better shape than this eyebrow. The pupils are clear and black, like two shiny ink beads. The lips are red and coquettish. The thickness is just right. It's so soft.
Chu Xuan saw that his arms were nearly transparent, and the bracelet on his wrist was completely gone, only to realize that it was time for him to leave the book world completely.
Yan Mengsheng's eyes were red, and the red intent was very vivid on the cold white skin, a layer of water filled the bottom of his eyes, and his eyebrows were tightly frowned.
Chu Xuan also began to look unrealistically in front of him, but he still planned to separate from Yan Mengsheng with a smile, but only to realize that his nose was sour and he could only hold up a smile very hard.
.He slowly waved his right hand and said goodbye to Yan Mengsheng, his voice as soft as if he was blown away by the wind, "It's okay, it won't be very painful, you will forget me after I leave."
When Yan Mengsheng was so panicked for the first time and wanted to approach Chu Xuan again, he and Chu Xuan were separated by a barrier. The barrier was invisible but could be touched. The moment Yan Mengsheng touched the barrier, Yan Mengsheng finally collapsed. He stretched out his head to hammer the barrier, wanting to hug Chu Xuan again, but no matter how he knocked, the barrier did not move a bit.
He could only watch Chu Xuan disappear before his eyes.
I don’t know when the sky was covered by gray-black dark clouds. The sun was immersed in the dark clouds, and the sound of the wind began to grow louder and whistling. It was not as soft as before. The geraniums were blown to pieces, and pink flowers were flying all over the sky. , Lingering beside them.
.The sky is beautiful and sad, like an altar.
Chu Xuan watched Yan Mengsheng lose control, his eyes were scary red, and he madly knocked on the invisible barrier. Even his hands were bleeding, and the blood dripped on the ground, exploding the flowers.
Chu Xuan shook his head with tears in his eyes. He put his palm on the barrier. When he saw the boy's action, Yan Mengsheng also calmed down a bit, and raised his hand to cover the boy's sticking. Position, the two hands are separated by the barrier, and can't feel each other's temperature.
Chu Xuan blinked his eyes lightly, tears falling from the corner of his left eye, his smile was sweet but could not conceal the bitterness of separation, "I have been in your world and regretted it, but from knowing you to falling in love with you, I never regretted it. ."
"elder brother……"
"I love you."
.Yan Mengsheng couldn’t hear the last three words at all. He read it from Chu Xuan’s mouth, but as soon as the other party finished saying these words, the person disappeared. In the last second of disappearing, His hand broke through the barrier and touched Chu Xuan's hand that was left with warmth. It was only in that second, and all he swung was air.
Yan Mengsheng's heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and his black eyes were soaked with tears. When he saw that there was no one in front of him, he could no longer control himself. He knelt down, with the small shells that Chu Xuan had just given him in his palms.
"Are you angry that I went abroad and left you behind." The man's voice was cold and full of grievances, his voice was distorted and trembling because of crying, "I was wrong, I knew it was wrong, don't leave me... "
.No one knows how long Yan Mengsheng has been in the geranium bushes, only that they are still there when the sun goes down, and the stars are still hanging on the sky.
It's just that he is the only one in that flower bush.
After a few days, Yan Mengsheng's whole person was a little crazy, and he returned to Yan's house as if he went crazy, and asked if he knew Chu Xuan, no matter which name he asked, everyone shook their heads and said they didn't know, and they had no impression of this person. , Even Yan Bo and Qi Wencheng said there was no such person.
One of the maids was frightened by Yan Mengsheng’s red eyes, and asked Lingzi in a low voice, “Sister Ling, why is Young Master Yan going crazy these days? It’s a bit scary, and I’m still looking for someone who doesn’t exist at all. What’s in the Yan family? Chu Xuan Jiang Xuan's people."
.Reiko didn't know what to say. The appearance of Young Master Yan was scary recently. He didn't sleep day and night, and his eyes were red and haggard. As long as his eyes fell on anyone, his heart would beat with fear.
But it is true that the person that Young Master Yan was looking for does not exist in the Yan family. She hadn't even heard of it, but... Young Master Yan went to this person like crazy.
In the entire villa, no one dared to appear in front of Yan Mengsheng, and no one dared to talk at will. The space of Nuo Da was so cold that it was not at all popular.
Yan Mengsheng sat on the bed decadently, holding the photo of his birthday. The child in the photo had a lovely smile. Everyone had forgotten Chu Xuan, only he remembered.
