Time flies by
I keep on wondering what went wrong
Casted in the shadows of my deepest secrets
Sinking in the oceans of pain and regret
Dying was something that was always at the back of my mind
Mama told always told me that suicide was never an option
I've decided to fill my thoughts in a blank page that couldn't judge me
Gone are those days that I'll lie flat on my belly and breathe in the fresh air
I'm not sorry for my decisions but I'm rather proud of them
I finally blinked back those tears that clouded my eyes
Mama I hope you're proud of me
I've finally decided to let go
I want to finally breathe in the fragrance of your love once more
I want to be reunited with you once more
I want to watch the horizon with you
I want to watch the sun set with you once more
I want my joy to reach it's peak once more
~𝑹𝑺𝑯