He lived upside down, and he was decadent day by day. He didn't talk to anyone. He only took care of a small pot of geranium flowers every day. The flower pot was a smiling face.
.I thought he would live this life until he suddenly received a message from Che Wenshu.
-Where's Xiaoxuan?
This brief message, like a sparkling prairie fire, directly caused Yan Mengsheng's heart to beat for a long time, and then began to beat bang.
The two met at a dessert shop.
When Che Wenshu saw Yan Mengsheng whose fair and stubble face was full of stubbles, he couldn't believe that he had become like this. He couldn't help asking first, "Why did you become like this..."
Yan Mengsheng did not reply to his words, but instead asked him with a calm expression: "Do you know Chu Xuan? What do you know?"
.A few days ago, he just did a charity event called "Reading for Children in Poor Mountainous Areas". After he was busy, he received a message when he was resting, "Xiao Xuan sent me a message a few days ago, saying that he is going to leave. I said goodbye. After I saw the news, there was no reply. I haven't seen anyone for several days. I want to ask you."
Yan Mengsheng's expression was very lonely, "He disappeared in front of me, and no one remembers him anymore."
"Do you know his identity?"
"Um."
Both of them were silent for a long time, but Che Wenshu was surprised that the two of them could sit opposite each other and talk calmly.
Until the waiter put the two desserts in front of them, Che Wenshu looked at the delicate little cake in front of them, and asked casually: "Why did you start eating desserts?"
.Yan Mengsheng lowered his eyelids, looked at the butter cake in front of him, and remembered the words Chu Xuan had said to him before.
"At first, I thought there was something delicious about dessert, but it was sweet and greasy, but he liked it, so I like it too."
When Che Wenshu saw Yan Mengsheng's look and thought, he could even feel his pain personally. It was the first time he saw Yan Mengsheng in such a state in these two lives, as if he had lost his soul. But looking at his appearance, I don't know how to comfort him, so I can only sigh.
The conversation between Yan Mengsheng and Che Wenshu made him even more convinced that Xiao Xuan was in his world, not someone he had madly imagined.
He returned to the island again, sitting among the flowers, holding the photo and small shells in his palms, and watching them sit all day long.
...
.When Chu Xuan opened his eyes again, his goal was the furniture in real life. Looking at his long-lost house, it seemed as if he had passed away.
He sat up from the bed, dizzy, and his brain was blank, as if he had a long, long, long dream, and it seemed that the place where he was waking up now was virtual, which made him unable to distinguish for a while. Real and virtual.
Chu Xuan sat on the bed for a long, long time, until his legs were a little sore, and he had to get out of bed and stand up. When he went to the living room, he found that the house was empty.
Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar furniture, I was in a daze, thinking about this world, as if it was time for his mother to go to a part-time job after sending Chu Nian to elementary school.
Chu Xuan didn't eat anything. He sat on the sofa, curled his legs, put his hands around his calves, and put his chin on his knees in a daze.
.When Chu's mother was off work, when she opened the door, she saw a TV with no sound in the house, the curtains were drawn, and the lights were not lit.
Mother Chu took off her shoes and pressed the button on the wall with her hand. The lights in the room turned on all of a sudden, and the strong light made Chu Xuan's eyes slightly narrowed for a moment, and it took him a while to get used to it.
"You kid, why don't you turn on the lights, and the TV doesn't turn on the sound. People who don't know think you are watching silent movies." Chu's mother nags as usual, but to Chu Xuan it is very sudden. , Some can't adapt.
In the eyes of others, he just woke up after a sleep, only he knew that he had been in the book world for twelve years.
.After eating something at random for dinner, he went back to the room. He was very tired. It may be the reason why he just wore it back. Before going to bed at night, he was still thinking whether Yan Mengsheng had forgotten him and what he was doing at this time.
Thinking about it, I fell asleep because I was too tired.
He had a dream, and someone asked him, which one would you choose to see Yan Mengsheng with a billion yuan? He didn't hesitate to choose to see Yan Mengsheng again.
In the dead of night, Chu Xuan's wrist exuded a hazy blue light in the dark room, the light became bigger and bigger, and even enveloped the entire room.
At the same time, there was no one on the small island of Nuo Da. The man who was in the geranium bushes disappeared in an instant. Only a group photo and a few beautiful shells remained in the same place.
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